The True “boys Will Be Boys” Is When All FOUR Of You Managed To Forget Your Keys And Phones And It’s

Headcannon that Jude (albeit very rarely) still crosses himself, out of a muscle memory habit.

i was really fucking stoned okay. 💔

the peeta and jude parallels lowkey…

hanya yanagihara lives in my head. she just gets it, and people don't like what she says because she doesn't sugarcoat things, she tell stories of tragic lives and unspeakable lives. People want and need to have an optimistic sight of life when that's not always the case. Sometimes it doesn't matter how much you work on yourself and how much you hope and how much you try, things that happened to you can't be heal or forget and the best you can do it's trying to live with it the best way you can, to accommodate the life that's left.

Things don't magically get better.

okay seriously what music do we think jude liked/would like

i think like

the smiths

the cure (i feel like JB forced him into this one)

he’d LOVEEEEEE nirvana at uni i know it oh and the smashing pumpkins

ELLIOTT SMITH.

STOP I CAN IMAGINE HIM BEING A HUGE BOWIE FAN AND GOING AS BOWIE FOR HALLOWEEN

rip jude st francis you would’ve loved mitski

i just went to see a little life recorded for the cinema and i’m actually so heartbroken!

A Little Life - Hanya Yanagihara

oh i get it now! what happened fundamentally and irrevocably changed me forever

- a little life

dear god this book. this book is. i'm consuming it like i did with books back in third grade, back when life was just beginning to crumble and i was going down with it, back before i knew just how bad it could get. i'm devouring this book and it is so painful. it's speaking to me and it's making me cry.

i think about jude’s biological parents everyday actually. why did they leave him? did they regret it? did they wonder if he’d been successful? (he was) did they wonder if he’d actually even survived?

joobie st frankie