Autism Be Damned My Girl Can Operate A Wrecking Ball

PS2 and PSX survival horror as a set of small pixel art scenes! Kind of like if they had been Gameboy games instead.

ending the year with these!! the crew in new year's outfits

(and lastly a wip of jimbo)

I’m going to do a second playthrough of Mouthwashing over the weekend to get some more screencaps and to see if I can find Curly and that one guy’s ID Cards! There’s apparently other achievements I can unlock too so I’m going to try that out as well

psst I saw your post about dreamlike games. if you haven't yet, try Dreamfarer on itch.io. it's free! there's also All Dream Long A Flower Storm, Awareness Rooms, and Dreamscape Abyss on steam. Awareness Rooms is $5 (I recommend getting it on sale) but the other two are also free!

Thank you so much!! I will definitely need to check out these games!

I haven’t checked out steam or itch.io in such a long time to be honest I forgot they existed, I’m so use to playing my PS3 or PS2 😆

Thank you so much!! I shall check these games out!

Luis + Ashley watching Leon at the shooting range

Just a heads up to everyone! If I ever see a post that inspires me to write about something

PLEASE! Please! Please! Don’t ever view it as an “attack” or me trying to start something

I see so many posts a day about the games I love and it inspires me to write these discussions or “essay” like posts

Writing and analyzing topics of my interests is something I love and enjoy. I just enjoy picking things apart! Sorry if this upsets anyone!

-Belli

daisuke and anya aren't shown interacting much. I think that's for a reason.

with daisuke being practically the embodiment of hope and innocence and naivety on the ship, it makes sense for anya not to interact with daisuke - or atleast be shown interacting with daisuke, especially from the perspective of jimmy. the one time that i can remember anya speaking of daisuke, is when speaking to curly about daisuke's psych eval and how daisuke says that he's enjoying his time on the ship, with anya then going "should i be worried?". anya, especially after the ship crashes, is always a foot out - always standing on the edge, ready to jump. she keeps the other pain meds in that locker hidden for as long as she can so she can have a way out - a way to control her own fate. she's given up on hoping. at first glance, you may assume the most hopeless character is swansea, with him ending his sobriety and falling back into his addiction, verbally stating that there is no hope for the crew any more - but swansea holds onto daisuke despite it all. he hopes. he dreams. maybe not for himself, but for daisuke and anya. swansea has also been a dreamer, even when he was in the midst of his addiction - he WANTED. but anya is never really hoping. she's just kind of there. and who can blame her? she's stuck in close quarters with her abuser, in a ship that's falling apart, 5 months pregnant with a child she never wanted. who can blame her for not hoping for better. she used to. she did, she had hoped when she went to curly about what jimmy did, but that hope was crushed when curly did nothing. he failed her. so she doesn't hope. she can't stand to - not any more. but for a long time she can't stand to give in either. not until she's pushed into it and locks herself into a room with curly - in the very room curly had dictated as having a lock for 'safety' concerns. and while she does this, daisuke - hope - is trying to get in and help her. banging at the door, desperately trying to get in to anya, but then jimmy takes daisuke away, and hope leaves, and anya kills herself as her hope is gone, once again taken away by jimmy. there's also the fact that daisuke is practically the 'child' of the group. the innocent and naive. and children are commonly seen as the 'hope'. the 'change'. the 'proof of something better to come'. and then you think of anya's pregnancy and how that happened. and how when she looked at daisuke and saw how hopeful and bright and young he was, all she was reminded of was the child inside of her, and then reminded of jimmy. of course she wouldn't wanna be around daisuke as much. it was too close. he was too close.

How am I just now playing this game

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