Touchy-Feely

I’ll be watching you.

insta <3

A big pet peeve of mine is when people like. Ignore togata's flaws ? Like, yeah, togata's a badass but I saw a post that was like "togata is so cool he's trans AND kills rapists" as if that scene didn't start with togata preparing to film a 13 year old getting gang raped for the sake of his movie....like the entire point of his character is how he's slowly going insane and only relying on Fantasy as a form of escapism to live, therefore prioritizing Fantasy to the reality of the situation. Who cares if I hurt a few people (or hurt myself) if this movie will turn out better? And, yeah, he's lying about it, but like a huge theme of the story is how fiction can turn into reality quite easily. Togata isn't really a bad guy (and I never will claim him to be) but he has decided he doesn't need his emotions, he wants to be the badass, cool, older sister character...but he can't be, and his entire arc is him slowly going insane as he fakes everything to the point where he can't tell who he really is. But in the end, does it really matter who he is inside when all that matters is what the viewers see? The viewers see him as a flippant, apathetic, badass and who would want the real togata, a person lost to history...I gotted side tracked where am i

he’s annoyed 🙄

Attention whore. Looking ass.

It okay if you want to get rid of your autism.

Lot of people on internet say that autism great and that they like it. That okay too, everyone allowed own opinion on self.

But not make you bad person if you don’t like it.

It hard having meltdowns and sensory overload. Hard to need others to care for self.

You allowed to dislike your autism.

do not forget the patron saint of these weeks that we celebrate ourselves proudly and openly in the streets

her name was Marsha P Johnson, and we have her to thank for so much.

remember, the first Pride was a riot, and she was one of the brave souls who endured it to help carve the path which so many of us walk today. she helped found several activist groups regarding LGBT safety and wellbeing. and she was absolutely radiant, too.

thank you, Marsha. we remember you.

Dorohedoro: Chapter 33 by Q Hayashida 

Chainsaw Man: Chapter 53 by Tatsuki Fujimoto

■ LIXNI'S ARCHIVES

𝐑𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐬: Closed.

Getting myself ready.

I'm taking books recommendations.

𝐂𝐮𝐫𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐤𝐬:

𝐒𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬: All the mistakes you made (A Yandere!Hank J. Wimbleton X Reader Story).

𝐋𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐏𝐨𝐬𝐭.

i. about me

Greetings, and welcome to my blog! You all can call me Lixni, Mad or Morgana, I go by she/her pronouns, but I don't think I would mind if somebody use any other. I'm really social awkward and timid even in the internet, and being a straightforward to avoid weird situations, I have social anxiety and autism, so sorry if I end up being weird or sounding rude, it wasn't my intention. But it would be lovely to meet and talk to some of you.

My favorite aesthetic is dark academia, I love to draw, to read, anime(my favorite is Violet Evergarden), pink, coffee, tea, and I'm trying to get myself back on writing. Sometimes I have a hard time to understand jokes and take a lot of time to write because I try to over analyze everything, so please be patient. For now I only write for a few fandoms, but I'll be adding more as the time pass and if you don't like a certain one I recommend blocking the tag(it also goes to the yandere and dark themes ones). Oh! I will also show my oc's here! They may appear in some stories and I will post about them from time to time.

In first hand, I was planning to make this blog yandere-only, I think terror and those characters are interesting and I want to go deeper on how they act, besides the fact I like to explore insanity and declining mental health in my creations. I don't romanticize them or any of the things they do, but I don't judge if you like them, as long it's fictional.

But I will write non-yandere too so I get out of my comfort zone and free my hopeless romantic self. I really need to learn how to express myself better and I want to practice so maybe I become a writer in the future.

And if you're trying to look for some specific fanfic but can't find the fandom Masterlist, try looking in the 'Lixni's Divine Purgatory' one.

ii. fandoms

⌦ Friday night funkin'

⌦ Madness combat

iii. what I write + rules

⌦ Headcanons (the max is 3 characters per ask), drabbles, interactions, one-shots and stories(the last one I am going to write more seldom compared to others).

⌦ Yandere and non-yandere.

⌦ Romantic and platonic.

⌦ I am not going to write: Non SFW, character x character, poly, children (unless it's platonic, but not yandere), a/b/o, platonic yandere, pregnancy, mythical creatures(vampires, demons and angels are okay depending on the fandom), anything that involves the reader being not real or things like that.

⌦ Neutral and female reader(when it's female I will tell in the title).

⌦ I have the right to refuse any requests. Spamming, hate messages and complaining only will you get you blocked.

⌦ I take my own time when writing, no rushing.

⌦ I can't write:

▪︎ Trans!reader(I'm not trans and to be honest, I don't understand the concept of gender, so, sorry).

▪︎Specific body type.

▪︎Mental illness or disorders, beacause:

I'm not a psychiatrist/psychologist/professional of any sort. I search some occassionally, but probably I won't get it right.

Even if I have some of them, every disorder can act different in each person, I'm not going tell everything I have, but for example, I have autism and don't feel comfortable with visual contact, but there are autistic people who are ok with it.

⌦ If you really have the necessity of some comfort, like a emergency, put '🏵' at the end of your requests and I will try to get it done as fast as possible. It's for the ones who need it. If I notice any 'smarty' is doing this just because they want their request quick and not because they need it, you're getting blocked.

vi. anon list

(Please choose an emoji or nickname and tell your pronouns if you want to be an Anon)

Love y'all! ❤

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 Runing fandoms since

August 11, 2021...

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Don't worry at all! It's alright and I wish you are having an amazing day! For this one I must admit that I had to scratch my head a lot and I didn't like so much what I did and it's really short, but I hope that you enjoy it!

Yandere!Senpai and yandere!Pico headcanons with a plushie-obsessed darling.

□ Senpai:

Tw: yandere, obsession, metions of bullying and blackmail.

■ He absolutely loves your little obsession, always leaves a plushie with a poem or chocolate in your locker before it's time to go home. He delights from the look in your eyes of adoration for the gift he gave, wishing you could look at him the same way.

■ On the day he got confident enough to ask you out, he confessed his love and gifted you a big teddy bear, and for the date, he took you to an arcade and tried to get all the prizes for you.

■ If anyone would make fun of you for liking plushies, they'd have the hell to pay. Under no circumstances, he would let that pass, he would use the advantage of being popular to bully, and even blackmail the person who did anything bad to you, without you knowing, of course.

□ Pico:

Tw: yandere, delusional and brief mention of "snapping".

■ Being honest, he wouldn't care a lot, if anything, he's relieved that you like something inoffensive. But if somehow your plushie obsession prejudices you in any form or shape, you can say bye-bye to all of them. You must be totally safe under his care.

■ Your obsession makes his mentality that you need his protection even stronger, that you're too innocent to this world, even if in reality you're not.

■ Sometimes after he comes home, he's also bring you a new plushie, especially if you have been behaving well or if he accidentally "snapped" at you. He always tries to recompense in some way, but doesn't know how, either way, Pico loves to see your smile.

Heyyy, how are you all doing?

I have done this drawing(I think I made it in October?)on paper but I managed to make it digital and painted on ibis paint on my phone.

Many things happened, my laptop went to Valhalla in mid-January, and many other things in my home broke too, I'm studying quite a lot, I downloaded Twitter(the worst choice in my life), I went from center-left to full-left to maybe radical left, and now Elon Musk is attempting a coup in my country just because n4z1 propaganda is illegal here and he considers this 'censorship'. There are other things, but those are the main ones.

Well, anyway, again, how are you all doing? 💕💕💕

[ 📌 ] Update

Ok, to be honest I don't like Madness Combat anymore since September. I will stop of forcing myself to write for it, mainly because I am not enjoying it and every single piece I write is turning into shit. The only thing I got from trying harder was a burnout, writer's block and guilt for not being able to accomplish people's requests.

I won't delet the asks, I'm only going to write for another fandoms for now, and then write one or another. Sorry if you have requested and only wasted your time.

And my blog will have a Update. I have been planning it since last year.