I have devastating news. I’m Musab Ahmed, and for no clear reason, GoFundMe disabled the contact that was responsible for receiving and transferring the funds from my campaign to me, starting April 21st, 2025. Even though I had raised 24% of my goal, I was unable to access any of the money I worked so hard to collect. We tried reaching out to them multiple times, but they haven’t responded, and now I’ve been forced to start over from scratch.
I’m not exaggerating when I say I nearly had a heart attack from the shock and stress — especially after all the hope and effort I poured into that campaign.
Here is the link to my new fundraiser. Please, if you can donate or even just share it, your support would mean the world to me. I urgently need the funds, as I still haven’t been able to undergo the second surgery for my shoulder, and things are getting harder by the day.
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The way that they’re both giving the exact same look is kind of crazy 
Suki is like a mini version of her older sister 😭
im going to post fallen angel experiment reader x domian ideas/hc when I get home :b
Design wise and a little bit of personality she was heavily based off of momo from apothecary diaries. That’s also where I got the doctors/apothecary part of her character. The only difference is that I didn’t really make her ass passionate about medicine or poison but instead I made her more fascinated.
similar to momo she also experiments on herself not because she likes it or she likes the feeling of it. She does it because she believes it is the most simplest and best ways to test her medicines. though she knows she may not be always the best subject because she’s able to regenerate most of her injuries fairly quickly so she always has a human test subject or 2 on hand. she often goes herb collecting in the morning and can do it for hours on end until it’s way past her bedtime
honestly, I feel like when it came to trying to name her she was probably the second hardest since I wanted a name that fit her profession and we were learning about different types of drugs in my class recently and we were going over opium drugs and that’s what inspired the name opal since it’s supposed to be a play on the word opium. I also kind of find it funny since opium’s are pain reliever drugs, and she can’t really feel physical pain.
anyways here’s some drawings I did in my notes of my girly
(when I specifically turned off dark mode for this, and when I turned it back on and saw the dark mode version I just loved it so much)

Srry yall I don’t know I’m gonna be able to write the levis x magical girl reader that I was planning to do this weekend since I actually got jumped by Bio testing….(this has to be some sort of mental torture, giving me back to back testing…) I’m gonna see if I can maybe write it tomorrow but if not I’ll for sure post it next week.
another little sketch of my oc who finally has a name
Meet my lovely mashle OC Suki yoshioka!!!
A post information about her probably tomorrow :b
(her mark is a little bit messed up but that’s ok…)
Thank you sm!
can you do a mood board for my OC Suki yoshioka? her colors are pink and green. I want like a pastel garden kind of aesthetic. her favorite foods are raspberries.
and for her personality you can look at my page and go on the info part. please and thank you.
Thanks for requesting!
Orter Madl X Reader - My Boy Only Breaks His Favorite Toy.
Sypnosis: Tied to Orter Madl by an arranged engagement, you fight for a love he won't give. As he prioritizes duty over affection, you slowly break beneath the weight of silence—after all, you are the Queen of Sand Castles he destroys.
Fic Count: 0.7K
Warnings: Angst - No comfort.
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They say love is sacrifice.
But no one told you sacrifice would mean vanishing slowly, piece by piece, in someone else's shadow.
You were fifteen when you first met Orter Madl. He was cold even then - brilliant, composed, already more soldier than boy. But you, bright-eyed and soft-hearted, thought maybe you could reach him. Maybe, if you were good enough, quiet enough, strong enough, he'd open the gates and let you in.
You were wrong.
You're still trying to be enough. Still falling short.
He's your fiancé now. Not by choice, not really. Your family smiled across a mahogany table while shaking hands with his. The engagement was inked in political ink and sealed with centuries of tradition. You were told it was a blessing.
But blessings don't bleed like this.
You make him tea when his hands shake from overusing his magic. He thanks you, but doesn't look up. You sit beside him on the couch, but he leans forward, elbows on knees, always thinking of somewhere else.
You learn to live in the quiet spaces between his ambitions. He isn't cruel. He's just distant... And somehow, that's worse.
You wonder if it would hurt less if he hated you - at least then you'd be something. But instead, you are nothing in his everything. A ring on his finger, a name in his mouth when it's required. A ghost with a heartbeat
Tonight, you stand at the window, watching the moon light the empty garden he never walks with you through. The tea in your hands has gone cold. You think of how hard you've tried. How many times you smiled through silence. How often you cried where he wouldn't see.
You think, 'Once I fix me, he's gonna miss me.’
You whisper it like a promise to yourself, 'Just say when I play again.' But the game has long since ended.
And all you're left with is the memory of a dream you swore was real.
He was my best friend
At least, in your head he was. In all the quiet fantasies you built when he stood close enough to imagine warmth. You think of that one rare day in the sandlot of the estate gardens-before duty choked out his boyhood. He smiled then, maybe. Or maybe your memory rewrote it to keep you alive.
Down in the sandlot, you laughed. You called his name and he turned like it meant something. He didn't smile, but he stayed. And you clung to that.
You close your eyes.
You are tired of loving someone who only reaches for you when the world is crumbling-who only breaks the things he secretly loves, because control is safer than connection.
You are tired of being a favorite toy.
Used and precious in theory.
And maybe, one day, when you're gone, when you're whole again, he'll remember the person who tried.
Maybe then, he'll miss you.
But by then, you'll be dust on the wind.
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Author's note:
Hi there! This is my first fic on this blog. I notice the lack of fics there are for Orter so I might make more since I have a few ideas saved in my drafts. Normally my fics are inspired by songs cause I tend to have writer blocks in case you notice a pattern with them. I am also thinking about making an extended version, but feel free to let me know if anyone is interested.
I really wanna make an overpowered reader x delisaster where reader basically beats his ass because he was being overconfident and cocky like I’m gonna think a way to write this later today :p
can you write some head cannons about Sophina x fem reader? Please and thank you :D 
Sophina x Reader HC
Summary: Your bond is one of silent defiance: quiet glances in public, hidden smiles, hands brushing under the table, a home filled with unspoken love in a world that doesn’t understand it.
Author's notes: I hope that the anime gives her more screen time than the manga.
Warnings: Conservative society(?)
In a society where magical bloodlines and traditions are everything, relationships that don't fit the mold aren’t quietly ignored.
Sophina and you, despite being in a committed relationship, are officially listed as "roommates" even after graduation - both for appearances and protection.
Easton Academy
- You met Sophina at Easton Academy after being assigned as her roommate. It was purely random and you were terrified. Her reputation preceded her.
- Sophina was a prodigy: elegant, composed, top of every class. You? Barely passing. You had heart but lacked the finesse the magic school demanded.
- She was annoyed at first. You cluttered her side of the room with notes, forgot enchantment rules, and once exploded a potion. But instead of requesting a new roommate, she tutored you.
- Her reasoning? "I don’t want to waste time adjusting to someone else." But secretly, she found your sincerity… refreshing.
- Nights spent studying became moments filled with warmth. She’d make sarcastic remarks, and you’d shoot back with clumsy jokes that made her actually laugh- a rare sound.
- You kissed for the first time after she won the Divine Visionary exams. She said it was “a moment of weakness.”
- ….but she never stopped kissing you after :)
Post-Easton Academy
- You both moved in together under the guise of "sharing rent" in the capital.
- Sophina is a rising star in the Bureau of Magic, while you took on a smaller role- like maybe working with magical creatures or tutoring kids with low magic potential.
- She keeps her public image flawless. In private, she lets her guard down. She hums while brushing her hair, reads next to you, and always leaves the window open so your cat can jump in.
- You often wake up before her and watch her sleep, her usually stern face so soft and peaceful.
- She always drinks her coffee black-until one day you gave her a sweetened one by mistake. She complained… but drank it anyway. Now she always asks you to “make it how you do it.”
- You still call each other ‘roommate’ around others. But when she hands you your lunch before work, she slips in a note: "In a world full of scorcery, you're the only truth I trust.”
- You kept every note. They're hidden in a worn-out book she once gave you-The Fundamentals of Enchantment - with a smiley face drawn inside the cover.
- That was the first book she used to tutor you.
The Knowledge Cane
- She's constantly surrounded by nobles, warlocks, and the press-many of whom wouldn't hesitate to condemn your relationship if they knew.
- She handles it all with poise, but you see the toll it takes: the way her jaw clenches when they bring up "preserving tradition," or how she avoids eye contact during formal events.
- One evening, she comes home late, the moonlight catching the shimmer of her official robes. You're waiting with tea.
- She sinks into the chair beside you, exhaustion taking over her face. "They said love makes you weak," she mutters. "But all this time, loving you is the only thing that's made me stronger."
- Sometimes, you help her organize her endless research and reports-your handwriting is neater, anyway. She pretends to be annoyed when you doodle hearts in the margins... but never erases them.
- During a rare public address, Sophina is asked what inspires her dedication to knowledge. She pauses, then replies: "Because knowledge leads to truth. And truth should never have to hide." You lock eyes with her across the crowd. She doesn't smile-she never does in public
- but her fingers subtly tap a rhythm on the podium; the code you two made up for "I love you."
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Spoiler Alert: Once Mash defeats Innocent Zero and society starts accepting magic-less people, You and Sophina come out as lovers :)
and Yes! The other divine visionaries had a bet whether you were dating or were just ‘rommates’. Kaldo, Ryoh, Tsurara & Agito won the bet. Rayne, Renatus, and Orter lost.
Orter just crossed his arm and said he never participated in such ‘childish games’. Which is partially true, however, Ryoh got his opinion on the relationship one day; and ever since that was considered his participation. We all know Ryoh can be very persuasive.
Here’s a silly little art dump of some of my oc and mashle ocs :D