Fantasising Post Neet Activities But In Reality I’m Going To Rot For Three Months Straight.

Am I going end physics or is physics going to end to end me?

3 days in and i have backlog cuz i hate physical chem and refuse to wake up to attend live lectures for it 🌸 good morning gang

mummy ko viteee ke bare me bola toh she scolded me :/ (for waking her up)

*gently puts my mental health in rice*

math is going to drive me insane, i’ve got 7 chapters to revise and 0 will to live/study anymore 🥲

when does this end ☹️

i would’ve cried but honestly that’s so unproductive, i don’t have enough time or fluids in my body to be crying

anyways, back to math.

cya later loves,

💌

only 10 pm and it’s been nine hours of math, i might just pull an all nighter, bad idea since my exam is day after but the anxiety wouldn’t let me sleep anyway

14 march 2025

i just need to read 14 chapters of english and go through the questions so i’m procrastinating alooot 😭

they’re all super short chapters so i’m not worried

anyways- nothing much today, just english all day

so i used my real name for the inappropriate quote generator and damn it’s been spying on me ?? 😭

alsoooo only 51 days left for neet ??? i’m panicking now and honestly i’m so anxious about it, idk how to cope with this and esp during my finals where i can’t really divert away from my boards either and can’t even reduce anxiety by studying for neet. i’m genuienly so scared man :( anyways enough ranting about how overwhelming life is 🤡 just gotta deal with it.

absolutely love when the government cares (they’re a whole fucking year late and we all know it’s gonna happen again why do we even try at this point)

i’ll literally do anything but study languages cuz i cleaned my room, my closet and my desk (deep cleaned) instead of sitting my ass down and just reading my textbook or even watching those animated lectures

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also wth i have so many clothes, why have i been whining about not having enough clothes 😭 AND THEYRE ALL SO CUTE and i have nowhere to wear them :((( even my summer break is gonna be gone with exams ☹️ i need one small excuse just to wear these cute ahh outfits man

i’m sorry? paper leak? bro. i can’t.

14 february 2025

i’m getting back on track now, i think. ive been recovering from whatever that was from the past few days.

today i studied :

biotechnology 1 : ncert read + 150 questions + pyq

biotechnology 2 : ncert read + 200 questions + pyq

electromagnetic induction : revise + 150 questions + pyq

doesn’t look like a lot but questions do take time for physics and ncert reading for biotechnology was very time consuming and took a lot of brain power 🥲 but regardless, i feel pretty productive. i’m done for the day with finishing EMI pyq. i plan to do some chapters for my bio boards tomorrow along with physics question solving. i did finish physics for my board exams too. i only have one day of break for my bio boards so i need to pay more attention to that now. i have four days of break for my chemistry boards so im not too worried about it, i need to revise all of it once before my boards start though but ive still got quite some time.

the questions i’m doing for neet now, are final and once i’m done with the chapters i most likely won’t be doing questions for them until after boards. i’m hoping to finish all my 12th portions by the time my boards end too or by march end so i can focus on 11th revision and final full syllabus tests in april.

anyway, it’s 2 am and i’m gonna head to bed.