I Go Crazy Every Time I Read Something She Did. Did She Invent A New Kind Of Air? It Makes Me Suffer

Real-life Angel 🪽˖ ࣪ ୧ ｡

This song fits him perfectly. Little treat before I upload my next fic this afternoon :)

— edit by lilyrenecctx on tiktok.

I'm very sad at the thought of going to hell for reading this, but while I was passionate about reading, I was in heaven, so everything is deserved

༺ Tw: NSFW

★ Bill 2011.

★ Female reader.

★ Sub!Reader, Dom!Bill.

★ Teasing, orgasm denial.

| Under request.

Summary: < Bill has been on tour for months, you miss him so much one night you can't take it anymore and you begin to pleasure yourself; But he comes back right at that moment and decides he needs to show you that you can't do it without his help. >

—Lost in you.

It's been a long day, you're laying on the big bed of your shared apartment with your boyfriend after having taken a shower moments before. Your naked body agaisnt the cold sheets, your hands splaying over the soft them.. Suddenly, Bill came to your mind.

<What could he be doing right now?> You thought to yourself. You knew he was coming back home from tour soon, but you didn't know how soon was that exactly. The only thing you knew was that you missed him so bad, and opening his chat to see the pictures he sent you in between concerts or reminiscing your last time together wasn't helping at all.

You felt needy, totally tormented; you had to have him soon in your arms in order to feel complete again.. your hand started to wander down your chest, your nails raking at the soft skin of your tits, immediately dazed by the way you remembered him touching you. Your eyes closed immediately, your hand reaching between your legs without hesitation. There, your middle finger glided along your slit shamelessly, feeling the wetness of yourself, spreading it all over your cunt before you started working yourself up, immediately sparking in pleasure. You couldn't believe you were doing this after so long, you usually wouldn't need to pleasure yourself because there he was to soothe your fire everytime.. but this time it was different.

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Before you started to feel completely breathless, you suddenly heard the door creaking open.. and there he was, staring down at you with an expression that made you tense up immediately. So you quickly let yourself go, sitting up on the bed as if he's never seen your naked body before. 'W-What are you doing here? I thought you were still on tour..' You managed to let out after putting yourself together, blinking your eyes rapidly as your legs pressed agaisnt each other, trying to deny the undeniable. 'Still on tour? no.' He spoke up after what seemed minutes, shaking his head slowly. You cleared your throat and started to shift on the bed to stand back up and give him a proper welcome, but he had another plan. He was already pushing you back down onto the mattress, letting go of his leather jacket which he'd throw somewhere in the room. 'Now, why don't you better tell me what you were doing.. hm?' Bill whispered to you, letting his breath tickle your ear, while his hand went to cup your cheek. You were so desperate you couldn't help but let out a ragged breath at such possessive words, your hands instinctively going to his shoulders, his body pinning yours down.

'I missed you so much.. I couldn't wait, come on.' You tried to convince him, already knowing what would happen next just by seeing the way he licked his lips in such a lustful way; which made you hold back a moan, you wanted that tongue on yours so bad, anywhere on your body. He let out a breathy laugh at your occurrence, but he didn't seem to give a damn. 'You didn't actually cum, did you?' He asked this time, as if it was the only thing that mattered to him.. Somehow, it didn't work out in his mind that you could make yourself come without his help—so you shook your head repeteadly at his question, opening up your legs for him just to let him see the mess that you were for him, your cunt already dripping by just hearing his voice. 'But you were trying to, huh. That's enough to not let you get through with it now.' You shivered at what he said, whining out when he grabbed you by the hips, readjusting your body so his knee would start pressing agaisnt your core - Goosebumps running all over you as he finally leaned down to take you in a crushing kiss; your tongue swirling and massaging agaisnt his, almost fucking your mouth with it, but you just parted your lips further, giving him full access of yourself.

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His lips paused agaisnt yours for a moment, breathing in each other's air before he started to push his knee further, immediately making you gasp, wanting more, so much more than just some friction agaisnt his leg. 'I'm so swollen already.. ugh, please.' You managed to let out in between hot breaths, your tongue picking his drool on the corners of your mouth as you looked up at him, giving him such a lewd scene to look at. But Bill pushed his knee back, which made you buck your hips—at the same time that he was already getting rid of his clothes, just to tease you more. 'You're gonna get just what you deserve, engelchen. Don't worry.' His dark eyes interlocked with yours, knowing already that it was gonna be a long night.. not that you didn't prefer it; your stomach filling with an unusual excitement and anticipation.

While Bill tossed away his clothes, you took a moment to appreciate just how handsome he was, the way the black eyeshadow decorated his deep brown eyes, his veiny hands moving everywhere.. you've missed his body so much it was almost unbearable to look and not touch him at all; but once you were about to reach to him with both hands, he grabbed your wrists in a sudden move, catching them together above your head just with one of his large hands, fingers tightening when you tried to move. 'There you go, I thought I said I'd give you what you deserve, not what you want.' He emphasized with a smug smile on his lips once he saw you couldn't move under his grip.

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With his loose hand, he reached for his hardness, pulling it out his briefs so he could pump it for a few times, making you look hungrier than you were before, almost whimpering at the sight of it. You needed it so bad, his touch, his cock rearranging your insides.. but all you could do was to watch. Your mouth soon ran dry, your legs wrapping themselves around his waist just to pull him closer—because it was everything you could do right now. 'Please, touch me.. I swear I'll do better, I know you want to, please.' You tried to persuade him once more, digging your fingernails into the own palm of your hands, your hips moving in circles till he finally dragged a hand down to your pussy; his fingers running across your folds so deliciously, barely touching exactly where you most wanted.. your mouth opened up again to let out a sonorous whimper, arching your back, your clit aching to be touched. He kept rubbing from his shaft to the tip slowly the entire time, deviously, feeling hazy because he knew just how much he was making you suffer right now, how desperate you looked, and he loved it.

He let out a cruel chuckle when your eyes started to fill with tears, pleading for something more. 'You can't take it anymore, you need me to fill you up so bad huh.. Am I wrong?' He blurted out, setting himself closer in between your legs, forcing them open as he bent down to make his cock touch your entrance; and just when you thought he was gonna push it inside, catching yourself already nodding eagerly for it—He just started gliding it along your pussy lips, up and down.. feeling how his tip flicked up on your clit everytime he moved his hips forward, and you threw your head back, moaning and letting out incohorent words.

You were so sure you could just come by the friction, but as soon as you were gonna tell him that you were gonna do so, he immediately backed away, 'No, no no.' You sobbed out, legs kicking, and you saw him shaking his head 'no' as he hovered over you once more to start pressing kisses down your neck. 'Please, I was close.. I need you inside of me, I-' You begged over and over again, his hand laying on the side of your face just to soothe you, before he purred; 'You want me that bad, aw baby..' he knew damn well he couldn't take his own teasing any longer, not when he's been months away from you, craving your touch as much as you've craved his all this time.

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So after leaving a few more wet kisses around your neck, taking his time to savor your already salty skin due to the sweat, dipping his tongue into your collarbone—He finally pushed himself into your tender flesh, his cock completely disappearing into you as you tried to hold onto him after the incredible jolt of pleasure you felt right at that same moment.

Your hands gripped at his shoulders tightly, trying to adjust to his size as you arched your back up to meet with his chest, both of you enjoying how you were responding to each other's touch as you two moaned in unison. Bill couldn't hold onto his self control any longer, thrusting deep into you at an almost brutal pace, the headboard smashing agaisnt the wall as loud sounds filled the entire room.

His hands moved frantically across your body, squeezing tight on your hardened peaks occasionally and going to hold on your hips to keep you in place as he fucked you in that same desperate tempo. 'Hm! I'm gonna.. oh god,' You felt yourself losing composure, the heat spreading under your skin as you tried to hold back your moans, but it was almost impossible when he was pounding into you with no impediment.

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Bill could feel you spasming under him, acknowledging you were at your absolute edge, no turning back now—He moved his fingers under your chin, just so you'd look into each other's face when you did so. And after a few more aching thrusts both of you ended up orgasming, his seed pushed deep inside of you as your fingers went to tangle into his hair, your breath hitching at the ecstatic feeling of his dick pulsing inside of you, something you've forgotten while he was gone. 'Fuck.. I never thought I could live without this for so long.' He grunted, and then he swallowed hard—his body going limp agaisnt yours, closing his eyes as your arms wrapped around him, keeping him in place on top of you.

A/N: Might be kind of short, but I'm trying to improve the quality of my writing. :)

WHERE CAN I BUY A DOLL WITH YOUR APPEARANCE?

Literally me,

I love blythe dolls so bad! they're awfully expensive though. If I wasn't terrible at crafting I'd custom one myself :-)

Can anyone share some clean panties with me?

You're so smooth;

If you want, you can bite me.

And i won't move, you won't lose me to thunder or lightning. But you could, to crowded rooms.

I like that sound you make when you're clawing at the edge, and without escape

Do you like that, baby? I could make you cum 20 times a day. Close the door, let me in. If you love me, keep it to yourself.

—Ethel Cain, Vacillator.

He's so adorable, I could eat him

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do u take requests?? :3

Yes, sure! I want to say that everyone can leave me a request if they want to do so, so go ahead for those who have not done so yet

ೀ Wrap Your Name in Lace & Leather. ೀ

Let us make thousand mistakes, cause we will never learn. You're my obsession, my fetish, my religion. My confusion, my confession.

The one I want tonight.

—Obsession, Cinema Bizarre.

Don't talk to me Bill Kaulitz is in Coachella

I'm still trying to figure this app out. I want moots that are into Tokio Hotel mostly though so keep 'em coming! I'd also like to make friends with my same age range if possible.

♡ Dm's always open if any of you wanna talk ♡

My community.

| Masterlist at the end |

I also like other bands such as bôa, hole, jack off jill, mazzy star, the sundays & she wants revenge! & artists such as Lana del rey, Jeff Buckley, Fiona apple, Marina n Shakira. :-)

- About me;

She/Her.

Bill girl, obviously!

I'm nineteen.

Don't interact if anything related nsfw bothers you.

I'm from Spain, so of course that's my first language.

Currently trying to collect all of tokio hotel's discography.

My favorite song rn is Elysa, even though that changes all the time.

Into makeup n 2000s stuff.

My favorite movies are Coraline, Logan & Leon the professional.

I will write sometimes, so feel free to drop your request.

I can write mostly about anything, as long as you give me a detailed plot.

I'll write about all the members, no matter the era as long as they're not underage.

What I won't write about: Twincest or hardcore topics, such as eating disorders, rape etc.

Masterlist;

✧ Bill eats you out ✧ I want you so bad

✧ Held in his hands ✧ At your mercy

✧ Lost in you

It's so unfair that the almighty force separates people who understand each other by such distances, surrounding them with the wrong people. But what's even worse is that these people can find each other on the internet, knowing that it's unlikely that they will ever meet in real life.

Hate to say that the only person who gets me right now lives more than 13.000 kms away from me :/