A little bit of reading.
Crying
when georges bataille wrote, “no greater desire exists than a wounded person’s need for another wound” & when gillian flynn wrote, “a child weaned on poison considers harm a comfort” & when ocean vuong wrote, “sometimes being offered tenderness feels like the very proof that you’ve been ruined” & when lisa m. basile wrote, “did you inherit a sickness? did you blame god? do you believe in god? do you believe in yourself? are you still on fire? did you ever put out the fire?” & when stephen a. guirgis wrote, “why didn't you make me good enough so that you could’ve loved me?”
Me with a PhD (applying it)
So many idiots have masters degrees maybe I could be the next
Actually, life is beautiful and I have time
24.03.2023 I'm sorry for the lack of update, my schedule becomes so hectic especially when it's now Ramadhan. Bought new books and won some tropical scented candle.
Three days after graduating from my Master in management. It has been truly transformative. Every success and achievement is a reflection of the endless support and prayers from my dearest ones.
Czeslaw Milosz, New and Collected Poems: 1931-2001
paintings of me trying to get out of bed in the morning
It's just a random question: are you an Indonesian muslim?
Hello, thanks for dropping by midnighthieves ✨️
I am from Brunei and yes, a muslim.
It is 1:30 AM, you are feeling anxious and not productive, so you bake a cake and try at least, finishing one assignment. I remind you that be gentle to yourself, you are trying hard till you lose sleep. You need that rest to replenish energy used. It is okay to slow down. You are doing great.
Paw Grabowski / øjeRum