@tantep31
❄ * happy holidays !! * ❄
@j-kylee XD
You know what’s weird is not having a real concept of continuity in your life, for everything but especially for the good things. like you could be doing stuff with people you care about all week, but as soon as you have a day where nobody texts you first it’s like none of it ever counted and it starts to feel like anything you ever do is just a temporary distraction from how lonely your life really is
When Bill Cipher is your Patronus
Rwby !!!!
You drink, knowing it’ll help you escape yourself
You drink and it leads you to sleeping with a stranger
You drink KNOWING it’ll lead you to sleeping with a stranger
You sleep with a friend
You fall in love with that friend
That friend doesn’t love you back
You continue to sleep with that friend knowing that’ll you’ll never be more to them than a distraction
You sleep with a stranger knowing it’ll break your heart
You do it in order to break your heart
You listen to the music that breaks your heart
You put yourself in danger in purpose
Whether it’s something like getting in a car accident without caring or being murdered while walking somewhere you know you shouldn’t walk
You starve yourself
You eat too much knowing that you’ll want to punch yourself until you puke after
So you starve yourself more
You push your friends away
And your family
And you turn into the monster you were afraid of as a child
You know you’re self-destruction when you hold a fucking razor to your arm, finding a place to cut open, or the bottle to your lips counting the pills falling, and then you stop yourself knowing that the scars or the empty bottle will bring attention to your self-destruction, which you can’t have because you know you’ll just seem pathetic, so you stop
And you know that’s what’s keeping you alive.
Pewdiepie: Makes a shitty joke in ill taste YouTube: IMMEDIATELY FIRE THIS MAN!!!!!
Logan Paul: Shows a literal fucking dead body on video and jokes about it YouTube: *………….crickets*
Everytime I see this I love it more and more
jokes aside, i only wish to bring awareness to the possibilities cannabis has for healing the mind, body, and soul. while its commonly used recreationally, we need to educate ourselves on its health benefits regardless of its legality. theres a lot of negative stigma around the plant that has harmed its reputation as a natural herb used for thousands of years.
i speak from personal experience when i say that i would not be who i am now without it, along with the massive spiritual expansion ive been able to connect to because of it. while i do not condone breaking the law, i do implore you to open your mind to the possibilities.
disclaimer: while this nontraditional path of medicine has helped me more than any traditional path ever has, i cant say that it is a path for everyone. follow whatever path best leads you to your healthiest you!
reblog to save a life, i didn’t know this