Sunset To Sunrise...

if you’re reading this

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My head is floating 1000 feet above me today sos

5/12/2025 9:18am

I did not sleep too well last night but that's to be expected, since I slept in suuuuuper late yesterday. Tomorrow is my thyroid biopsy, which I'm looking forward to. Want to know for sure that this isn't cancer (all of my symptoms line up with Hashimoto's, not cancer). I have an appointment with my PCP at the end of the month so I'm trying to remain positive.

I just want a fucking diagnosis, man.

5/2/2025 11:33pm

finally feeling a bit more human today. yayyyy

“Notice the people who make an effort to stay in your life.”

— Unknown

Evening Primrose, 1970s

Mickey Crisp

5/6/2025 1:26pm

I think I could sleep for a month straight at this point.

I'm so exhausted. I took sick leave yesterday and I thought I was better but goddamn. Every time I think I'm getting used to my level of fatigue it changes. I just want to be able to get through a day without feeling like I'm dying. I suppose on the bright side my joints aren't as sore today, so that's something.

I just fucking wish that I could work from home without an ADA request. I'm the only person in office full-time, which wouldn't be an issue if I didn't have mysterious chronic illness b.s. affecting me on a daily basis. I've genuinely never taken this much time off of work at any job before this one.