I don't want to sleep bc I don't want to start another day & I don't want to b awake bc I can't b bothered to derive pleasure from anything
Source: Not Okay
sorry
Everyone my age I meet has done so much, won awards, done crazy shit, made friends, been a part of a community, traveled, lived...and I've done almost nothing, I've left almost no mark on the world. I know I still I have time, but I can't help from feeling incredibly behind
Me: I can't b depressed, I don't want to kill myself kind of
Also me: Why do I feel like I'm about to burst into tears all the time? Hmmmm🤔
I don’t know if I’m not sad or just numb
every night