The more naked a person’s words are, the more comical, broken, and made-up they sound. When I think about that it makes me extremely sad. My words come out in a sputtering fashion and they may not have any logic to them, but there is true reasoning to what lies within my heart. This fuzzy feeling within my heart is rather complicated and words cannot easily explain it. That is why what I say comes out in fragments, and I am anxious to piece together those fragments so that you can get a sense of the whole, but the more I speak the more I blunder and get myself in trouble.
Dazai Osamu, A New Hamlet
the colors in the reference i used were funky so i went with those :p
it’s so fire omg
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Normal by will wood but with nikolai!
You should draw mushitarou because he appears to be a favourite of yours and you should draw characters that bring you joy. (or just if you want.)
-Lue the Hylian
he is super fun to draw! thank you for suggesting! :3
No because I don’t think we as a fandom talk enough about the orphanage points system.
Because what the fuck?
What do you mean these kids have to rack up enough points to be able to eat?????
And the one who loses points the most is Atsushi who is already routinely starved.
Like Atsushi had no one, the staff hate him and the kids bully and terrorise him so that they can survive.
It doesn’t matter if he’s actually at fault or not because he’ll never be believed by anyone. It’s why the hammer incident happened because some kids accused him of stealing.
Not only was Atsushi abandoned by his parents but he was never able to rely on anyone. He was terrified and hurting and no one cared.
Everyone around him was using him for their own gain. It didn’t matter if he was hurt because he’s Atsushi.
And that’s been his reality for at minimum 7 years which to put that into perspective is the same amount of time that Chuuya’s been with the Port Mafia.
That’s Fifteen, Stormbringer, the Dragons Head incident, the creation of and the reunion of Soukoku.
That’s insane.
It really says a lot about the “survival of the fittest” mentality of the headmaster.
Just imagine Atsushi trying to save up enough points at the Agency because he doesn’t question that it would be different here.
And everyone having to tell him that he doesn’t have to earn the right to eat or sleep or any other basic necessity.
Which I’m sure all feeds into Atsushi feeling like he needs permission to live.
It’s such a tragic and yet important part of his upbringing that I would love to see explored more.
That and the whole thing of Atsushi not being allowed to own his own possessions and things. And how suddenly having money, having a place to live.
Learning it’s okay that he can buy things and own things without.
Also just the heartbreaking realisation that the only thing that Atsushi has that belonged to him is his ability.
And they took that from him too.
okay i know i'm late but ch.121 gave me an idea
freaks do their freaky intense lovehate stuff u know nothing unusual
is just doodle.
I can't move on
i once almost put the word wowzers in an essay 🥰
i nearly put a tone tag in my language arts warmup someone drag me off the internet and fucking euthanize me
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