Taylor Swift Really Said “oh, This Private Life You’ve Been Watching? Yeah, Its Never Not A Performance

Taylor Swift really said “oh, this private life you’ve been watching? Yeah, its never not a performance from inside my fish bowl!” when she blew this popsicle stand.

“The only way for me to disappear (even while in said endless fishbowl that my life has become) is for me to envelop myself in this lavender haze.”

(Which she tells us is synonymous with her melancholia… so, sometimes that haze can loom over her as persistent sadness and ill-founded fears…)

But Taylor has been telling us that despite the sadness, fear, and sense of doom that comes with it, being with her star-crossed lover is the only shade of blue for her.

And gang, she recently framed this singular blue for us. It’s a “midnight blue,” according to Taylor.

Everyone lost their minds after she said the glitter puke and blood in the “Anti-hero” music video is “midnight blue,” but it wasn’t exactly just gaslighting.

It’s Taylor meditating on a theme in her life and art—a blue, a sadness,a melancholia that she feels most deeply in the dead of night, lying awake wondering about love, life, and who she is.

It’s also a blue in which she is submerged, in a fishbowl, in a haze, that is the only thing she really believes in despite the big hoax surrounding her (the idea that her lover’s love is faithless being the “Hoax”).

It’s the “true blue” of someone who knows her for her, is loyal, and dives into this life with her despite it all.

It’s the true blue she bleeds and the true blue that pours out when she spills her guts or the walls come down.

And it’s lavender.

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3 years ago

Things I can’t wait for:

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loveu1ns3cret

3 years ago

Who’s got the photo of Karlie’s sneakers under her wedding dress…..

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loveu1ns3cret

4 years ago

Just something to file away for the Kaylor Timeline

So TSwift says in the LPSS “we went to the lakes district a couple years ago which inspired the song the lakes

Is it too far of a leap to say that “a couple of years ago” is a loose term? If so, taylor had this to say in invisible string:

“Bold was the waitress on our three year trip/Getting lunch down by the lakes”

Just Something To File Away For The Kaylor Timeline

Karlie’s 2017 trip to London enjoying the countryside was three years after Taylor and Karlie’s Big Sur trip in 2014.

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loveu1ns3cret

3 years ago

“There was a huge one (Kaylor photo) in one of the bedrooms down stairs and polaroids of them in the other smaller living room. In the white room there was a blown up framed picture of Karlie kissing Taylor’s cheek the one from their road trip and then when I was waiting to meet her I looked at the top of the stairs and there was a blown up picture of Taylor and Karlie the one that Karlie posted of them on IG where they’re jumping in the air in the sunset. There’s probably more but there were certain rooms we couldn’t go into. And there are Karlie photos in the bathroom too.”

— The amount of Karlie and Kaylor photos in Taylor’s apartment (according to fans who went to 1989’s Secret Session @ NYC)

Never forget

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“There Was A Huge One (Kaylor Photo) In One Of The Bedrooms Down Stairs And Polaroids Of Them In The

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loveu1ns3cret

4 years ago

Remember when Taylor said

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loveu1ns3cret

4 years ago

What clues did Taylor and Karlie give out in the last 3 months? That they are still on?

It has been a busy three months for me personally so I am probably not the best one to answer this. But, I will post this and surely others will add to it.

I will start:

Obviously the folklore promotion by Karlie (yes that was more than three months ago).

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loveu1ns3cret

3 years ago

You should make a masterpost of taylor singing about how her lover walks :)

I should!

Karlie did teach Taylor the walk lol