I Want Them To Be Fucking Worried. I Want My Clothes To Be Falling Off My Body. I Want Them To Be Concerned.

I feel like my scale isn’t accurate enough. I know I’m heavier than that. Every time I weigh at the drs I’m heavier. How will I know if I’m ever actually at my ugw? I fucking hate it

Hello flowers!! 💐

Apologies for how long it’s been. I was on the road to recovery, and trying hard to beat this. I did not win. But it’s okay! I’ve had a lot going on as well and I apologize. I was told some misinformation was spreading around, and I am alive and well! I have not passed on 🫶🏻 I’ll try to be around and post more. Stay healthy loves 🌸

Hello Flowers 💐💜

This is just a little about me! I’m 20 years old, turning 21 in June! I love all music, weed, and cuddling up to play animal crossing. I’ve recovered and relapsed off and on since I was 15. I just can’t seem to fully shake how much I love this mindset. Now don’t get me wrong, I am absolutely Pro recovery! I want everyone to get better, and love themselves, but I also understand the position we’re in. I’m here for you if you need anything! Please don’t hesitate to message me 💜

MDNI please!!! This is a safe space, however, no kid should be on a diet. Be young, be free, be proud💜

💐My stats are below!💐

Cal limit- 647

Gym- 3x a week

Walk/Run & quiet exercise 3x a week

5ft 3

HW: 165

CW: 138

UGW: 110 or 115, I’m undecided

💜My end of the month weight goals!

🔒April-130

🔒May-122

🔒June-115

🔒July-110

i hate how much i dont hate food

one thing i love about tumblr is that u become friends with people without even knowing their name/their face/their voice...........like....i love u because of your dumb little thoughts thank u for existing

DON’T MAKE COMMENTS ON CHILDREN’S WEIGHT

This is the fucking reason for my disorder

The way i went for coffee and dinner with my bf to the café i used to work at, and my previous manager saw me and was very concerned about my weightloss

on one hand- hell yeah, it means that even if I can't see the change, there IS change

on the other hand- i really hate getting attention for my weightloss, i don't like comments about my body, i DON'T wanna be perceived lol

also- it's so funny because a girl i worked there with saw me a couple of weeks ago and really complimented me on the weight loss, so it's just so funny how different people( especially men vs. women) react to my weight.

That moment when you realise that not eating means ur saving money 🎀🎀🎀