It's As If He Knows To Sense The Laughter Before The Sound Hits His Ears , Loud And Strong And Vivid

It's As If He Knows To Sense The Laughter Before The Sound Hits His Ears , Loud And Strong And Vivid

it's as if he knows to sense the laughter before the sound hits his ears , loud and strong and vivid enough to cut through the life that pulses through the loft. she's always had a way of demanding attention — even from him , even right now — and perhaps that's why they fall into this tug of war : one where she tries to move close and he tries to pull away. it shouldn't bother him , but it does ( she'd like that , wouldn't she ? ) , and he lets his eyes flutter shut as her head falls beside his. he doesn't laugh at her little explanation , just lets out a huff with no definite meaning. " feelin' generous tonight , or did the jungle juice just fuck you up that bad? " naji shifts his weight just slightly , barely a movement at all , like it’s enough to put a barrier between them — even though he knows she'll break it , same as always. he's one to talk with the way the liquor is clouding up his brain already , making him a little less resistant to her casual audacity , fingers tightening around the cigarette as she leans close. naji's pulse quickens — he hates that it does — and he freezes up , like the creature carved out of stone like everyone else makes him out to be. the weight of the tin falls heavy in his pocket , his voice suddenly drying his throat . it drops low , a harsh murmur for just the two of them , barely loud enough to hear over the music. " guess i'm your second charity case of the night. " without waiting for a response, his fingers slip further into his pocket, feeling the cool, familiar shape of the tin. it doesn't rattle the same way it should , and his curiosity finally lets his gaze slide over to find the outline of her face beside him. " do i open it now , or when i get home? "

AvoidĀ  HerĀ  Gaze,Ā  AndĀ  She’llĀ  OnlyĀ  WantĀ  ItĀ  More.Ā  AĀ  Masochist,Ā  NoĀ  Doubt.Ā  WordsĀ 

avoidĀ  herĀ  gaze,Ā  andĀ  she’llĀ  onlyĀ  wantĀ  itĀ  more.Ā  aĀ  masochist,Ā  noĀ  doubt.Ā  wordsĀ  sting,Ā  sure,Ā  butĀ  they’reĀ  farĀ  moreĀ  amusingĀ  whenĀ  deliveredĀ  byĀ  someoneĀ  whoĀ  usuallyĀ  seemsĀ  soĀ  silentĀ  andĀ  stoic.Ā  it’sĀ  asĀ  ifĀ  sheĀ  hasĀ  theĀ  wickedĀ  abilityĀ  toĀ  reachĀ  intoĀ  hisĀ  insides,Ā  twistingĀ  hisĀ  nervesĀ  wheneverĀ  sheĀ  wantsĀ  …  and,Ā  staringĀ  atĀ  theĀ  sideĀ  ofĀ  hisĀ  face,Ā  sheĀ  wantsĀ  now.Ā  shoes,Ā  right.Ā  sheĀ  forcesĀ  herĀ  eyesĀ  awayĀ  fromĀ  him,Ā  ifĀ  onlyĀ  briefly,Ā  glancingĀ  downĀ  atĀ  herĀ  feetĀ  beforeĀ  burstingĀ  intoĀ  belly - achingĀ  laughterĀ  —  aĀ  big,Ā  thunderousĀ  soundĀ  thatĀ  couldĀ  surelyĀ  beĀ  heardĀ  overĀ  theĀ  poundingĀ  music.Ā  ā€œĀ  iĀ  toldĀ  thisĀ  girlĀ  thatĀ  myĀ  heelsĀ  wereĀ  soĀ  fuckin’  uncomfortable,Ā  ā€Ā  junoĀ  leansĀ  againstĀ  theĀ  sameĀ  wallĀ  asĀ  him,Ā  slowlyĀ  encroachingĀ  onĀ  hisĀ  territory,Ā  ā€œĀ  andĀ  sheĀ  saidĀ  that,Ā  ifĀ  iĀ  wasn’tĀ  gonnaĀ  useĀ  them,Ā  iĀ  shouldĀ  giveĀ  themĀ  toĀ  herĀ  instead.Ā  funny.Ā  ā€Ā  there’sĀ  aĀ  briefĀ  pauseĀ  asĀ  herĀ  amusementĀ  diesĀ  down,Ā  onlyĀ  aĀ  fewĀ  weak chucklesĀ  leftĀ  asĀ  evidenceĀ  ofĀ  itsĀ  existence.Ā  headĀ  rollsĀ  back, joining the pair in their rest with a bang.Ā  ā€œĀ  well,Ā  nowĀ  thatĀ  you’veĀ  hadĀ  yourĀ  funĀ  stabbingĀ  meĀ  aĀ  little,Ā  ā€Ā  sheĀ  nudgesĀ  naji’sĀ  legĀ  withĀ  oneĀ  ofĀ  theĀ  victimsĀ  ofĀ  theĀ  earlierĀ  robbery,Ā  handĀ  stickingĀ  insideĀ  herĀ  enormousĀ  coatĀ  toĀ  retrieveĀ  herĀ  debt’sĀ  paymentĀ  —  feelingĀ  likeĀ  she’sĀ  holdingĀ  herĀ  heartĀ  betweenĀ  shakyĀ  fingers.Ā  sheĀ  infiltratesĀ  oneĀ  ofĀ  hisĀ  pocketsĀ  andĀ  buriesĀ  itĀ  in there. deep.Ā  aĀ  secret.Ā  unableĀ  —  orĀ  unwillingĀ  —  toĀ  witnessĀ  hisĀ  reaction, Ā  forĀ  whateverĀ  reason.Ā  ā€œĀ  gotĀ  youĀ  something.Ā  useĀ  ā€˜emĀ  wisely.Ā  ā€Ā 

AvoidĀ  HerĀ  Gaze,Ā  AndĀ  She’llĀ  OnlyĀ  WantĀ  ItĀ  More.Ā  AĀ  Masochist,Ā  NoĀ  Doubt.Ā  WordsĀ 

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✦ . ── HEADED TO THE MOUNTAINS
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( emilio sakraya , he/him , twenty-six ) hey , is that NAJI KARIM walking around town with some pep in their step ? last i heard , they joined a band called static avenue as their ROADIE — which totally tracks . they’ve always been known for being + PROTECTIVE , - JADED & for listening to DESPERADO by THE EAGLES on repeat . it’s a bit annoying , really . maybe you’ll think about them the next time you picture FRESHLY BREWED TEA OR AN ARM AROUND THE SHOULDER TO SILENTLY SHOW YOU CARE , WORN OUT DENIM AND HAIR MUSSED BY BASEBALL CAPS , CRACKED LEATHER SEATS AND LEGS UP ON THE DASH , SHARING THE OTHER SIDE OF YOUR EARBUDS WITHOUT BEING ASKED TO , SCRATCHES ON YOUR FAVORITE VINYL RECORD , THE FEAR OF SAYING "I LOVE YOU" , or when you hear someone yell THE LOST SOUL .

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He Noticed The Staring Long Ago. How Could He Not ? It's As Brazen As Everything Else The Woman Does

he noticed the staring long ago. how could he not ? it's as brazen as everything else the woman does — sharp , like a silent dare , a challenge in the air like she's looking just to see if he'll offer his gaze back. ( he doesn't. ) instead , naji ignores her for the time being , shadow falling behind flickering lights , half - swallowed by the dark and half - swathed in neon pink. a cigarette burns low between his fingers — should he go outside ? he's deciding — but it does nothing to fight the perpetual scowl that is twisted onto his lips , even as he lifts it up again to take a drag. he's got an air about him that screams leave me alone , and , on a normal day , most people catch on quick. ( it is important to note , then , that he knows juno zhang is not 'most people'. ) her gaze sticks like static , and so does his bleary memory of last night , the wild woman on his doorstep and asking to stay like he's her last resort. less than twenty - four hours ago was when naji learned he can't say no to her , and , already it's proving to make things difficult. he knows this even as she approaches , brash and barefoot , bringing all her wit and audacity with her. the scowl twists deeper at her tone , eyebrows knitting together. the teasing otherwise rolls off his shoulders , but it does something strange , somewhere deep , just enough to make him wonder why she cares to notice what he's doing at all. his eyes fixate somewhere to her left , and he leans back further agains the wall. don't look chaos in the eye , that's not good for you. " hmm. " a noncommital grunt , like he isn't buying into her taunt. " where the fuck did you leave your shoes ? " he pauses again. " you wanna talk about being 'lost', yeah? " the implications of that are clear , but he's not insolent enough to bring up the night before. " or just here for a cigarette ? "

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theĀ  loudĀ  and shitty musicĀ  blastingĀ  fromĀ  theĀ  jankyĀ  speakersĀ  andĀ  sweatyĀ  bodiesĀ  slammingĀ  againstĀ  herĀ  absurdlyĀ  furryĀ  exteriorĀ  aren’tĀ  enoughĀ  toĀ  pullĀ  herĀ  stabbingĀ  gazeĀ  away fromĀ  himĀ  ; meticulous examinationĀ  madeĀ  allĀ  theĀ  moreĀ  obviousĀ  byĀ  theĀ  hazeĀ  coatingĀ  herĀ  inebriatedĀ  brain.Ā  yes,Ā  juno’sĀ  neverĀ  beenĀ  —  andĀ  neverĀ  willĀ  beĀ  —  someoneĀ  who’sĀ  subtleĀ  (Ā  becauseĀ  fuckĀ  thatĀ  ),Ā  butĀ  rightĀ  now,Ā  she’sĀ  doingĀ  absolutelyĀ  nothingĀ  toĀ  hideĀ  theĀ  factĀ  thatĀ  she’sĀ  beenĀ  staring,Ā  staringĀ  andĀ  staringĀ  someĀ  more.Ā  heĀ  seemsĀ  lonely.Ā  heĀ  savedĀ  youĀ  lastĀ  night.Ā  justĀ  move.Ā  and, likeĀ  everythingĀ  sheĀ  everĀ  doesĀ  inĀ  life,Ā  sheĀ  followsĀ  theĀ  firstĀ  impulseĀ  thatĀ  jerksĀ  atĀ  herĀ  bruisedĀ  heart.Ā  wantsĀ  toĀ  thankĀ  him,Ā  needsĀ  to — it’sĀ  beenĀ  aĀ  gnawingĀ  itchĀ  that sheĀ  hasn’tĀ  beenĀ  ableĀ  toĀ  scratchĀ  sinceĀ  steppingĀ  outĀ  ofĀ  hisĀ  homeĀ  thisĀ  morning.Ā  theĀ  altoids tinĀ  boxĀ  that she filledĀ  withĀ  four hand - rolled joints burning herĀ  pocket, a symbol of unspoken gratitude. she can’t stomach the thought of not repaying him ... for some reason. kindness for the sake of being kind is a myth, after all. nakedĀ  feetĀ  —  sheĀ  ditchedĀ  herĀ  heelsĀ  aĀ  whileĀ  backĀ  andĀ  didn’t botherĀ  lookingĀ  forĀ  them — carryĀ  herĀ  towardĀ  him in all of her messy glory,Ā  an inevitable curse. excitementĀ  pulsesĀ  throughĀ  herĀ  veins;Ā  thisĀ  isĀ  theĀ  closestĀ  herĀ  pryingĀ  eyesĀ  haveĀ  beenĀ  toĀ  himĀ  theĀ  entireĀ  night. what a thrill. ā€œ lookin’  aĀ  littleĀ  lostĀ  there … ā€Ā  sheĀ  says,Ā  notĀ  meaningĀ  toĀ  mock,Ā  butĀ  herĀ  wordsĀ  stillĀ  haveĀ  aĀ  sharpĀ  edgeĀ  toĀ  them.Ā  ā€œĀ  neverĀ  beenĀ  toĀ  aĀ  partyĀ  before,Ā  roadieĀ  ?Ā  noĀ  one’sĀ  gonna jumpĀ  you.Ā  ā€


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