AHDGEIFHI H I HI- Got Tagged!!!!! In A Thing!!!!!!! By Both @rkgk-arts And @itsbluesaint!!!!!!! Wild!!!!!!!!!!

This was my old art account that i,,,, forgot the info too so I cant access it lol

But I REALLY like this picture of Eddy, specifically the way I colored it, idk it was and still is one of my best peices in my opinion

*looks at watch to see it’s been 600 years since last posted* ah

Sooo yeah im terrible at posting things but HEY

New picture!! Specifically of my stinky Inquisitor Cadash man, he,,,, smelly

I made a slightly improved version because apparently the lack of those small details was killing me on the inside

Idk what came over me but have a low quality shit post, featuring the characters of @rkgk-arts, @nyssarose3, @lorelaibeckons, and @elliehasahoodieandaponytail!!

Idk how accurate their characters r but uh

Yeah

N,,, nonbinary byleth

An attempt at least

Aaaaa happy pride month! 💕💕💕🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈

And with every thing going on in the world, let’s all remember:

•Lgbtq+ lives matter

•Black mlm lives matter

•Black wlw lives matter

•black trans lives matter

•lgbtq+ Muslim lives matter

Feel free to add on :)

Okay I went a lil overboard and drew the ROs for @lyragames thing, at least the versions of them I plan on having in my own playthrough

I don’t know if I did Odile any justice but I’m pretty confident with Leir’s fit, also sorry for Odile’s fucked up feet I hate drawing em

Also Otto towers over them like the fucking tree he is

So heres the protagonist of my little persona story thingy! I very clearly edited the picture a bit cuz it was super blurry n shit so I'm sorry if I made it look worse

Regardless his name is both Noya Koji and Okita Horiuchi, though I prefer Okita tbh

He moves in to a very old and traditional town near a famous forest, to live with his grandparents there. His parents were both physically abusive towards him and so he was taken by social services after his first year if highschool. So now hes transferred to a old school in town as a second year, where rumors and gossip about a kid that went missing in the woods a few weeks ago buzz.

I might redesign the uniform cuz I accidentally made it too dark, but yes

Here he is

We were here, and while I dont remember when I came here, that does not negate the moments I had the blessing of sharing with Mark and Ethen, and all of you!

Thank you for existing with me, thank you for sharing your final moments together with us.

Momento Mori, Remember Death

Unus Annus

So, Unus and Annus are reaching the last hour of existence, and they said that if we want, we could write our last words to them and our aspirations, and.... I wanna do it

I'm taking this stupidly seriously but this, this channel became important to me, it made me expand my thoughts on what I thought death was to me and what my life is to me

But here we go

I haven't been here for the beginning, I didnt watch every video and I never bought merch, but regardless this channel and these videos worked there way into my thoughts, and this livestream made me stupid sentimental. My internet currently is shitting itself and I might not see the end properly, but that's ok.

Death to me, is the end

That's it, I dont know if there is an after and I dont care, I dont fear the emotions and pain I might feel facing my demise but I do fear one thing. I fear of what my death will do to the world i leave behind.

Will it change? Will it mourn? Will it rejoice??? Or will absolutely nothing happen, and time keeps moving forward as it does. More importantly however, how would the people I love remember me? After death I will be gone and over, there wont be anything left of me besides the legacy I have left and the memory people hold of me, so I cant help but think of the only thing I CAN think of involving my demise. But this is egotistical of me is it not? Death is normal, and I am not special for thinking this way, I am going to die and so will you guys. But in all honesty I cannot think of any other way to perceive my death, I cannot for the life of me think of anything else to say about it.

That's also ok, I'm alive

I'll never understand my death as long as I live.

But I obsess so much, about what will happen after I die, but I try not to think about what will happen as I continue to live.

I am young, and I am childish, I am naive and I am hopeful.

I only really truly desire one thing in my life more than anything, even if it may change over time.

I want to make a story I love, and characters whom can share my thoughts and feelings, in their own unique experiences, and become their own people from them as well. I want to create art that would do them justice and I want to love it so, so, so much

I know I dont draw as much as want, I should not force myself to per say, but I find it difficult to find motive to.

At this moment that is my only goal in my life, I just want to love what I create

I will one day

Even if I may die before I create such a story, I will love my art, I do love it now

I love it because I CREATED it

I made it, I birthed something simply because I wanted to, because its fun

And I really, really wish I could see that everyday.

But I do not, and that's ok, that's ok

Its ok

This channel taught me to, learn what it is that I value about my life and my death, and because I overthink MANY things this was not always a good thing lol

It will die soon, and that's ok

But that does not mean I will not feel, grief

No matter how much or little that grief may be.

So what shall I do? When it does? When it dies 20 minutes from now as I'm writing this?

Well I'll cry

I'll cry, and cry and cry

Because it is what I can do

.

I don't know what my life will be like, I cant find the words to describe what I think of it as, as of writing this at least.

But

But I

I want to live

I AM living

I AM ALIVE

and I'm so glad that I am, I used to think living was a burden, I used to hate that fact

But I'm still here, I'm still breathing and I'm so

I'm so relieved, that I chose to stay alive.

And I hope that those who are reading this feel that too, maybe not today or tomorrow, but soon.

Soon.

Because it is, such an amazing thing to be here, with you, and with my family and friends, and with strangers I'll never meet

..

This has gone in a while

This is clearly important to me so I wanted to be transparent in my feelings. I dont know how u all will react to this and I dont know if you will care.

But that's okay, you dont need to take anything from this.

Well

Except for one thing.

Momento Mori, Remember Death

Remember Life

Unus Annus

Thank you so much for reading my rambles about my existence, thank you so much

I'm glad you are alive reading this as well

I'm glad we exist :)

I drew Diverse SDV Mod Emily cuz I really like her redesign,,,,,,,, though I think I fucked up her hair a lil bitt

Emily Stardew Valley! Yup, that's her canon name yes.

This was a piece I used to brush up my skills a bit, so I would very much like some critique on the piece! Thought I personally dont like that her eyeshadow is so dark,,,,,

But yes Stardew valley is good an I'm a gay farmer living with my himbo husband Alex uwu

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