Okay Seriously What Music Do We Think Jude Liked/would Like

thinking about how jude didn’t like having his photo taken and how after he died that meant harold and julia didn’t have many photos to remember him by

everything reminds me of him (jude st francis)

Zayn Malik in Valentino by Pierpaolo Piccioli, featuring text from Hanya Yanagihara’s A Little Life

- a little life

dear god this book. this book is. i'm consuming it like i did with books back in third grade, back when life was just beginning to crumble and i was going down with it, back before i knew just how bad it could get. i'm devouring this book and it is so painful. it's speaking to me and it's making me cry.

“ ‘Sometimes it’s because I feel so awful, or ashamed, and I need to make physical what I feel,’ he began, and glanced at me before looking down again. ‘And sometimes it’s because I feel so many things and I need to feel nothing at all- it helps clear them away. And sometimes it’s because I feel happy, and I have to remind myself that I shouldn’t.’ “

A Little Life, Hanya Yanagihara

one of the ways i am like jude st francis is that if there isn’t a lock on the door or i’m unable to close it i WILL have a panic attack😆

willem a truck behind YOU💜

the fact that jude willem jb + macolm were never able to all be together again… they hung out for the last time and didn’t know it! they’ll never be able to argue about silly things in their dorms anymore what if i killed myself

i am a BPD jude truther idc