Introduction to The Iliad, Emily Wilson
we went to a cliff in scotland with the oceans and hills and sheep, it was magical
18.03.23 – growth, growth, GROWTH
e.e. cummings, from “in time of daffodils(who know” (in 95 Poems), Complete Poems: 1904-1962
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what can you say to someone who feels utterly alone and unloved?
your feelings are valid, but not a mirror of reality. you are neither alone nor unloved; the fact that you feel unloved reflects your ability to love, so why not pour your love into yourself and be your own companion? you are your highest priority
You need a rest. You need empty moments in which you tolerate your anxiety and circling thoughts until they slow down and stop circling. You need slow, quiet activities that ground you and remind you to accept yourself in spite of huge obstacles and bad thoughts. You need to put solutions out of your mind for now, and engage in activities that have nothing to do with your ego. You need habits that strengthen your patience and focus, but also feel real and not arbitrary. You need to abandon your glorious future and build your imperfect present instead.
Ask Polly: “I’m Lazy, Reckless and Addicted To Social Media. Help!”
24.03.2023 I'm sorry for the lack of update, my schedule becomes so hectic especially when it's now Ramadhan. Bought new books and won some tropical scented candle.
alternatives to “i want to die”:
i want things to change
i want a different life
today was a shitty day/week
i don’t want to live like this
i want to be somewhere else in life
i’m not where i want to be yet
+ much more
Red blush pear, with dipping of chilli powder crushed, dried anchovies and a dash of msg (because why not? It's flavorful). Kill bill by SZA circulating in the local radio and the music is quite catchy so I am obsessed.
Also, I think my Digital transformation in business's professor actually remembered me and often hinted for my input. Feeling bit proud of my progress this year.
The unholy amount of coffee I drank these days led me questioned myself if I am present in this reality or not. Met my partner yesterday for a moment away from busy busy student's life and opted for a dinner date in Jollibee 🐝❤.
Take a break when needed, everyone. You deserve to get a moment of peace too.