Babygirl I Will Invent Stages Of Grief You Have Never Seen Before

Purgatory takes on two forms for everyone and it’s either LA traffic or the CVS pharmacy pickup line

Matt’s getting mischievous with age, telling nick they couldn’t give him his wisdom teeth only to pull them out later. Making the bet before the car video where he baits Chris into asking for some chocolate. The egg video incident. Now the uber prank.

He’s getting silly and it’s a little scary

see this is what i was talking about.

with aubrey i’m CM he has such a magnetic pull to her in the kisses, his body moves into hers as if he needs to touch her with every inch of his skin.

his hands move through her hair reflexively, his body is straining to get more.

and in beautiful girl, it’s once again so pure. you watch as he genuinely puts passion into the kiss, not as a character but as a person.

he and kat had only just started dating when the filming of suburban gothic had begun, and that real chemistry appears on screen multiple times, making it one of my personal favorite romances of matthew’s characters.

and, like the other examples, this kiss is so raw. it’s real and full of emotions. it has the same magnetism that the kids with aubrey had, the emotion of 68 kill, and the purity of beautiful girl.

there is a clip of him in the pool trying to remember his lines for the kiss with amber heard in CM, and he is genuinely flustered, genuinely feeling things. the kiss, however brief or passionate has this brain freeze effect.

ultimately, what im saying is, matthew has such a real emotional tie to the on screen kisses he preforms. it’s so much more than acting.

no one has any idea how much i adore this kiss scene from 68 kill right here

so full of gentleness and tenderness and trust and he's holding her almost cautiously as if she'd break if he didn't hold her as if she was the most delicate thing on earth

god i love the way this man kisses, it's literally like it's the last time he'll ever kiss anyone and i envy every single person who's ever got to experience this fr

It’s good to feel this way. Feel it, let yourself drown for just a moment - know that you can still swim. Let yourself suffer, it’s what makes us human. Feel that pain and let yourself respond, you’re not stuck in it forever.

Life goes so fast, it’s so easy to skip the bad parts with distractions or pretend, those moments build you. Be built, become more, become new.

I let myself drown all throughout my teens, and once I was ready I swam. I let myself build strength, I still can’t be sure where I’m headed in life, I don’t think anyone is ever sure where they’re going, but the longer you swim the closer you get to knowing.

Write down the hurt and confusion, and then write down all the dreams you have. Even the embarrassing, far from reach, near impossible dreams. Let yourself hope, be youthful and confused and sad. BE YOUNG. Life doesn’t end in the confusion, growth starts, so let yourself grow in weird and unpredictable ways. Let your vines wrap around your neck once or twice so that they can get far enough to reach the next day.

Just don’t give up on yourself, there is always another chance. So for now you’re going to drown, and maybe for a while longer you will, but before you know it you’ll reach the surface and the tide will give you a head start, and you’ll swim.

Tw angsty teenage feelings

Is it okay to feel lost? To feel like every time I'm not outright miserable, I'm playing pretend? I worry that I'm wasting my late teens but is feeling lost and being in no set direction part of it? I honestly don't know, I've never had role models and my position is very unique. I feel less like a person and more like a drowned body being pulled and tugged by indecisive waves. Am I fucking it up? I guess we'll see

men 40+ years slider than me grab my attention too well.

the fact that i'm no longer the same age as the protagonists of novels and films i once connected to is so heartbreaking. there was a time when I looked forward to turning their age. i did. and i also outgrew them. i continue to age, but they don't; never will. the immortality of fiction is beautiful, but cruel.

just binge-watched the entire maze runner trilogy

main takeaway: they should’ve kissed

god gives his most niche fandoms to his most autistic warriors

i cant keep living like this

yes, it is what i want need

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