Clingy

The more naked a person’s words are, the more comical, broken, and made-up they sound. When I think about that it makes me extremely sad. My words come out in a sputtering fashion and they may not have any logic to them, but there is true reasoning to what lies within my heart. This fuzzy feeling within my heart is rather complicated and words cannot easily explain it. That is why what I say comes out in fragments, and I am anxious to piece together those fragments so that you can get a sense of the whole, but the more I speak the more I blunder and get myself in trouble.

Dazai Osamu, A New Hamlet

married soukoku au but they married in secret at like 17-18 years old at first for fun then took it very seriously (when they were alone)

and then dazai defecting from the mafia, and he wants to go home because it’s where all his stuff is…but soukoku had moved in with each other at some point, and chuuya’s probably there waiting angrily for him

so he stays away, at hotels or crashing in random people’s houses until he deems it safe, and mostly because he thinks chuuya’s at work and his initial plan is to grab his things and go, but chuuya is right there and catches him immediately (dazai definitely knew he wasn’t at work but told himself he didn’t because why would he even want to see chibi he wasn’t in the mafia anymore anyway and what did it matter and …ok maybe he did want to see chuuya but that’s not important)

and chuuya ties dazai down or tapes him to the wall or whatever other form of restraint he can think of and demands an explanation

anyway a few days later they’re happily cuddling in bed and chuuya gets up, saying he’ll make them breakfast and over some coffee and toast he asks dazai if he’s planning on finding work eventually and dazai just shrugs, but he probably will in all due time, and chuuya nods and gets himself ready for work, and dazai wonders how he ever made it out in one piece but then again this is chuuya and he somehow ended up understanding dazai’s frantic ‘i need to leave the mafia that is what odasaku would’ve wanted from me except i don’t know what i’m doing but i’m still leaving’ departure and agreed to not let dazai’s presence slip into the knowledge of mori and equally let him still live here

is it obvious that i dont like drawing guitars

until we meet again

sketch that makes 0 sense timeline wise

definitely what happened in book 2 trust me (I was Vertin's top hat)

It's his day!!!

Bsd ep 1: There was once a very hungry genetically modified tiger boy-

Season 5: SEVEN NUCLEAR MISSILES

dtiys for @definetelynotavampire!! Thanks for encouraging me to actually draw again, I loved the symbolism :D