She Doesn't Drink Water, There's More Caffeine In Her System Than Blood, She Skips Meals, And Then Has

vibes are off. gonna lay face down on the floor until further notice.

nothing beats the happiness and dopamine hit you get by crossing tasks off that one long to do list 🤞🏼

jumping and not out of joy

is it just me or does anyone else feels like studying and being much more productive when they start using a new pen/refill

going on walks instead of ripping peoples head off, i’m so mature 🧘🏽‍♀️

enemies to lovers

losing my sanity fr

math is going to drive me insane, i’ve got 7 chapters to revise and 0 will to live/study anymore 🥲

when does this end ☹️

i would’ve cried but honestly that’s so unproductive, i don’t have enough time or fluids in my body to be crying

anyways, back to math.

cya later loves,

💌

only 10 pm and it’s been nine hours of math, i might just pull an all nighter, bad idea since my exam is day after but the anxiety wouldn’t let me sleep anyway

25 february 2025

to do list for today :

math :

inverse trigonometry

matrices

determinants

hindi :

4 poems - make summaries

physics :

modern physics - revision and questions (only atoms and nuclei)

chemistry :

alcohols phenols and ethers - questions (hopefully)

i started today kinda late cuz i realised i ran out of most of my stationary and i needed some fresh air, so i went out and got some coffee too ehehe

let’s see how much i actually finish today tho 🥲

math is going to be the end of meeeeeeeeeee

(also i love my barbie exam pad 😋😋)

5.00 pm update - i feel really sick again, so i haven’t been able to do much, i might stay up late to finish my list (ugh when does this get better) i’ll come back to update when im done with at least one full section of the list. i’m gonna do it slowly so i don’t just give up tbh 😭 i gotta get back on my ors diet at this rate 🫠 im gonna get something to eat and then continue from 6 again 🫠

5.30 update - fainted, no wonder i felt sick 😭 WHY DURING BOARDS WEEEEEK AHHHH 🥲 anyways orsl ftw

9 pm update - okayyy so i fainted a few times (oops) but i think im okay now so i’ll just do what i was supposed to do for math and hindi and sleep, i tried doing physics but my brain really gave up 😭 i hate being sick ugh

11pm update - did another chapter of math, one more to go and then some hindi reading

sleep schedule so fucked

it’s 2.30 am- no more studying or exams and i still can’t sleep even after this terrible exam ?

lock screen has a neet countdown, waking up in anxiety and panic is not a good experience 👎