“it’s okay if I’m not the girl of your dreams or the one you dance with at prom. I just want to be the girl you think about 20 years from now, while you’re staring at your morning coffee, wishing that you hadn’t poured so much milk in because now it’s too creamy to resemble my dark brown eyes.” Journal entry 11/16/14
“..أحببتك بطريقه تمنيت ان يحبني احد بها The way i loved you is the way i wish someone else would love me.”
— Jun 6, 2015 (via iwrite-myheart)
“I still love the people I’ve loved, even if I cross the street to avoid them.”
— Uma Thurman
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“I’ve never forgotten him. Dare I say I miss him? I do. I miss him. I still see him in my dreams. They are nightmares mostly, but nightmares tinged with love. Such is the strangeness of the human heart. I still cannot understand how he could abandon me so unceremoniously, without any sort of goodbye, without looking back even once. That pain is like an axe that chops at my heart.”
— Yann Martel, Life of Pi
Healing isn't about erasing the past; it's about learning to live with it.
cuddling but with your dick inside me
“I kissed him passionately, I even wanted to bruise him, so that he would not be able to forget me.”
— Françoise Sagan, Bonjour Tristesse
“There’s going to be a time, when he falls in love with someone else, and maybe she’ll be just like you. And maybe she won’t. Maybe you’ll look at her and think, what did she have that I didn’t? You’ll wonder what sort of special quality she had that filled the cracks in his soul, the way he said you never could. You’ll wonder what was wrong with you. Don’t doubt there’ll be a time, when he’ll see you with a guy you love, and he’ll wonder why he didn’t keep you when he had the chance. He’ll wonder why he hadn’t realized he was ready for a relationship sooner. He’ll regret not having you in his life. But you won’t.”
— Excerpt from a book I’ll never write