🎨: siryusart on x
being a tguy is SO crazy bcos gender envy for me is perfectly hand in hand w my thinsp0. like every emo tguy i wanna look like is skin and bones and i want 2 be that so bad
me, on my posts: *writes as little info as humanly possible*Â
me, in the tags: so anyway, all my problems started on a hot summer day in the late 90′s, when i was born…Â
Sirius: I think Mum mixed up our lunches.
Sirius: *holds up note saying “I love you so much”*
Regulus: Oh. That explains this, then.
Regulus: *holds up note saying “Be good. Please, for the love of God, be good”*
me writing the worst paragraph of my life knowing that a sexier, more hydrated version of me will fix it later
me, struggling to write: hmm, this part is a little difficult. maybe i should check my planning document, which i created as a helpful tool for my writing process!
the planning document:
Me when a song has honestly nothing to do at all with a character but I played it a lot while thinking about them
really hilarious and unsexy when hetero romantasy authors refer to love interests as males and females. you sound like david attenborough narrating a special documentary on two turtles humping in the mud
7pm and It’s still not completely dark outside, war is over
you should watch this show yeah it made me want to eat microwave rice in a motel 6 for two months. let’s turn it on. let’s just watch one episode
eleven year olds need book series filled to the brim with violence and crime. it's like enrichment for them
saying “i want him” about the character but not in a romantic or sexual way . i just Require him i need to Obtain him
without arts & crafts we are in hell
i will defend that fictional teenage girl with my life. i literally don’t even care what she did. you would’ve done it too if you were her she’s probably handling things better than you would in her shoes
a lot of life can be persevered thru by secretly playing pretend in your mind the whole time
"you're the writer, you control how the story goes" no not really. i wrote the first sentence and then my characters said "WE WILL TAKE IT FROM HERE" and promptly swerved into an electrical fence.
writing? oh, i’m definitely writing. in my head. during the most inconvenient times. like in the shower or when i’m about to fall asleep. actual typing? no, no, we don’t do that here.
you know a fic is good when it has this
people who don't experience hyperfixation don't know what it feels like to hyperfixate so much on something that it becomes not only your subject of obsession but also your source of happiness and literally the main reason why you still keep going; literal source of strength and life.
shoutout to my favorite fictional characters, favorite people, favorite ships, favorite movies, favorite tv shows, fanfics and archive of our own
most important part of the writing process actually is when you loop a single song on max volume and stare at the word document and imagine the characters doing things for 14 hours. this is known as getting in the zone
how do you do, fellow Creatives™
hyperfixation please stay with me long enough to complete the project. hyperfixation do not fade. hyperfixation finish what you started for the love of god
“silver has always been a werewolf’s biggest weakness” says remus lupin while talking about sirius black’s eyes
he wants that cookie soooo bad
the full page (ft my strong sirius propaganda)
Lily Evans my first attempt at drawing her , is she giving sweetheart, intelligent and iconic?đź¤đź’–đźŚžâś¨đźŚ»
Rosekiller girl dads this, rosekiller girl dads that
But how?
What if I say, rosekiller who become foster dads of a little boy who finally has the space to realize she's not a boy (once she finds out uncle Reggie was raised a girl) & end up having a trans daughter because they adopt her once they realize her biological parents would kill her for it :(
Rosekiller girl dads with lore
Remus: Caffeine no longer gives me the rush I need to finish work, so instead, I have Sirius periodically message me "we need to talk" to give me the right amount of fear and adrenaline to keep me going.