i expected redbull to taste like shit with the way people talk about how much they hate the taste
but oh my god its so good????
like genuinely its fucking delicious π
might be bc i tried it for the first time jamaica and not the US but its fucking delicious π
any other trans person or queer in general plan on purchasing a firearm for protection at this point? π?
There's something about the Kirby plush in the background that really sells this
GUYS MY THERAPIST THINKS IM FUNNY IM WINNING LIFE
THEY EVEN SAIDTHAY I SHOULD GET MY OWN SITCOM BC I MAKE RHEM LAUHH SO MUCH
Feeling extremely disappointed in the community response to Trump's gender order regarding X gender markers on documents. Can y'all quit with the victim-blaming and "I'm so glad I don't have an X gender marker, I knew it was a bad idea" statements for two seconds to support those of us who are targeted by this?
I have X on all of my documents. Birth certificate, passport, ID, you name it I have an X on it. I'm intersex & trans. I'm percieved as ambiguous 100% of the time and I can't pass for shit. Stealth is not an option for me, I am visibly intersex/trans no matter what.
Having either M or F on my documents wasn't any more feasible than having an X on everything at the time I got my documents. Which I had to work my ass off to get, by the way, because I was homeless and had no documents and I needed to obtain everything from scratch, which of course is made as hard as possible to do. (How do you provide proof of identity without any identity documents? How do you provide proof of address without an address? How do you pay for any of this when you can't even afford your own groceries and you get all your needs met through local mutual aid? How do you drop anything off or attend interviews or court without transportation?)
Goddamn right I was getting an X on my documents after having to go through hell to obtain them. If I had to work that hard for them, my documents were going to be how I wanted them.
Now I'm being told the president is trying to invalidate my documents, that depending on how things go I may be held if I try to go anywhere due to my passport having an X gender marker, that we don't know the ways this will be enforced and whether I will still be able to use my documents or not, and my trans community is saying it's actually my own fault for having an X gender marker in the first place and that I was just begging to be discriminated against by having one.
I am in a very vulnerable position and I should be supported by my own community when anti-trans anti-intersex discrimination targets me and people I care about. Y'all are dropping the ball and abandoning your siblings when we need each other most.
Also, for the record, I believe that no documentation should have gender markers. However, the US requires gender markers on documentation at the moment and that fucking sucks. It seems like this will be the case for the foreseeable future. The way people have been saying "nobody should get an X gender marker because gender markers shouldn't exist" just feels very "your strategy pales in comparison to my strategy, firebombing a Walmart" and then not firebombing a Walmart. While we can and should work towards gender markers not existing in the future, people with X gender markers exist right now and maybe y'all should support us instead of constantly throwing us under the bus.
me and my mom were talking about my dads family (whom she doesnt like a lot of, for good reason tbh)
she mentioned hoe my grandmother once told her that she thought i might have adhd when i was a baby or toddler and my mom shut it doen
i find it VERY ironic seeing as, i too, now believe i might have adhd or at least neurodivergent in some sense
my stereotypical trans name was elliot with the nickname as eli when i first came out back in 2020/2021
(i detransitioned due to transphobia but again, story for another day)
and it stuck with me
it isnt the name i use today but i use it in other ways
like the email i made when i came out includes it
i dont like it for me anymore but it was the name that helped me discover who i truly am
so
i dont mind the name elliot / eli
if i planned on changing my middle name,
id probably make it that
what iβll probably do is tell people that my middle name is eli but not change it
my middle name means too much to my family, especially my mother that i cant imagine changing it
(but thats a story for another day)
yall so.. i actually started hrt 2 weeks ago (this week thursday will be my 3rd injection!) and i didnt make a post bc my dumbass got too lazy to buy (also poor) the trans flag to put up so i just printed out a picture and taped it on my wall LMAO
im gonna buy it soon yall!! along with the trans icon blΓ₯haj :3
ALSO ITS FREE!!! BC MY INSURANCE IN NYS LEGALLY HAS TO INSURE ALL GENDER REAFFIRMING CARE SO ID ONLY END UP PAYING FOR THE NEEDLES IF ANYTHING
also picture of the pretty girl since yall havenβt seen her in a bit
day i start hrt is the day i will hang up my trans flag yall, just need to buy it first :3 π
IWANNASTART HRT NOW PLEASEEE PLEASEHWBBA PLEASEEEE WHY IS THE APPT FOR 4/10 IMGOJNA CEY PLEWSE PELASW
some of yall should try transgenderism
my mom is trying to make the flight so im just looking up at the planes entrance mentally thinking
βwheres my mommy? wheres my mommy?β
day i start hrt is the day i will hang up my trans flag yall, just need to buy it first :3 π
IWANNASTART HRT NOW PLEASEEE PLEASEHWBBA PLEASEEEE WHY IS THE APPT FOR 4/10 IMGOJNA CEY PLEWSE PELASW
explanations left to right
- a big hoodie i got from target
- when i first came out, by my now ex friends and ex bf. when i came out for a 2nd time, my now ex bsf
- i was told by a transmed that me not experiencing dysmorphia/dysphoria wasnt me being trans and i thought i was going through a phase lmao
- i typically dont think when i shower i just scrub
- only my mom, dad, cousin, and brother know
- i want long/medium hair lol
- i dont pass irl so im scared to
- i wish it was more masc π and im trying to prevent the tboy gay voice but voice training is HARDDD i wish there was just a step by step guide
- only a little not too much
- yeah LOL
- easier to be out online
- im 5β1 π i wish i was taller but it doesnt cause me dysphoria. not rn at least. ill be a short king π
- free space
- when i was a kid π
- nope iβve always been into men
- i really want these breasts GONE π
- who doesnt? lmaoo
- i use binding tape + a strapless bra to flatten my chest
- when i came out to my mom, she asked a lot of questions π was uncomfortable bc its my mom π sheβs supportive just wanted to make sure about everything
- already starting it
- i quite like my thing down there LMAO
- ive never used that bf mainly bc i 1) never thought to 2) barely have socks already π
- i know damn well i dont pass but whenever i try to i look in the mirror and go βdo i?β
- he/him+they/them π
- i have an appointment to start soon!!!!
I also did a trans one!! (Also to my friends yes I do talk about not liking my height but not because of being trans, I just wanna be the tallest person ever)
blog of a fem tboy vampiric siren living on landhe/they/it β 18 β 4/10/25 πβ digital diary ββ i post about my genders a lot ββ https://gofund.me/5d25dd4b β
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