Henry Winter

i could write multiple ESSAYS on the misogyny in the secret history and how well donna tartt writes it. MAYBE I WILL

"camilla led richard and henry on" and who said that? the men? including richard, world class manipulator who at one point wanted to beat and rape her? if sleeping or flirting with multiple boys in the group makes her an evil temptress then i suppose francis is also a slut and richard and charles are both evil for hooking up with him as "straight" men. but we all know why no one cares about that.

Really powerful to me that truly Richard is closer to every Greek student besides Camilla despite his fixation on her—and in the end, the thing he has most in common with her is that they both were in love with Henry

google show me this guy wet and whimpering

from my instagram lol at a goodwill

i would have included dead poets society but i haven’t watched it yet

"Him so sweet", I say, in a baby voice, about an 80s rockstar over twice my age who needs therapy and rehab

what reality shifting is & how i do it 🌌

what is reality shifting ? 🤔

reality shifting is simply moving your consciousness from one realty, the one you're currently in, to a reality that you want to be in.

reality shifting is not just dreaming. i know it can be confusing but there is a difference between lucid dreaming and reality shifting. with lucid dreaming, you are in a unique state where you becomes aware that you are dreaming and can sometimes manipulate your dreams/people in your dreams. reality shifting is different, as everybody in your desired reality is a real person with their own feelings, thoughts, and actions. with reality shifting, you're just another normal person in that reality, with no control over others/events (unless you script/intend otherwise.)

how i shift ✨

1. i listen to a 5-10 minute sleep guided meditation on youtube to help get my mind/body relaxed.

2. once i’m done meditating, i go on musi (an app basically like youtube where you can listen to music without staying on the app) and turn on a shifting subliminal with rain sounds (my fav is ethereal daydreamer subliminals <3)

3. once i turn on the subliminal, i get off of my phone and get in a comfortable sleeping position.

4. once i’m in my comfortable sleeping position, i do a body sleeping method where basically you squeeze (not actually squeezing with your hands but like.. “cringe” each part of your body from your toes all the way to your face, holding each squeeze on each body part for ten seconds. once you squeeze every body part for ten seconds one by one, squeeze your whole body + face for ten seconds and then release.) you’re body will start to feel so numb. you’ll know you did it right if you start twitching or start feeling tingling sensations afterwards lol

5. after that, i visualize where i want to shift. i think about all the fun things i’ll get to do and all the fun people i’ll get to meet and the food i’ll get to eat. after that i just fall asleep listening to the subliminal and i wake up in my DR. that’s it that’s all :)

happy shifting!

“Are you happy here?" I said at last. He considered this for a moment. "Not particularly," he said. "But you're not very happy where you are, either.” ― Donna Tartt, The Secret History

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Love when Richard randomly lore drops like yes id love to know more about how you showed up high to School everyday at the age of 13 because you thought it would make you cool.

Or how your friends having a lil argument reminds you of when you dad used to hit you. Like fucking hell bro.

or when they just completely ignore this and fancasts and edits depict her with LONG HAIR IT PISSEDF ME OFF SO BADG

Donna Tartt explicitly describing Camilla’s haircut as boyish yet all I see are effing fuck ass bobs…. She is not bobbing or lobbing… that girl is giving everything BUT bob and lob.

somebody had probably done this before but