I think my p3r!ød are coming, I feel stuff and my tummy is blo@ted and b!gger even tho the other part of my bødy aren’t
But I feel so miserable, this moment is really hard because, even though I know that it’s just the time of the month and it’s okay, it feels like I’m losing my progress and it’s very scary
Maybe one day I’ll be able to see myself the way other perceive me.
It was supposed to be metabday yesterday but since I got my period last Tuesday and ate more than I was supposed to because feeling sick and energy empty I decided to skip it for this week
I’ll definitely do one next Sunday but right know I will just focus on not going over 1200
Breakfast~ 1 ice Americano Lunch~ Salmon wrap Snack~ 1 ice tea + 1 ice Americano + 2 lowc@l lychee candy Dinner~ Japanese Soba salad and 2 pcs of tofu filled with meat + 1 serving of shirataki + 2 apples and 1 matcha ice cream
Total:~ 1200
Love the people around me, they gave those 2 pcs of tofu out of nowhere, it was delicious 🌺They are so nice <333
I almost fck up my day with a craving but I found apples and lowc@l ice cream so it’s okay I’m at my limit tho
I feel so full of water right now, nothing can enter my bødy ahahah
But I’m thirsty…
Okay so I gained a little bit but it’s mostly water w3!ght because my m3@sur3ments didn’t move
I’m so glad I took them this morning, helped me not freaking out lmao
M3t@bday make me feel like I’m pregnant
MY COLLARBØN3S ARE SHOWING MORE AND MORE!!! AAAAAAAAH What a great day
They said fermented foods are good for you… Alcohol is fermented hahaha
Breakfast~ 1 ice Americano Lunch~ focaccia in cheese + chicken and egg’s salade +1 ice Americano Diner~ Ayam Goreng Rempah + Tofu and Tempe + ice Jeruk
Total:~ 1800 aaaaand… I feel sick lovely
The worst part is probably that I wanted to 3@t more today, for my m3@t@b day and I couldn’t.. At least I tried
ANYWAY
CHEESE AND BREAD A 1000000000% couldn’t live my life without them I swear hahaha