So There's This Thing Called Immortality You Seem To Be Pretty Familiar With It

was talking about my father (who i am estranged from and have been for 13 months) in public to my mom. i bring up how his wife, my stepmother, is an enabler and let him treat me horribly, and some random lady was like "you shouldn't talk about family like that"

ma'am. madam. you were not there. what gives you the right to judge how i should act and talk about a situation that traumatized me??

my father is a diagnosed overt narcissist. for the years i was in middle school all the way til my last semester of freshman year, he treated me and ONLY me (not his other 3 kids) like shit consistently. there's probably a hundred incidents that went down in the 3 years leading up to our estrangement. my stepmother doesn't deserve all the blame because though she is an enabler for his terrible behavior, he is the one that is unwilling to change. it should not have been up to the me of last year to call a 34 year old man out on his bullshit. i was 14.

istg the discussions of mental health on tiktok have made some people irl absolutely insufferable. "he can't control his actions and he doesn't know what he's doing" he's a fucking adult. i don't feel bad about it because sorry, i don't care what he was going through, there's no reason in the world your precious ego should come before the respect of your kid. it would be different if he treated all 4 of us the same and we would have common ground, but it is just ME. they don't know how it's been.

anyway i told her to mind her business bc wtf

I JUST READ 193 ILL GET BACK TO THE REGULAR CONTENT LATER.

DENJI WE HAVE BEEN OVER THIS BRO. YOURE 18 FUCKIGN YEARS OLD THIS IS THE 3RD TIME HOW CAN YOU NOT RECOGNIZE WHEN A GIRL ACTUALLY LIKES YOU.

And yes I know he's blinded by his libido or whatever but this is so clearly a manipulation tactic (that makima herself used) and even an idiot like him would be able to see.

NOT AGAIN BRO IM ACTUALLY IN TEARS I MAY QUIT READING TS IF THIS ACTUALLY HAPPENS.

"Kill the gun devil and I'll grant you any one wish"

GUYS I MADE ITTTT😝

holy mother of calm before the storm

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asa looks genuinely disgusted. excuse me is right, also demasiado's face in that last panel made me cry laugh

"what the hell" was my exact reaction last summer when this dropped. felt like all his progress was reset (which it was) but next chapter & 168 really changed the conversation. nobody is agreeing because this so clearly is a mindset that can only come from trauma. denji REALLY REALLY needs an adult/role model to help him back on the right path. will forever wonder what aki would say about this😕

"it's still raining. why is it still raining?"

IT IS ALWAYS RAIN!! EVERY TRAUMATIC EVENT THERES RAIN. this made me cry scream and throw up, thanks fujimoto

it's almost comical how fucked up this is

this is the most metal shit I've ever seen holy damn

HE LEFT THE ATMOSPHERE AND SURVIVED BRO

" unbreakable rules" and it's just common courtesy/sense

she's literally me whenever i have a crush. it is a weird rule though

denji you definitely smell like wet dog, but that's not why she "doesn't" like you.

bro WHAT IS IT with this mf and forcing herself on him. can we send a petition to fujimoto to get her put down omg

a lot of food runs before it becomes food. also that devil is built like the baby from spirited away

i have an anecdote that correlates with this but nows not the time for it so just gonna say ive been there

she's so calm about it bro it's unsettling

this is such sibling shit,,

"humans are about to be wiped out"

"ok?"

"there'll be no more pizza without them"

"EHAT"

and the cause i have school thing... rg33 (youtube) made a video about this chapter but girl there isn't gonna be school to go to

songs i associate with my favorite media

re: that one twitter post that said "men get podcasts and discover things that women figured out when they were 15" or something like that.

today it's the ideology of "i can't do that because it's cringe" and that's not to say adults don't still think like that regardless of gender. but i will be 16 in 3 months and the way i live is that i rarely if ever give a damn about what people think about me. life is simply too short to live for the approval of others.

nobody cares that a hair was out of place from your slickback bun. nobody cares that your socks didn't match today. if it's something that you wouldn't notice on someone else, why worry about anyone else noticing it on you?

be weird, be silly, be fun. a life spent worrying about how you look or dress or act is a joyless life. if it makes YOU happy, that's all there is to it! there's so much going on around us (especially if you live in the US) to try to get you to be less happy. enjoy the little things because this is the only life you can live and choose how to spend it. never change for anyone else. 🎀