**pats You On The Back** (if You Are Ok With It Ofc)

I hate feeling this way

self discipline is so hard like. i know the sucker who's in charge...a pushover who hates authority and loves hedonism

Me: I can't b depressed, I don't want to kill myself kind of

Also me: Why do I feel like I'm about to burst into tears all the time? Hmmmm🤔

My @ my brain

Have you ever tried to have a good time or just tried to distract yourself but then suddenly you feel the sadness in your chest coming back and every second it gets heavier and even if you try to hold it back but you never win. So you‘re just there feeling how you slowly get empty again. This makes me want to appreciate those little moment of happiness no matter how long they last because sadness is always ready to take it away.

(-deepthoughtsvibes)

Mystery’s over guys. Everyone go home.

i just wanna fast forward like 3 days. im so fucking bored with life and being conscious is a fucking chore