Hello Flowers 💐💜

This is just a little about me! I’m 20 years old, turning 21 in June! I love all music, weed, and cuddling up to play animal crossing. I’ve recovered and relapsed off and on since I was 15. I just can’t seem to fully shake how much I love this mindset. Now don’t get me wrong, I am absolutely Pro recovery! I want everyone to get better, and love themselves, but I also understand the position we’re in. I’m here for you if you need anything! Please don’t hesitate to message me 💜

MDNI please!!! This is a safe space, however, no kid should be on a diet. Be young, be free, be proud💜

💐My stats are below!💐

Cal limit- 647

Gym- 3x a week

Walk/Run & quiet exercise 3x a week

5ft 3

HW: 165

CW: 138

UGW: 110 or 115, I’m undecided

💜My end of the month weight goals!

🔒April-130

🔒May-122

🔒June-115

🔒July-110

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light-as-lavender

1 year ago

when i realize this isn’t just a quirky silly little eating disorder, it actually affects me and takes a toll on me constantly 😍🤩☹️.

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light-as-lavender

1 year ago

leaning towards go completely insane

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light-as-lavender

1 year ago

Imagine the weight youre losing is going to the person who was mean to you

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light-as-lavender

1 year ago

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light-as-lavender

1 year ago

i need to drop weight or drop dead

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light-as-lavender

1 year ago

i will reach my gw by summer

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light-as-lavender

1 year ago

I’ve been feeling really discouraged lately. But when I stepped on the scale today, I was at 129lbs. I have no idea how I managed to lose 8lbs since the first, and it feels fake. I’m terrified of gaining that back or seeing the number go up. I need to go shopping for low cal foods, but I’m so tired. No will or want to get out of bed

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light-as-lavender

1 year ago

I want them to be fucking worried. I want my clothes to be falling off my body. I want them to be concerned. I want him to be able to pick me up and notice how easy it was, and spin me around. Weightless.

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light-as-lavender

1 year ago

I’m always thinking about that one time, during 8th grade lunch, where I was so deep In @na for the first time, and I mentioned something about eating disorders, and my friend goes “you don’t have that, you’re not skinny enough to have that”. That’s motivation like no other, let me tell you.

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light-as-lavender

1 year ago

Instead of eating become a weapon