I Feel Like A Burden 🥲

🙃 I’m so not okay

Someone send help! I got locked out of my house 😭😭

I want to go skydiving again. The feeling was one of a kind. 🙄

I long for a touch I've never felt.

And a kiss I've never receievd.

I long for a conection with a person that has never longed for me.

I long for a love that will never be.

Simply and sadly,

We will never be.

-LoveMell

If I knew it was this easy to go back on my word and completely disregard a deal that was made, I would’ve done so long ago. But no, now I’m gonna look like the bad guy for trying to protect myself 😒😒😒 thanks mom.

This is my formal request for help because I’m truly not ok rn. 🥲 I’m spiraling so bad. And it’s gonna be a rough weekend. 🥲 help.

I’m sorry I can’t be enough for you… I’m sorry I’m a mess… but I want nothing more than to be with you, in the good times and bad. To let you know you have someone on your side as long as you want me there 💕

Damn. Just had the realization that I intentionally not take my meds because ultimately, I prefer being a depressed little shit because it’s what I’m most used to since I was young.

Watching over little kids (1y/o and 4y/o) that enjoy K-pop more than me is the highlight of my day right now 😍😍😂😂 it’s just too cute.

Almost done with this f**** ride.

I have completely lost every last little bit of happiness in me for this weekend.