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It's the same anon again!

But apart from the need for control generally I'd noticed some specific things relating to Jiyong. I remember he was at this conference talking about investment for humanoid robots and he was like I'd make one that looks exactly like Jiyong, and then in a different interview he said he had this fantasy of Jiyong as his military jr and then both times said something (retrospectively very creepy) about how he could make him do anything he wanted.

The way he kept bringing up how light Jiyong was during the last tour, kept touching or picking him up without asking with this sort of glee-to the point that Daesung warned him off it in a very stern undaesunglike tone.

Then that one time around 2009 jiyong had started to say in an interview that sometimes in private he got a little anxious about how much seungri seems to like him but then probably realised how it sounded and cut himself off.

The one time Youngbae said that if they were all drowning Seungri would save Jiyong and be secretly glad he'd drowned out any competition for his attention.

anon, oh anon, these are beautiful observations.

these are such eerie moments that just show exactly how seungri worked, he always knew how to toe the line by ensuring his actions could always be 'played off' as something light yknow.

that humanoid robot one really freaked me out because you know he really would, and with how he still to this day name drops gd and seems to have this fucking delusion that gd still likes him, it feels like he still would do it if given the chance.

the military and picking up bit of this ask is what i kind of try to play on the most in my fic, because as we know i've written him to have this creepy (and not inaccurate) glee with having control over him and being able to do things to him (i.e. that moment where he could have kissed him and yet didnt- instead relishing in the knowledge that he could have done anything he wanted in that moment).

his behaviour towards jiyong is definitely creepy, to say the least. and the fact that dae and tae have both acknowledged this in the past honestly makes me pissed off with my own characterisations of them in my fic as being manipulated by seungri, where they try to convince themselves that their mentality is "worry about jiyong now, handle seungri later" (thanks to seungri expertly escalating everything to make jiyong worse and truly need their help, hence diverting attention from himself).

he's always been jealous of the fame and attention jiyong (and top) got because he knew he would never ever be able to live up to their legacies. he knew that gd and top could be very successful on their own if they didn't have bigbang, and that he would be no one. yes the great seungri did well, but respective to jiyongs albums, he absolutely dwarfs it. he couldn't stand that they were more popular, and he was so obsessed with that and money that it led to obvious things happening.

i could honestly go on about seungri for pages and pages but i fear people may get the wrong idea, so i shall end here, but my god. what a freak. his fans are freaks too, you blur out his face in a pic and the ot5 comments are SEUNGRI IS INNOCENT!!!!!! HE DIDNT DO ANYTHING IF YOU ACTUALLY READ THE CASE HES INNOCENT KILLYOURSELFKILLYOURSELFKILLYOURSELFANDYOURMOTHER!!!!!!! he's not gonna suck you off for defending him love :/ calm down a little.

anyway anon you should totally dm me because i wanna know if youve seen anything else and you seem very observant <3

The latest chapter of your Bigbang fic made the hair on the back of my neck stand up because I feel like this is first time I've seen someone pick up on an observation I felt only I had had, even years before the scandal.

Back then I hadn't wanted to upset other fans by pointing it out and after it seemed like it would trivialize the real issues at hand to talk about it.

But I sensed it too, that strange high from the idea of having control...in so many little things.

yes. a hundred times yes, reader. i love you for this because we’re clearly in the same boat. obviously with the power of hindsight it’s easy to say everything was SO obvious and why didn’t anyone say anything back then, but they clearly were not there to see bigbang’s fans 💀

people forget seungri was a really smart guy, and really talented too, but there was always this insatiable envy he just couldn’t get over, and that was his hamartia. it showed itself in small ways on stage when he commanded attention and diverted it from others, said things against the others, offhand remarks from bigbang. he clearly hated being “maknae”, as the oldest at home, he demanded respect and attention, and he realised he would never be anywhere near GTOP’s fame in bigbang. he had no control over anything in fact, and it drove him crazy.

but when he did have control, no matter how small, to me it was clear that it wasn’t normal how he felt about it.

thanks so much for reading my fic and leaving me this ask, it means so much to me :) i’m so glad i could make you feel those emotions just through my writing

hi!! I just wanna say I absolutely love your bigbang fic, they way they're written is *chefs kiss* I love it sm. it genuinely makes my day whenever I see an update, I can't wait to see where it goes! <3

my god i was having such a trash day and this just made it instantly better (PLUS THE DAE PIC HOW CAN I NOT SMILE :C )

thank you so much for reading and supporting me :(( it means so much to me as a writer and a fan who still feels that throbbing betrayal from the scandal, so thanks for leaving this message <3

i hope you have the best day honey

Hi, I'm writing to tell you that I love the way you write and I'm hoping to hear more about your Big Bang story.

hi reader! thanks so much for reading and letting me know you love it :) none of you are ready for this next chapter.. trust me

posting chapter 15 while writing chapter 30 is a different kind of pain because who am i supposed to talk to about what’s currently going on in my fic when i’m on season 3 and you’re on season 1 🥀💔

hes already drunk please😭😭😭😭

SALESMAN YURI 😍😍😍

commission me to yurify ur fave boys

current wip- yurifying the salesman 😩🔥

first clip credit: @/umgeorge

second clip credit: x

yuri game 🌸💫 the definition of toxic yuri btw if you even care

commission me to yurify your fave boys 😋😋

fem mark webber leaving seb’s room (she makes seb call her daddy)

(ref is an actual picture of mark leaving seb’s room with his zip down 😱)

Fem!Georgie at the gala or wtv

Idea and tags by my very cool george obsessed mutual @feketeribizli

georgina social media diva as always ofc

this is THE post.

mourning his curls so im finally posting this

ahh. an even dozen drinks and sketching sebmark except i chose a time whem im drunk to draw mark for the first timr 👍 by the way did you know i live for girl seb

5 min nico sketch :3 i’ve had no less than 8 drinks tonight xoxoxo

this overnight. i’m starting to remember why i loved writing fic

its okay because they should die for her anyway. i heart adam cole

Boys pls don’t die

(You might I’m sorry. Blame Adam)

Love you baby girl!

BRITCEDES ANGST!!!!!

hi guys :) read and suffer <3 the link doesnt work apparently??

https://archiveofourown.org/works/62432635

what is wrong with him

CL sketch because i gotta 🎀 (brightness up)

dm me for cheap commissions x

this is CRAZY!! and ILLEGAL!!!!

Babygirl core

Tag: @st-leclerc

some 2006 proto-simi

Everyone always talks about their roman empire being maxiel or lestappen or brocedes or landoscar or carlando which is fine, everyone has their own thing. But what about BRITCEDES?!?!?! How are they not talked about more? The man that the 11 year old George waited for—that man is gonna be his teammate 13 years later. The man he looked up to, he’ll get to race against him, with him in a little more than a decade. The man he waited for once upon a time waited for him back after races. They’ll be in videos together, take ice baths next to each other, get dinner together. That someday they will be joking around together and Lewis will love to tease the hell out of him. That Lewis will be taking him surfing (and hopefully skydiving soon if he hasn’t already and they are just keeping the content from us). That the man George cheered for will cheer back for him years later. Lewis literally paused in the middle of his media pen interview to watch George’s qualifying with his crossed fingers and “c’mon, buddy.” Lewis is gonna shower him with praises (how George is only gonna improve over the years and Lewis will help him anyway he can).

His hero turned into his teammate. Britcedes is my roman empire.

Just wanna say I love your fanfics my most favorite one is where Jimmy and jey gives payback to Roman for the abuse (forgot the name of it)

i know this is old but thanks so much!! i’ve had a chapter in the works for this but never got round to finishing it.. maybe its time to update?

i really love receiving asks to do with my fics so everyone please feel free to ask/talk about them in my inbox!!

happy new year everyone xxx

Hii!!

Is chapter 11 of Can't Go Solo, a possible thing? Or already in the works?

Considering how the last chapter ended 😏 I would love to see how chapter 11 goes if we get one, and many more if it's a possibility

have no fear, the story is not over!

a lot has happened over the last year of practically radio silence, from a traumatic event to suffering brain damage, which sucks but hey i’miterwllt the “hey sorry for no update i got run over 4 times and my parents died, ill update by the end of the week” author!

so i don’t have a date for you guys to keep in your calendars, but definitely expect a chapter 11, i still have a lot planned for this fic

xxx

Hiii!!!!

So, how did you come up with Roman and Solo's dynamic in Can't go Solo, along with Solo's and Samis?

I would love to hear how you came up with these dynamics and what you might have thought while you were writing them!!!

hi!! thanks for this question 😙

basically this was like welll over a year ago, solo never spoke, he was the bloodlines enforcer, roman was his “daddy” (-jey mockingly said this), the boys just did everything roman said. i basically just saw the bloodline as his dogs and especially solo, and with how the boys and ro talked about solo as a kid, so i really wanted to extrapolate that personality.

i basically had roman be a psychologically abusive cunt to solo- he’d watch his brothers get beat up and avoided doing the things they did to stay on romans good side, and learned to dissociate to create a sort of barrier to distance himself from the trauma as a young kid. with him being romans little snitch and following him around constantly and being groomed by roman into becoming his to control, i figured it would make it pretty sad if solo basically had no personality of his own, hence the lack of a dating life, no favourite food/colour/etc. i had rikishi be an absent father, so that with roman being around much more to act in his stead, solo always saw him as more of a father than he ever saw rikishi.

he doesn’t understand that sometimes people just do things because they want to or like the person, without wanting anything back in return.

which brings me onto sami. sami is a happy guy, he doesn’t necessarily see the years and years of abuse roman put the boys through yet, he just loves them. solo interests him because he’s so quiet, he almost wants to crack him. he’s enamoured by the way solo slowly slowly gets used to him, the little moments they have mean everything to him.

sami is the outside perspective, he notices slowly that things aren’t really okay, the twins are terrified of roman, solo has an insecure kind of attachment to him. he knows that solo isn’t exactly “normal”, but as an autistic person he never felt like he fit in anywhere either so he sympathises with solo in a way. he wants to be the one to help him figure out things in life separate from roman. he wants to be his first kiss, his first **😏, and teach him what *real* life is, but he’s more than willing to be incredibly slow and selfless about it. despite his size and killing capability, sami basically sees a baby deer. he can’t spook the poor thing.

honestly you could go as far as to say solo has some kind of stockholm syndrome with roman, where in the long term roman manipulated him through fear to love and respect him.

anyway, thanks so much for the ask, any excuse to yap for me! hope you like the fic!

CANT GO SOLO CH10???

he is rizzen babygirl! happy christmas to my starving cant go solo readers

can’t go solo update when!!!!!!

now!!

merry christmas babe

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