Should I Probably Be Doing My English 3 Work? Yeah. But Unfortunately I Love DISTURBING THE PEACEEEE

was talking about my father (who i am estranged from and have been for 13 months) in public to my mom. i bring up how his wife, my stepmother, is an enabler and let him treat me horribly, and some random lady was like "you shouldn't talk about family like that"

ma'am. madam. you were not there. what gives you the right to judge how i should act and talk about a situation that traumatized me??

my father is a diagnosed overt narcissist. for the years i was in middle school all the way til my last semester of freshman year, he treated me and ONLY me (not his other 3 kids) like shit consistently. there's probably a hundred incidents that went down in the 3 years leading up to our estrangement. my stepmother doesn't deserve all the blame because though she is an enabler for his terrible behavior, he is the one that is unwilling to change. it should not have been up to the me of last year to call a 34 year old man out on his bullshit. i was 14.

istg the discussions of mental health on tiktok have made some people irl absolutely insufferable. "he can't control his actions and he doesn't know what he's doing" he's a fucking adult. i don't feel bad about it because sorry, i don't care what he was going through, there's no reason in the world your precious ego should come before the respect of your kid. it would be different if he treated all 4 of us the same and we would have common ground, but it is just ME. they don't know how it's been.

anyway i told her to mind her business bc wtf

the chapter name, denji in the same clothes he was in when his dad kicked it, asa about to literally put herself out of her misery, this might be the darkest chapter since 170

considering that she's already sa'd yall and is planning to do it again to asa, i think it's crazy that he even said that to her. and even if he didn't know it was yoru during 167 every devil he's ever encountered has done him wrong in some way, including power and excluding beam. the only justification is that denji himself is capable of becoming friends with devils, but he's literally part devil. it makes sense he would say it in that context but it really does not apply to asa in the slightest

im really curious about what could possibly be worse than the extinction of an entire species. actually cannot think of anything.

asa begging denji to kill her was not on my 2025 bingo card. it hits extra hard paired with the tears and considering she's only 16 or 17.

he said it for me. she'll never be prepared for it. he doesn't have to worry about it because he's immortal, but if she dies that's just the end. knowing fujimoto's evil ass it might actually be wraps for her.

also the part where they're just sitting is a parallel to 115 (aquarium date for the folk who forgot)

i see the similarities all the time, and im starting to think gege inspired this

denial of the situation or simply trying to distract her?

she really doesn't look happy about it. this isn't fun for her, it's yoru's fun

3, 4. i swear on my dead grandpa if this is who I think it is im gonna crash all the way out.

i love/hate her😭 there's abt to be an extinction event in like a year and all she cares about is food (edit after 198: she never confirmed she was the famine devil he just assumed bc she eats sm💔)

so crazy bc isn't she one of those devils? 4 horsemen of the APOCALYPSE. she's pretty inscrutable so we don't know if she's for it or not.

there goes 2 of the 7 (?)

oh so this is horrifying

this reminds me of that one scene in co09 feetside when jecka met the hatman. "you're really making me want to make you kys" or something like that. that game is terrible

i know that when people say "hey we made it through the last four years! we can do it again!" it's usually because they're just trying to tell themselves it'll be fine because they're scared too so I don't want to be a dick about it but like. they didn't have a guy make a fucking nazi salute to a fucking cheering crowd in his inauguration on day fucking one eight fucking years ago. i mean not to damper down the optimism or nothing but. i feel like it's important to point out that it's not just going to be a Repeat of 2016-2020 All Over Again. it's probably going to be more like the Fucking Worst of it that we got in 2020 (or the 2021 Fucking Insurrection) will be the Starting Point for whatever the fuck happens next and we should. idk. plan for that

Ides of March gonna be real bittersweet this year

(song added for the voice message from Tyler's mom)

he may be an extremely traumatized teenage boy but he's still a teenage boy who never had anyone to smack some reason into him.

the detail on this goes nuts

the duality of girl

i wonder why.

this was so cute until predmiko showed up

hello. why does no one have morals. that's a minor being watched in the fucking bathroom and a grown woman saying she wants to grope him AGAIN. IN PUBLIC?? we've passed the point, there is no getting to it. cannot wait for the cult to be dissolved so folk can be at least a little less predatory

ok i feel a little bad for her. just a smidgen though because no he didn't save her parents but he lost someone that day too.

GET OUT WTF? i genuinely hate this guy his face fills me with rage and it's so fucking punchable. fumiko don't fw him either and they're on the same side

when you're done doing splits on it why don't you go ahead and leave the mortal realm (can you tell I hate him). holy mother of God bro GET EMPLOYED 😭 really do hate to say it but i think a 9-5 would be more beneficial than whatever this is.