Silly Merman I Drew For MerMay:), His Name Is Red (for Now Anyway Cause I’m Lazy Haha)

I swear I’ll actually do more for my Lawlicht AU soon but have Hugh doing normal human-y things for now:)

I have talked about my mental illness many times here on my blog. it is not an insult to me to be truthful about the fact that I am indeed mentally ill. I have severe CPTSD a lot due to my Queerness and how I was treated for it. I am very Suicidal. and have chronic depression and chronic Anxiety. non of this makes me stupid or a bad person. but Saying Aaron was mentally ill is not an insult to him... because he wouldn't have killed himself if he were not. I wouldn't have attempted it when I was a teenager if I were not. that's just how mental illness is mate. I'm sorry if you think that isn't how it works but it is. and to those like me struggling, hang in there and stay safe! I care deeply for you and hope it gets better:)

I keep making weird shit

Number 8, wounded. 7. with another OC

came accross that one guy who wants Mithrun and Kabru to have met when Kabru was 7... and oh boy was that... an experience...

they called me ableist despite the fact I am disabled cause I said the shit they're going on about feels groomer-y and that a 7 year old shouldn't go off and date someone they knew when said person was an adult… like… no ew… I do not care if Mithrun was mentally all there or not that would be sick no matter how you look at it and it's wild this person seems to not get it. it would to me be as bad as if Kabru dated his elf mom because... like he met her when he was a child.

like if you live in the same house with someone for a year you're gonna probably fucking know they exist, and if Kabru was there as a kid and knew "hey this elf guy is in me house" FOR A YEAR, he should not then go and fuck him when he's an adult… like… no? like I've known lots of adults when I was 7, I do not want to fuck them, that would be weird because I was a child when I first met said adults! like… to me I would feel like that person is a nonce with the context that I was a child when we met and they weren't because there is a massive difference between two 7 year olds meeting and growing up and getting together… vs a 7 year old and an adult meeting and then the 7 year old growing up and them getting together… I am speaking as someone who was groomed at the age of 14... this is just not ok, adults are adults and kids are kids and need to be taught that this is not ok and that no you should not go and date someone you met who was an adult when you were a child regardless of if they remember you or not...

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um, yeah...

*yeets Ivan art into the void and fucks off again*

when I learnt her name I cried... poor girl didn't deserve this... she was just a good dog... she was only a little doggo... and they murdered her. I've seen what happened to her on video at the start of the conflict months ago... and it broke me. rest in peace Bonita, you are and always will be a very good girl. you are a hero and a star, we love you very much.

Bonita, an amazing Labrador, has saved human lives for all 8 years of her life.

Until she was murdered - three bullets by a terrorist from Hamas on October 7, 2023.

For almost seven years, Bonita served in the Israel Police.

Aviad, who served alongside her in the police, his wife Tom, their children and the family cat, adopted Bonita with great love, when Bonita retired.

At the time of the disaster, when the Hamas killers took over Kibbutz "Sufa", Bonita and her cat sister were alone at home. The rest of the family stayed for one night at Kibbutz "Dvir".

Neighbors' family members fled to the emergency room, and were unable to close the door, while Hamas killers shot them at the house.

Bonita ran to the neighbors' door, and managed to drive away the Hamas killers. Bonita saved the lives of all the sons and daughters of the neighbors' family.

After Hamas shot Bonita the first bullet, she continued to chase them, then the Hamas killer shot her 2 more bullets.

The video of Bonita’s murder was distributed by Hamas all over the Internet.

Bonita left behind a whole family, who can’t stop crying.

Rest in peace. 💔