i've had a lot of realizations during these past few days. i used to have big dreams. but now, i'm eagerly looking for contentment as i believe it equates to peace of mind and a lighter heart.
“It’s both a blessing and a curse to feel everything so very deeply.”
— David Jones
that tranquilly and satisfaction you've felt after choosing to be kind in spite of the hardships and difficulties you are facing.
Leila Chatti, “Tea”
i also have a lot of problems to cope with. but i want to be of help for others-- most especially to the people who mean to me a lot-- offer advice whenever i can, and be their shoulder to cry on if needed regardless of these because i can relate to their feelings just as well as they can relate to mine.
I hate this feeling I hate that after a long warm night, I could still feel blue the next morning I hate this feeling I hate that I oftentimes struggle to ignite the spark of living. I hate the feeling of emptiness When all I ever wanted is to embrace happiness I hate the feeling of being hopeless When all I ever wanted is to unleash myself and be free from darkness.
it's sad to think about the fact that you want to do, learn, or achieve a lot, but you have no motivation to do anything at all.
i believe that the best way to respond to your haters is not to respond at all.
“Sometimes I hate you, sometimes I hate myself, but always I miss you.”
— David Henry Hwang, M. Butterfly
The relationship between a girl and the random shit on her bedside table