anyway yesterday i took a walk! the grass was sooo green and the sky was so blue and the trees were pretty and golden! the air was fresh yet mellow warm! a dog walked up to me to greet me! a baby smiled at me! i walked 10,000 steps and my body said thank you! that's what life is all about.
The Drowned, by Josef Manés (1867).
my favorite thing to do with my friends is film them like they're in a documentary when they start doing political discourse in the middle of the hangout
Life is just so much better when you’re out and about. Walking around a shop, grabbing lunch at your favorite restaurant, a cold beverage of your choice as both hydration and accessory, the fresh air and loud busy surroundings of a world constantly moving forward. I feel like the plastic bag camcorder freak from American Beauty. The pure poetry of it all.
- Fyodor Dostoevsky, "Crime and Punishment"
older I get the less interest I have in explaining myself to people who aren’t even important to me. if you want to misunderstand me or create a narrative in your head about me that’s really not my problem… I know who I am
you know better than anyone that everything is temporary. forever is just a hopeful plea, the base of our religion. but what to do with that knowledge? and how heavy it lays on my heart which still carries that child-like hope when it runs and skips in moments like these.
you have to let yourself feel the good things, even if they often feel too light, to implausible to be true.
even if you know they might be gone sooner than you think.
that's the hardest part, you still have to let yourself feel the good things.
one day
Czeslaw Milosz, tr. by Robert Haas, from “Late Ripeness”, Second Space: New Poems