My Mom Is Trying To Make The Flight So Im Just Looking Up At The Planes Entrance Mentally Thinking

i have forgotten to pay the cat tax..,.,.

forgive me.

the lovely girl likes going on walks and napping next to/on me :)

helllooo!! decided to make a blog since someone recommended me to do so for my mental health :)

hello!! im soren!!

im a pre-t trans man who was blessed by a random rock i found to be able to go on land as human !!

i suffer with really bad anxiety and possibly depression (? going to try to get diagnosed with it)

im acespec, demiromantic, and pansexual!

my gender identity is genderfaun as i go inbetween demiboy and agender

i have found a random cat who i have taken and named Baby :)

i think that is all..

goodbye now!!

me and my mom were talking about my dads family (whom she doesnt like a lot of, for good reason tbh)

she mentioned hoe my grandmother once told her that she thought i might have adhd when i was a baby or toddler and my mom shut it doen

i find it VERY ironic seeing as, i too, now believe i might have adhd or at least neurodivergent in some sense

Trans men/Transmascs: "Transphobes hate us and they don't see us as real men, they see us as a threat to patriarchal masculinity and they reduce us to our AGAB. This impacts us in many ways that cause us to perpetually experience misogynistic and transphobic violence in ways that usually allow for plausible deniability because the perception of manhood is centered on cis manhood. Transition does not grant us relief or escape from this like some people claim it does as long as we live in a transphobic society."

Transandrophobes that the larger queer community doesn't criticize for some reason: "why are you misgendering yourself, why are you reducing yourself to your biology, focus on real issues"

just got gender envy towards two youtuber and male singers :/

i GOTTA start hrt soon bruv 💔 i want my voice change badly 😭

you've been salmonsharked reblog to salmonshark someone else

im currently at the point of my transition where im happy and proud to be me

but i wish i physically matched who i wanted to be

i love my box braids and protective hairstyles in general, but i wish i could dye my hair and wear it naturally to help me look more masculine

i wish for nothing more than to finally start hrt (appointment with callen-horde on 4/10!)

i feel nothing towards my breasts. theyre just.. there. i dont feel sad or angry seeing them but they dont feel like me. like they shouldnt be there. but binding tape makes my cheat itchy and uncomfortable.

i just wished that people looked at me and went, “thats a guy”

sorry to get political again but as a binary trans girl with a modicum of common sense:

theyfab is a gross thing to call someone and if you call people that you’re gross

HOLY SHIT I JUSTFOUND OUT ME AND PRINCESS PEACH SHARE THE SAME BIRTHDAY

SEPT 13TH 💞💞

never thought id have body dysphoria over my boobs lmao

as a child, one of my biggest insecurities was my boobs.

not because i wanted them gone,

no, i wanted them to be bigger

my friends used to make fun of me because my lack of curves and ive always been a lover for biggest breasts so id always wish for them, wishing that throughout puberty that I’ll have like C or D cups.

but.. that never happened. my current breast size is around a like large b cup, small c cup (tried to figure it out at victoria’s secret and they said the same thing)

i used to be so disappointed in them until i started appreciating my body.

like my thighs and butt which are quite thick and where my body weight specifically only ever goes to lol

my face, my arms, my hands, my eyes,

even my skintone and my textured 4c hair

and with the help of my ex and ex friends,

over time,

i slowly started loving my breasts.

fast forward to now.

im no longer who i used to be.

i no longer am the person i was for 18 years.

and although whenever i look at myself, i feel happy with my body,

i just wish a few things were different.

i look at my face and wish it was longer, skinnier, more masculine.

i look at my eyes and wish they were smaller, more masculine.

i look at my hands and wish they were longer, slender, more masculine.

i look at my hair and wish it were longer, and healthy so i could keep it out to make me more masculine.

i look at my thighs when i wear pants that define them and wish they were hidden, that my thighs didnt inherently make me feminine.

and then, i look at my breasts.

the two pieces of flesh that i have longed to be bigger,

i now wish were gone.

ive never experienced gender dysphoria until now.

and i kind of find it ironic,

seeing how a trans med once told me that because i hadn’t experienced gender dysphoria (at the time), i probably wasnt trans.

i am trans.

i just dont experience the same dysphoria that others do or in the same way.

i feel euphoria whenever someone acknowledges who i truly am and i always feel weird whenever they dont (like when i was getting my hair dyed, my hairdresser had a daughter who called me “sister” and whenever she would, id feel weird. or whenever my hairdresser referred to me as my mothers daughter. they dont know that im out so i don’t blame them)

i am happy with the way my physical body looks, i just wish others still see me as who i truly am with them. a man who just happens to have a higher voice, curves, small breasts, and “birthing hips”.

i still plan on getting top surgery tho lol

hearing trans women talk about their love for their boobs always make me feel so happy for them and i wish i could give them mine lmao

day i start hrt is the day i will hang up my trans flag yall, just need to buy it first :3 🙏

IWANNASTART HRT NOW PLEASEEE PLEASEHWBBA PLEASEEEE WHY IS THE APPT FOR 4/10 IMGOJNA CEY PLEWSE PELASW