Some Sketch Wips Of Headshots I'm Making For A Pricelist In The Future~

Yay, I'm sick, I can't do anything, just wanna rest, no medication or food or anything.

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Yeah dont do the titan if your hearts noy in it. It might not turn out so well. But I started su and got to opals ep and thought that’d be a cool one for you to do! :3

I can never tell if he’s joking honestly but eh, if I get inspiration to do that, then I will but for now the only motivation is from that series 8D opal is great, realistically opal is the one mineral I want to buy eventually (or find) I used to have a piece as a kid and lost it, all I have is opalite which isn’t the same :( cause it is like a surface rainbow rather than inclusions. I have the body down, now I just “sketched” out everything else.

Possibly venting here~

Seriously though, how do I get more "out there" I do what I think is my best, I upload as often as possible, well cept a tad before "lately" I'll admit, I'm easily discouraged, I don't know how to help myself apparently, been trying for ages, but it seems as useful as a ghost knocking on a window asking to be let in. What am I doing wrong, everyone around me is flying by in some sorta way, while I just kinda watch...like I'm running as fast and hard as I can while everyone elses light warps past me. (in general)

I haven’t had the content to post lately, all I have are works in progress pretty much :o all of these are about halfway done. (Except for the center one, those are part of something a lot bigger.) I’m working on a lot of other things but don’t have enough progress for me to post those. Top is Sardonyx(Steven Universe), left is Ruby and Sapphire(Steven Universe), middle are sup guys(Cryaotic),right is Rainbow Quartz(Steven Universe) (If possible ideas would be amazing. When it comes to Steven Universe, characters, themes, motifs, etc. Anything in general. When it comes to Cry, outfits that seem apocolyptic, “cool”, would be fun to sculpt, scenery, detailed gear?,weapons, poses, whatever else that is thinkable of. c: This in particular I plan to be one of the bigger projects I do as well as Max and Chloe from Life is Strage. (Planning stages until I can get the materials I need :D) As for drawing, I don’t know when I can again , poopy computer and lack of drawing supplies, honestly though I’ll probably invest in some copics before the computer.~

Well I might be going to jail or a mental hospital because my dad and husband are trying so hard to lock me up, they called the police on me. of course I’d slap someone who was trying to break my fingers because I was trying to confront them on why they were trying to destroy our room, why they purposelly messed things up for me.

Wip of Lapis Lazuli I was doing on the side of the Xenoblade pic. I love her, she is the closest character I can relate to. (would add better description but the device I am on has to go to who it belongs to now.)

w.i.p it's almost done, just need to do the bg and finishing touches 8D  just a derpy random part of the picture

soo-da replied to your post: Why must I be so slow when it comes to...

I know how you feel ._____. And then there’s days when I draw shit

Exactly~ I mean sometimes it's both, I could be taking super long on something and thinking in my head "This HAS to turn out good right??" even if I think it looks a little off...then I realize, nope, I did bad. 8D

Vent blog link.....

I haven’t done this in a few years but I finally have a sort of price list together, I’m just doing bust-shots for now, but If you are looking for anything else, please ask, I don’t mind discussing it. c:

(this is just where you get the digital files, no physical copy.)

I will draw: people, armor, robo/mechs, anthro, creatures. Payment required before I start, through paypal, (I send invoice first) any questions, just ask.

I won’t draw: ask for now.

I desperately need money, I can’t afford food (I have celiac disease), barely bills and rent as well as financial abuse from our roommate(my dad), I cannot work, I also cannot get ssi and such so stuck in an awkward place. My husband and I are forced to move in a month and a half but have no money saved and am going to lose most of my things and my cats, my husband is so stressed because of my dad and my lack of work that he is threatening to break the lease because we have no food or money for food, he doesn’t get paid until next thursday, I am unable to leave the house by myself without having severe breakdowns and he always gets off too late to do anything else himself. (I am literally stuck in this situation with no other options I’M capable of doing. But I have always planned on selling my art, I just need to do what I can right now) I’ll make a better price list eventually that is more than jist bustshots, I just want to be able to do as much as I can in a timely matter for both sides while testing the waters after all these years If that makes sense.

Thank you so much if you read this.

(Posting so much later then intended)