You Know Who We Don’t Deserve

You are self-destruction when

You drink, knowing it’ll help you escape yourself

You drink and it leads you to sleeping with a stranger

You drink KNOWING it’ll lead you to sleeping with a stranger

You sleep with a friend

You fall in love with that friend

That friend doesn’t love you back

You continue to sleep with that friend knowing that’ll you’ll never be more to them than a distraction

You sleep with a stranger knowing it’ll break your heart

You do it in order to break your heart

You listen to the music that breaks your heart

You put yourself in danger in purpose

Whether it’s something like getting in a car accident without caring or being murdered while walking somewhere you know you shouldn’t walk

You starve yourself

You eat too much knowing that you’ll want to punch yourself until you puke after

So you starve yourself more

You push your friends away

And your family

And you turn into the monster you were afraid of as a child

You know you’re self-destruction when you hold a fucking razor to your arm, finding a place to cut open, or the bottle to your lips counting the pills falling, and then you stop yourself knowing that the scars or the empty bottle will bring attention to your self-destruction, which you can’t have because you know you’ll just seem pathetic, so you stop

And you know that’s what’s keeping you alive.

Three cheers for these guys [x]

me: *opens tumblr in a crowded bus* me: i too like to live dangerously

Person teaching us fire safety: Remember, smoke inhalation kills in 90% of the cases, it’s very fast and you’ll pass out before you can feel any severe pain so watch out and stay safe!!

Me, a suicidal bitch, who has been searching for an easy, painless method of suicide for years: 

i feel so awkward when someone genuinely asks if i’m okay because i really don’t want to lie but i also can’t just tell someone i’m always sad and think about kill myself constantly

this just happened on my dash… 

it happend again

so

we have this app called toogoodtogo where restaurants/cafes/bakeries/hotels and so on sell their leftovers for really cheap to reduce foodwaste

i got all of this for €4 from starbucks

bless

So true 😂

Rwby !!!!

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Bed time stories

As a child : fairy tales Now: gay smut fanfiction