If I Knew It Was This Easy To Go Back On My Word And Completely Disregard A Deal That Was Made, I Would’ve

I want to go skydiving again. The feeling was one of a kind. 🙄

Too early to be called out. Pls stop 🥲

I am scared of this feeling that makes me feel so much…

Why do you make me feel so much…?

-LoveMell

🙃 I’m so not okay

Current mood….

If I can give you three very important pieces of advice for the rest of your life, they would be the following:

1- Always put sunscreen on your face, even if it’s raining.

2- Take your meds. Trust me, You’ll feel better.

3- Stop and enjoy your surroundings. Life moves too fast.

-LoveMell <3

you guys who have yoongi as bias are so so strong :( 0 new updates except when a member enlisted or finished the enlistment. my god. it's hard hard hard.. 😔

I think it's really only about respecting this choice of his, to remain silent, to be offline. I promised him to wait and if that means I have to not see him I will do it.

Not saying that sometimes it wouldn't be nice to... at least get a 'I am doing well' message because I am often wondering how he is, how his days are going, did he smile a lot that day? Did he get good news? Was he able to do something he likes, to relax? Did he eat delicious meals? Could he meet with friends? (I sound like a mother but I swear I am like this with everyone I love! TT)

I saw him after Jin's enslitment, I saw that he is doing well, he is looking well, he still looks like the cutest dumpling ever and that was enough to keep me sane for a while.

And I mean... we already had to spend time and see content without him for a while back in 2020 so TT

We will be fine! It's less than a year!:)

How ironic that I had to go through therapy to learn to be healthy minded and actually talk my troubles out and whatnot, just to struggle unlearning it because I’ve become too much of a burden for people and only cause inconvenience.

What a fucking clown I’ve become

Agust D on stage, D Day tour 2023.

I miss him.

2.5 hours into this drive and I’ve already witnessed 3 arguments, one car crash, and had a very uncomfortable 10 minute nap 🥲