10.19.22

There are screams inside me that I can't stop. Even though I try to keep my face still, I'm afraid that one day I'll dissolve and disappear. I have to continue to stay calm. Calm down, relax. Don't show your feelings. Just don't.

Hayatı kendin için bu kadar zorlaştırmasan mı? Yapmak istediklerin, yapmadıkların ve yapamadıkların, hayallerin ve hayatın.. Kendine bu kadar yüklenmesen mi acaba? Olmak istediğin kişi ile olduğun kişi arasındaki farkı uçurum gibi algılamasan mı artık? Hayatı düz ve basit bir biçimde yaşasan. Olanla mutlu olsan, olmayanı bir yana bırakıp.

An afternoon in Dublin marvelling at all the cute bookshops and the red brick buildings. I’m always so happy to come by here to stock up on English books~

gray november 🖤 happy november everybody !!!! my birthday month is here. i hope this month will be full of love, hope and lots of rainy and foggy days <3

I Have No Better Plan.

Anyway on a lighter note in the vein of the “let yourself be a beginner” post:

I love it and I wish people would work on the skill of being a beginner

bc it really IS a skill. it’s acquired and honed.

being willing to learn to find humor in the process of learning and your mistakes. learning to tolerate frustration and confusion. learning to pace yourself when you want to rush past discomfort. learning how you like to learn. and should the time come—learning to take take critique and correction.

please please please work on being a beginner you never know what you may fall in love with and who you might meet thru your interests

1/3/2021

my goal for today: just work for 3 hours or so and see what happens

Sleepy cat is sleepy and does not live by the sun’s rules.

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I saw this a few minutes ago.

the relationship between a person and the native flora and fauna of where they grew up is something that can actually be so personal