Super Bright Day And Warm, As Opposed To Me Feeling A Little Bit Burnt Out.

It is November. The year on its deathbed. I have outlived my body so many times these months. Like wildflowers in concrete, I am trying to grow between the syllables of my name.

A little bit of reading.

31.03.2023 I confessed I did something reckless to my health (mentally and physically), need to remind myself and you (my fellow reader who work so hard for themselves) to not let yourself be too exhausted doing your academic. :( I spend from 8 pm till 4 am managing individual paper and groupwork paper, and it wasn't healthy to do so. I skipped my suhoor and the morning, I felt so drained mentally that I wanted to cry but your girl had online presentation in the afternoon 2 pm. It wasn't rewarding feeling. Won't do it again.

After the class, I just laid down in bed and read. The reading calms me down a bit and yay, to slowly reaching my book goal.

(MAKE SURE YOU TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF, READER, OR ELSE I WOULD MAKE YOUR ICED COFFEE MELTS FASTER OR YOUR HOT DRINKS BECOME COLD FAST. Maybe worse, it spills) 💕

Burnt out af but still going on

For your own peace of mind and sanity, don’t try to make sense of everything.

Yesterday's sunday funday, joined a 2.5 km walk with mum, and treat myself a small sized latte (but it tasted so bland sadly). Didn't do any study since it was my rest day and felt good to not overthink anything even if for a day. Also, look at those shade of blue and indigo 💕

Me with a PhD (applying it)

So many idiots have masters degrees maybe I could be the next