Why Construction When Exam.

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i’m too early to the centre what do i do

26 february 2025

good morning <3

alright i got some good sleep and hydrated myself a lot and i feel much better so let’s get back on track ahh, ive wasted too much time being sick, hopefully that doesn’t happen again until my exams end

anyways,

today’s todo list :

determinants

continuity and differenciability

differential equations

applications of derivatives

hindi - read 4 chapters

modern physics - revise + questions

i really need to get done with my boards portions 😭😭 hopefully i finish it all today

also tryna take a day off coffee since excessive caffeine is known to cause low blood sugar, which might’ve been causing my fainting bouts but let’s see

5 days until my boards, so i’m really scared but it’s okay, we got this :)) (i think)

anyways, i’ll keep updating the post to keep track of how much i’ve done hehe

have a nice day loves <33

4 pm update - i finished determinants and started differentiation, im definitely gonna finish this list today (motivation burst idk how) but i do like differentiation more than integration so that’ll help me get through this 🥲 but yayyyyy at least im down one chapter

8.30 pm update - almost done with differentiation, this is kinda fun yall

12 am update - why is this chapter so long omg, but i finally finished continuity and differenciability 😭😭 now moving onto others, they’re much shorter in comparison so i think that’s good

sometime later update - i realised i did more than just one chapter cus of the way our teacher teaches so yay, im done with math. now some hindi reading (my eyes are closing cus i’ve been off coffee)

Says "men shouldn't exist" and has a boyfried. Lmoa ne irony. No wonder men consider women as a joke

boyfried ? baby it ain’t my fault your gender lacks basic empathy and can’t hold one conversation with another human without being disrespectful in some way.

also do let me know when i said men shouldn’t exist cus i never said that :) learn to read and write and get off anon <3 absolute fucking coward. this is my fuckitn blog and i can say wtv tf i want here, if you have a problem ? cry about it. it ain’t my problem.

23 april 2025

neet being so close is genuinely so scary 😭

not much to say today but yeah, today’s gonna be the last day of lecture questions and i’m finishing up lecture questions 🤞🏼 so yes

from tomorrow i’m going to only doing full syllabus tests- 2 a day - one from 2-5 and one at night so yeah

i think i’ve gotten pretty used to the anxiety which is good 😭 but yay also insomnia is getting so much worse- i wake up every hour after i go to sleep and it isn’t even helpful to sleep anymore, i just wake up just as tired cus of waking up every hour :( but i can’t do much about it- i think the stress and anxiety is adding on a lot 😭 but yeah

anyways, let’s get back to studying ehehe

have a nice day my loves 🌸

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har roz construction ki awaz sunke stockholm syndrome ho gya hai 😰 (i’ll throw myself down a cliff if this continues)

The domino effect of fucking up

couldn’t sleep until almost 5, woke up so exhausted too. i hate insomnia.

13th january 2025

went to a cafe in the morning for a change of environment to get some studying done. slept only for 4 hours last night so i came back and snuck in an one hour nap, still very sleep deprived and my brain feels heavy but the to do list awaits.

what i studied :

chemical bonding

haloalkanes and haloarenes

all other name reactions of 12th OC

definitely and indefinite integrals.

i also did end up revising the stuff i’ve studied previously. time is running out.