I named this after the cartoon I wasn’t allowed to watch as a kid. It’s inspired by really smart women. Y’all are amazing!
I’ve been wanting to get out of this house for days. I did get to get out for a doctor’s visit, but that doesn’t really count. So, last night I wrote a letter and I’m hopeful I can get out of here soon so I can get a stamp and mail it.
Happy Resurrection Day, my dear cousin. The Vatican sends their greetings.
https://soundcloud.com/djmax-29/the-mix-for-the-jesus-brood/s-l2eS6HlWkEr
Libby sleeping.
Something new I penned ...
The day I left in the rain
I have many “worsts,” but the night where I left you in the rain gives me chills and my stomach knots just thinking about it.
I remember that I didn’t want to leave. I wanted to stay and find a way to make everything all right.
I was hurt when you tore my heart to pieces and slammed it on the pavement.
The next day, though, I was thankful to have been with you just for the short time we were together. (I had planned to pop the question the weekend after we broke up.)
Now I just want to find a way to jump to the end and see if what I think is what actually will be. (My mother says I’m putting the cart before the horse, which is true, but I feel pressed for time.)
I could live without you, but just typing those words made me cry, so I know what the real answer is: My life is not complete without you.
I’ve imagined it in many different ways. They all involve sunlight.
My mixes represent how I feel during a period of time. It’s been helpful during cancer treatment because the medicines make me moody and I can sort of flesh it out through mixing different types of movies. (And if it’s a really hard day, I dip back into more old school or find some tearjerker that can make me cry any remaining crap out.) It’s difficult to make definitive steps when most of the day is spent dreaming of things you don’t have the energy for yet.
Beginning what I hope is my final journey. It began with a new phone, which I almost broke right out of the box, but now I’m all new! (If I can get the nausea under control, then I’ll really be on my way!)
Your dance music for the weekend (posting tonight or early tomorrow, depending on your time zone.) Have fun! -30-
Me proving that I’m a nerd.