I Don't WANT To Live In A Society I Want To Live In A Bookstore Cafe

1/3/2021

my goal for today: just work for 3 hours or so and see what happens

There are screams inside me that I can't stop. Even though I try to keep my face still, I'm afraid that one day I'll dissolve and disappear. I have to continue to stay calm. Calm down, relax. Don't show your feelings. Just don't.

10.19.22

i’m at a point in my cycle of interests where i’ve come back to audiobooks—which means i’ve also come back to knitting. when i’m in a reading phase, i listen to new music, and when i’m in a making phase, i sink into audiobooks…

in a month i’ll switch back and put my kindle to good use again, but for now i’m enjoying making ear warmers for myself and my roommates in preparation for the rapidly approaching cold weather ☺️☺️

Learn something new every day, and you’ll soon be a decade ahead of everyone else.

Blue winter day.

it’s a chilly autumn morning. you are snuggled in bed, vaguely aware of a rhythmic pattering on your roof, and dim cool light in your room. you fall back to sleep, dreaming of nothing but warmth and comfort. you awaken again, a few seconds before a a soft rumbling of thunder sounds. you have nothing to do today but listen and enjoy

gray november 🖤 happy november everybody !!!! my birthday month is here. i hope this month will be full of love, hope and lots of rainy and foggy days <3

Gloomy Saturday. The 1975′s new album, coffee, freelance work, some writing, maybe some reading later

maybe mediocrity isn’t wrong. maybe you don’t need to be the best at everything you do. maybe you don’t need to be the best at anything you do. it’s ok to simply do things because you enjoy doing them. its ok to not want to advance in your job. nothing has to be a competition. you don’t need to be better than anyone. you can do things just because they’re fun. you don’t need to read up on the history, and know everything about it. its ok to just exist. its ok.

finally able to explore the city i’ve lived in for over a year.