Can anyone share some clean panties with me?
You're so smooth;
If you want, you can bite me.
And i won't move, you won't lose me to thunder or lightning. But you could, to crowded rooms.
I like that sound you make when you're clawing at the edge, and without escape
Do you like that, baby? I could make you cum 20 times a day. Close the door, let me in. If you love me, keep it to yourself.
—Ethel Cain, Vacillator.
I THOUGHT IT COULDN'T GET ANY BETTER, BUT THIS IS CLEAR PROOF OF THE OPPOSITE.. DID I REALLY LOSE MY WAY, ONLY TO ACCIDENTALLY FIND THE WAY TO HEAVEN? FINE, I'LL EAT BILL, IF NO ONE OBJECTS
Hii ! Could you make Bill x Female reader, I don’t know how to word this properly but it would start with Bill and the reader just hanging in his room cuddling or wtv and it turns into a make-out session which then leads to gentle sex ? AND could you also add like size kink to this sorry if that’s a lot , thank you !! 🤍
★ Bill 2009.
★ Female reader.
★ Sub!Reader, Dom!Bill.
Summary: < You and Bill are spending the afternoon at his apartment; you two are watching a movie till he decides he should pay some attention to you instead. >
—Tenderly yours.
You were sitting in Bill's room, right on his large bed. You came over that afternoon to spend the night at his place, since you two couldn't see each other all the time.—You were waiting for him to come back with some snacks as he promised; your hands holding yourself up as they laid across the soft dark sheets, your gaze averting from the tv in front of you towards the door as soon as he appeared back inside with a few small bags of candy in his hands, you immediately smiled at the sight.
'Missed me?' He talked playfully, raising both eyebrows as he set it down on the mattress, not before giving you a chaste kiss on the lips. 'Oh you don't know how much.' You retorted dramatically, bringing a hand up to your chest with a wide grin on your face.
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Bill immediately rolled his eyes, and you picked up some of the candy he brought; he knew your exact taste, and that just made it even more sweet. 'Hmm sour worms.' You let out happily, popping one of them into your mouth and closing your eyes tight for an instant, savoring the taste immediately. 'But don't keep 'em all to yourself.' He hummed, and as soon as he spoke up, you turned your head at him and placed one of them into his mouth, motioning for him to open up for you.
Bill gave you a wide smile at the same time he chewed on his candy, his eyes squinting, which made you wrap an arm around his torso, pressing yourself up onto him. He was so cute when he wanted to be. 'Alright, what was this movie even about?' He suddenly muttered, his eyes looking back at the tv in front of them as if he wasn't even pay attention all this time.—you just shook your head in disbelief, flicking him on the arm before scooting closer, sitting up right next to each other, as close as you two could; one of your legs above his much bigger ones, your arm wrapped around his, and head falling on his shoulder. 'Pay attention.. then you'll know.' You whispered eventually, bringing another piece of candy to your mouth while he only huffed at your words.
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For a while, he just sat still and watched the movie with you, which he didn't care in the slightest about. But soon, his hand that laid around your shoulders started to softly drag its fingertips around, watching you instead for a moment. Of course, you noticed.. you knew he was up to something, so you just decided to give in and look back up at him, giving him a curious look.
But there was nothing curious about the way he leaned in to kiss you, just like that. You let him do so anyways, your hand going to cup the side of his face, holding onto him so dearly.. you've missed him so much—and it was clear he had too, so you knew this would come at some point of the night, not like you'd complain.
Bill put just slight intensity into the kiss, just barely, wanting to savor your moment together. He wasn't known for being exactly rough, since the first time, he's always been really gentle with you, something you've always loved about him. He never rushed you, or pushed you too far.. he was just perfect.—The perfect one for you.
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His delicate touch moved down to your chin, holding onto you just so you'd tilt your head up some more, giving himself a better access to your already plump lips. Then, from one moment to another, in a slow and deliberate motion; He pushed you down, hovering over you completely, his eyes opening to roam around and take a look at your petite complexion under his body.
'Hello there.' He said, putting up a smug expression, which you always thought was stupid; your eyes also opening to give him a smile, arms wrapping around his neck as soon as you got the opportunity, reaching up to nuzzle your nose agaisnt his in a tender way. 'Hm, hi dummy.' You said in return, chuckling at the way his hands were already making themselves a part of you, running them up and down your torso, sneaking under your shirt even, his thumbs soothing the skin in circular motions as his lips pressed on your face a few times—down to your jawline, your neck..
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Your hands played with the hairs on the back of his neck at the same time, which made him shiver to say the least, your touch light as a feather as always; your lips parting once more, but this time to leave a few heavy breaths. He always knew how to make you feel completely cherished—the world outside seemed to fade, leaving only the two of you.
You felt how he slid off your shirt, and you helped him by lifting up your arms for him. He couldn't help but smile at the sight before him, your skin radiant, glowing softly in the light of the only thing on in the room. 'If only I had you like this whenever I wanted..' He told you in a quiet, reverent tone. But the only thing you could do was to respond with another kiss, this time, letting him enter his tongue in your honeyed mouth—you also tried to work to get his top off, clutching agaisnt the fabric as he pushed himself closer against you for a moment, making you want more.
Once he finally let you take off the piece of clothing, your hands instantly went to gently sway along his chest, up and down, your touch a soft melody for him. 'I could kiss you for hours, never get tired of you.' He cooed right on your ear, before his hands glided gracefully towards your hips, making them buck upwards for him to pull down the thin pajama pants you decided to wear earlier for comfort. At his words, of course you had to look away—he always got to make your face flush up after any interaction, as small as it was. And you secretly loved it.
Once you were laying there, on your panties, he grabbed ahold of you effortlessly, melting into a hug as a hand caressed the side of your leg. 'How small, hm? you fit so perfectly in my arms.. exactly where you're supposed to be.' Bill said lowly—The way his voice reached you, so tender and calm, made you feel so safe.
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You closed your eyes once you felt his hips shoving together into yours, having to bite back a moan; your hands betraying yourself, shakily moving them down towards his waist, pulling at the waistband of his sweats, letting him know that's what you wanted, along a nod of your head.
Your hearts beat in harmony for a moment, his eyes searching for yours again for any sort of confirmation again, but you just pressed yourself on his erection once more, making him sigh. 'I want it.' You said, just so there wouldn't be any more questioning, and as soon as those words slip out of your mouth, he also gave you a nod—getting off you for a moment before he actually ended up in his briefs in front of you.
He looked so sweet even like that, you smiled. Your fingers reaching for him again to keep him on top of you once more, just so this time you'd feel his clothed dick riding up and down your heat. Your eyes fluttered shut, he always took his time to make sure you were all ready for him, even though you didn't need it half of the time.. The desire within you two was incredible at this point, it could be felt all over the room and you bet anyone walking around outside that night did too.
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He was growing crazier each time by the way you felt against him, even if it was some simple friction, he felt like it drove him right to the edge. He moved a hand down to the elastic of your panties, toying with it till he just decided to pull them off carefully, setting them away.. you opened your legs for him some more, so shamelessly, showing him exactly what he was about to dive into. 'Oh god..' He breathed, his mind all fuzzy already as he reached for you; rubbing his fingertips all over your slit, lubricating them with your already wet folds.
You also managed to reach down onto him, sneaking your hand under his underwear to grab ahold of his cock, not making much effort to pull it out, bouncing up towards his low abdomen.—You licked your lips, starting to move from his shaft to the tip, squeezing at it gently, just to get a drop of his precum, watching intently with an open mouth.. the same expression that he had on his face, amazed by the way your hand worked to make him feel good as he slid a finger inside of you, that's when you couldn't help but moan out, your head sinking down onto the pillows. 'Yeah? like this, baby?' He asked you, just to get your approval, to know if you needed any more preparation. Your grip just got tighter around him, humming in anticipation. 'Yes, yes.. make love to me.' You purred to him, lifting your head up just so you could search for his mouth again, iterwining in another kiss—your answer being enough for him to readjust himself better in between your legs, placing one of them around his waist as he pushed himself into your tight entrance, your foreheads pressing together along a loud sound coming from you two, making it hard to keep going with the kiss.
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'You feel so good.. so soft.' Bill whispered to you, as his inches dragged along into your tender walls slowly, taking his time, feeling you so close to him. Your hands laid across his back, your nails gently tracing and leaving a trail of warmth on his skin, which seemed to shiver beneath your touch. He moved one of his hands to your face, wanting to look at it while he pounded into you, wanting to admire the way your face lit up as he made you feel so good as well—his fingers brushing through your hair for a moment, each touch feeling like a promise; The promise of his heart never falling out of love for you.
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You were completely breathless at this point, the frenetic moves of his interlocked with yours, your hips moving in circles as he set a pace on you, fucking you slowly but with each thrust, he just went deeper, and harder; just how you liked. Bill was already dissolving into pleasure by the way you moved under him—trying to clench around him as much as you could.
'You're doing so beautifully.' He praised, almost in a stutter, quietly—which made you throw your head back. The sound of his voice, almost whiny when he was at the edge had you in a trance, wanting to feel him even more, much more.
'I think I'm gonna—' You tried to speak, but he was already attaching his thumb to your clit, applying some pressure to his kneading just to make it more intense for you, much more.
Bill pound his hips into yours, losing the rhythm of before as his own climax approached, giving you an encouraging smirk. 'Don't worry baby, let go.. I've got you.' He whispered, which lead to a much louder sound coming from his lips, when he shoot his massive load into you, your legs immediately going up to your chest—your eyes rolling back at the immense dissolve of pleasure, leaving trails of fire under your chest.
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And you smiled lazily, feeling the gentleness of his presence soon beside you on the bed again, the warmth coming from his body like a quiet embrace, your connection between the both was smooth,—His hands were now more steady, reaching to have you close to his chest, his body enveloping yours along a kiss on the forehead. 'I adore you.' He told you, before you two set off in a deep sleep shortly after.
Nuestro amor, tan prohibido.
Llamas mi nombre y me acaricias con tu amargura mientras mis uñas circulan sobre tu estómago, con saña—pidiendo desgarrarte.
Déjame colarme dentro, compañera; tumbarme ahí, contigo.
Dormir dentro de tí.
Perecer dentro de tí.
୧ ⊹︶︶
Nada tienen de especial, dos mujeres que se dan la mano. El matiz viene después, cuando lo hacen por debajo del mantel.
Luego, a solas, sin nada que perder; Tras las manos el resto de la piel. Un amor por ocultar, aunque, en cueros no hay dónde esconderlo.
Lo disfrazan de amistad, cuando salen a pasear por la ciudad. Una, opina que no está bien. La otra, opina que, ¿qué se le va a hacer? Y lo que opinen los demás está de más, ¿Quién detiene palomas al vuelo? Volando a ras de suelo,
Mujer contra mujer.
Can anyone disagree that it looks magical in this design?
_Closest thing to God I have
𒂭🌑 ever laid my eyes on_
I could bite off my own legs to look up at Bill from floor to ceiling
Hey so idk if you’ve done anything like this already but could you do 2008 era Bill and he has a gf who’s a lot smaller than him (she’s like 5’0) and he has the biggest size kink? Like he loves to dominate her and pin her down, take advantage of how small she is
★ Bill 2008
★ Fem reader
★ Size kink
| First request, hope you like it :)
—Held in his hands.
Bill has always been obsessed with how short you are, for some reason. Since you two started dating he'd always try to tease you and say he could do whatever he pleased with you, since you were so small you wouldn't even be able to fight agaisnt him. Standing at 5'0, people had always been commenting about your height.. but he doesn't just find it cute, he revels in it.
Of course, you'd try to prove him wrong, 'Don't be dramatic, I'm not even that small.' But your resolve weakened everytime you couldn't reach up for something, and he had to help, secretly losing his mind over it. Or even comparing his hands to yours sometimes as well. In the end, it all resulted in him pinning you down every chance he had or scooping you up like a sack of potatoes, as he used to call it. 'You said what?'
In the bedroom, it was worse, that's when you realize just how deep it runs. Soon, his obsession turned into a hunger.
Sunday, 11:34 pm;
Bill pushed you down onto the bed effortlessly, and with the blink of an eye he was already getting rid of your shirt, throwing it somewhere in the room before starting to work on untying your bra with his expert fingers, the sudden change of temperature making you gasp—your tiny hands reaching for his back, grasping onto the fabric that hugged his skin before he spoke up. 'Look at you, little one. Now I got you right where I want you.' He was so hungry for you, he always was, it almost felt like a predator hunting it's prey.
He leaned down to kiss you on your open mouth, his body completely trapping yours agaisnt the mattress but you didn't put up a fight, you knew it was useless.. you just went with the kiss immediately after, letting out a slight moan when his tongue started to interwine agaisnt yours. One of his large hands managed to sneak itself under your pants, your hips bucking up against the cold touch. His fingers quickly finding their way to your crotch, gently running up and down your already wet panties, which of course made him grin. 'So ready to take me, hm?' He let out, even though they both knew that was just one big lie. You would always struggle to take his cock, no matter how much he'd fuck your brains out, you'd just never get used to his size—And god only knows how much that turned him on.
With a bite of his lip, he pushed down the rest of your clothes, immediately leaving you all naked agaisnt the bed, as his hands worked to free himself from his pants, your fingers slid off his shirt at the same time, touching up his slightly worked torso—softly tracing agaisnt the star on his pelvis. 'Someone's eager..'
And he hovered over you again, you loved to feel him all over you, getting lost under his embrace. His fingers teasingly creeped down between your legs, his hand basically covering your whole cunt. You gasped out at the simple touch of his fingertips just grazing agaisnt your clit. 'Please.' You managed to let out, looking up at him with those big eyes he really liked, those you knew he wouldn't be able to deny.
'Yeah? you want my cock, huh baby. Is that it?' He talked softly, he just wanted to look at you asking for it, to hear you; His hand squeezing your small tit with his fingers, toying with your nipple. You just nodded your head quickly, your arms going to wrap around his neck—your fingers tangling themselves into his hair. 'Hm, yeah I want it.. please.' You responded confidently, wrong idea. You bucked up your hips once more to rub yourself agaisnt his clothed dick, just to tease him back.
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He couldn't help but let out a groan, pulsing agaisnt his boxers before he pushed them down to his thighs, not wanting to waste much time. So he grabbed onto his length, redirecting it towards your small entrance and once he started pushing inside; just below the tip, 'Fuck, no, I can't take it-' — That's what he thought. You cried out immediately, shaking your head no but his hand went to lay over your stomach, pressing you down agaisnt the bed so you couldn't possibly move away.
Then, he leaned down to talk softly agaisnt your ear. 'I'll be fast baby, don't cry.' He assured you quietly, closing his eyes as he pressed a few kisses agaisnt your cheek. And then he forced himself inside you, but you only managed to let out a choked out moan, closing your eyes tight at the feeling of his hard rock cock stretching your insides so good. You couldn't even talk by now, a few tears falling down your eyes but his fingers caught them gently, then he closed them agaisnt your jaw, your small face almost disappearing on his grip. 'You wanted this, and now you say you can't take it, mhm? Oh of course you will, sweet thing. So shut up, and stay still.' He told her, leaving no room for discuss as he kept pushing himself further and further, but it only made you grab onto him tighter on his shoulders, even if you wanted to move, you couldn't—your breath hitching everytime you felt his cock throbbing deep into your walls.
Bill moved his slender fingers back down towards your clit, rubbing in circles with his thumb just to ease you up a bit more; as he watched almost mesmerized how your pussy looked trying to take his cock so well.. he couldn't help but let out a hiss at the sight, his brows furrowing. 'Hmm, look at that aching little pussy.' He let out along a guttural moan, his dick sliding in and out of you till he pushed out slowly right just before his tip, you whined as soon as you felt empty, rolling your hips for a moment as your lips parted—you wanted to feel him again, it's like you needed it, you were starting to get used to him. 'Please, please.' You begged to him again this time along heavy breaths, and of course, he gave you just what you wanted. Pushing inside of you again just as slowly so you could feel his every inch dragging agaisnt your walls, before suddenly slamming the rest deep inside. You let out one high pitched moan, you were so damn tight around him it made his head throw back.
'Aw, you can't handle being empty for even a second? what a dirty little girl you are.' He whispered with a downturned smirk on his lips, his hips moving back and forth tortuously slow as he looked down at the expression on your face the whole time. Of course, you couldn't help the flustered look on your cheeks as he admired the way your tits bounced up and down, his hands moving towards your legs to push them up, making them curl agaisnt your chest, it made you look even smaller than you already were, his own breath hitching at the thought.
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After a few whiny moans, you tried to say something, anything, just to let him know that you were close to the edge—but you didn't have to, he already knew once he saw you rolling your eyes back, your toes curling and your back trying to arch.. but he wouldn't let you, since his hand was still pressing down on your stomach, watching how it showed the bulge of his cock everytime he moved inside of you, picking up some pace.
'You're gonna cum for me already, huh? you wanna cum all over my cock baby.. Then go ahead.' He talked to you once more, encouraging you to do so; And all you could do was let out a weak 'Uh huh', nodding your head a few times. His fingers kept rubbing around your clit, making you moan endlessly and he leaned down to kiss you on the neck with such possession, he owned you and he wanted you to know that. After a few more thrusts, you couldn't take it anymore, you couldn't hold it in any longer so after a loud whimper you finally came all over his cock.. your juices covering him while his fingers went back up to your hips, holding you still as you clenched around him after your orgasm took over, which drove him right to the edge.
'Oh fuck- that pussy is gonna drive me crazy.' He let out before he came inside you with the same intensity as you did, with a last thrust he shoot all of his cum right into you, till the last drop. Your body went completely numb under his, his cock pushing back out of you slowly, both of you letting out a deep breath at the same time.
Then you moved both arms up shakily to wrap them around his torso, searching to soothe yourself after he had successfully rearranged your guts again—And Bill laid right beside you on the bed, his eyes narrowing at the sight of you, so vulnerable agaisnt his touch.. his arms wrapping themselves around you, holding you close before he quietly let out, 'All mine, you're all mine.'
JUST LOOK AT THIS COLOR!! OH MY GOD.. My blood pressure drops exactly like this gradient when I see her amazing posts..
Hey! I want moots that are into Tokio Hotel and/or interested in fanfiction, which I'll write often, so keep 'em coming! I'd also like to make friends with my same age range if possible. :)
♡ Dm's always open if any of you wanna talk ♡
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I also like other bands such as Bôa, Hole, Jack off Jill, Mazzy star, The Sundays, Cinema Bizarre, Panik, Extremoduro, HIM & She wants revenge! & artists such as Lana del rey, Antonio Orozco, Jeff Buckley, Lady Gaga, Fiona apple, Marina n Shakira.
- About me;
She/Her.
Bill girl, obviously!
I'm nineteen.
Don't interact if anything related nsfw bothers you.
I'm from Spain, so of course that's my first language.
Currently trying to collect all of tokio hotel's discography.
My favorite song rn is Elysa, even though that changes all the time.
Into makeup, 2000s stuff, esoterism n journaling.
My favorite movies are Coraline, Logan & Leon the professional.
I will write sometimes, so feel free to drop your request.
I can write mostly about anything, as long as you give me a detailed plot.
I'll write about all the members, no matter the era as long as they're not underage.
What I won't write about: Twincest or hardcore topics such as; eating disorders, rape, mafia, violence etc..
Masterlist;
✧ Bill eats you out ✧ I want you so bad
✧ Held in his hands ✧ At your mercy
✧ Lost in you ✧ Quiet desire
✧ Tenderly yours
— Love don't break me:
✧ 1st chapter
Art of Loving
PAIRINGS: Bill 2009 x female reader
GENRE: fluff & smut
SYNOPSIS: “Your mom hates me..” She'll definitely yell at him if she sees all those hickeys you gave him. Bill laughs with you, snuggling closer to himself. “Don't worry,” he starts, playing with your hair. “My mom hates me too..”
WARNINGS: sex, p in v, poor relationship with mother, eating disorder, self-esteem issues
A/N: english is not my native language! I'll say in advance that there is a time discrepancy here, since Bill's piercing described in the story was done later.
A strong wind and heavy rain were running through the streets of Magdeburg. Thunder roared in the thick clouds, and lightning frolicked somewhere nearby. The streets of Magdeburg are damp and fresh. People are gloomily walking about their business, busily holding colored umbrellas over their heads. But you and Bill are in your warm, cozy apartment, drinking raspberry tea and sitting on the balcony, watching people and dogs jumping merrily through shallow puddles.
“Hey, Schatz?” Bill's hoarse voice distracted from the dampness of the city.
You flinch and look at him. “Yes, Bill?” There's a cigarette smoldering in your hands. You and Bill.. Old friends.
His pale honey-colored eyes are directed into yours, and he asks with full seriousness, frowning: “Would you love me if I were a worm?”
You laugh out loud, hiding your face in your hands. Bill is still serious. Through your laughter, you say, “Listen, have you been taking anything?” You put out your cigarette on the iron railing of the balcony.
The brunette mutters indignantly, “I'm just curious! Well, answer me seriously!” He frowns and purses his lips resentfully.
“Okay, okay. Yes Bill, I will.” You smile and kiss Bill's broken knuckles, his wounds contrasting strongly against his pale skin. You're frowning. “Where did you get your knuckles hurt like that?”
The grin on his pale face began to play. “I hit the wall, Schatz. Because I'm an angry teenager.”
You let out a small laugh and stroke his hands. “An angry teenager who is 19 years old? Very interesting.” Bill rolls his eyes and clucks.
“And why did you hit the wall? She didn't do anything to you.” You mock him, you smile.
The brunette shakes his head, leaning his hands on the railing, rubbing his painted eyes. “She called me a jerk. What an idiot. Can you believe it?” He looks at you hopefully. You shake your head, laughing, and pull him by the back of his head, gently kissing his mole under his lower lip.
Kaulitz lifts the corners of his lips. “I don't deserve you, Schatz. You're amazing.. I'm just a piece of trash.”
“Stop it, Bill. Your depression shouldn't affect my attitude towards you in any way. You're wonderful.” You easily lift his black sweater, run your fingers over his protruding ribs.
Bill is painfully thin.. He smiles, wincing slightly at the tickle. “Okay, okay, but I still don't understand how you can love me after all that I've done. You're crazy, Schatz. You're an alien.”
“You've revealed my secret!” You laugh softly and kiss his thin, pale neck, removing his dark dreadlocks so as not to interfere.
Kaulitz lifts you up in his arms, holding you by the buttocks. “Come on! I've been waiting for this for so long! Give me your sweet lips..”
You shake your head and frown. “Bill, I'm fat, don't lift me up.” You kiss his neat nose. You can't kiss, it'll cloud your minds, blow your mind off. You feel like he's putting you on the balcony railing. Dangerous. Nice.
Bill presses his weathered, rough lips to yours, the taste of nicotine and berries in his mouth, the wind blows harder, hugs your shoulders, plays with the hem of your shirt, under which only underwear is. “You and I are such good friends, aren't we?” You're smiling, mocking me again.
You feel Bill kissing your neck, gently but biting. See how his hands are shaking. Just a second ago, you were just standing there and having a heart-to-heart conversation. He kisses you wetly and buries his long fingers in your hair. The night sky is covered with stars, like rhinestones on a black velvet fabric.
You wrap your long legs around his pelvis, wrap your frozen fingers around his neck. He holds you tightly by the waist, preventing you from falling from the tenth floor. Your short hair is blowing in the wind, his eyes are completely black, the pupil overlaps his bright amber iris. Tears are streaming from your eyes, you don't understand why.
He whispers, breathing heavily, “I.. Love you..” Lips are joining, rain and wind are hitting in the face, teeth are trembling from the cold. Your bodies are hot despite the cold outside. The skin touches, burning each other. You can feel him biting your tongue and lips. Heartbeat is pounding in temples, and ears are throbbing. Bill's hands creep under your thin shirt, stroke your delicate skin, he does not leave your lips, kisses are more and more ragged, dirty, wet.
Your chest is heaving. Both of them have wet hair from the rain. Bill looks into your eyes, and.. Smiling. You smile back and hold him close, massage his scalp, catch a sigh from his lips. You drop your head on his shoulder, breathing heavily.. You laugh and kiss his bare collarbone: “Your mom hates me..” She'll definitely yell at him if she sees all those hickeys you gave him.
Bill laughs with you, snuggling closer to himself. “Don't worry,” he starts, playing with your hair. “My mom hates me too. She always hated all my girlfriends. She still wants me to be with that empty-headed blonde from my school, her friend's daughter. But I don't give a fuck.. I'm not doing this for her, but for you.” He hugs you tighter and kisses you on the forehead.
You smile and kiss his plump, bitten lips. “Stop biting them, seriously.”
“I can't, Schatz.” He gently kisses your neck, the touch of his lips makes goosebumps run through your body. His hair tickles your body. Some gloomy passerby shouts at you, calling your actions disgusting and depraved, and that you shouldn't do it, because people see them.
Bill pulls away from your lips, looks at you coldly and gives him his middle finger. He looks back at you and kisses you on the forehead. “Do you want more, Schatz?”
“Pervert.” You kiss his nose. Bill has tongue piercings, eyebrows, septum, and snake bites lips. You gently run your thumb over his lip piercing. “Your mom scolded you for the punctures, didn't she?” You're smiling slyly. Bill gently kisses your finger.
“She tried to stop me, but I'm 19, and I do whatever I want with my body. With her screams, she even gives more reason to disobey.” He lets out a chuckle. Bill's mother thinks you're spoiling him. You have a lot of piercings yourself. He lifts his hands under your shirt and runs his icy fingers over your hot skin.
“By the way.. How's your math score? Does your mom already know?” You stroke his face, kiss his forehead, and remove the strands of hair that get in his way.
“She doesn't know yet. The mother will scream, again. She's always screaming about everything.” He kisses you behind the ear, and softly whispers, “Let's skip school tomorrow? Let's say you're sick. We'll be alone in my room all night. Just you and me..”
“I'd love to, but this will be your fifth absenteeism in a month. You'll be expelled, and your mother will hate me even more.” You smile and laugh briefly, even though it's not really funny at all.
He kisses your whole face. “I don't care. I absolutely don't give a fuck about my mother and my studies, I'm so tired of this shit. The only thing I care about is you. You and my desires. Will you stay with me tomorrow, or are we going to continue our argument all night?”
“I love you.” You're kissing his own plump lips. “But, let's take all the exams for five first, okay? I'll help you fix the deuce. Especially considering that you've already passed 4 exams perfectly! Now pass the math and that's it!” You stroke his hair. “What are you going to do after school?”
He strokes your face and kisses your ear, whispers in a hoarse voice: “I haven't decided yet, I have at least a month ahead of me. But first, I'm going to do some wonderful things with you tonight..”
You smile and slap him on the forehead. “You're good at drawing. Why don't you go to an art academy? Like me.”
He kisses you and squeezes you like you're a toy. Finally he pulls away. “Well, I'll think about it. But I don't know. Maybe I'll accept your offer.”
Three weeks have passed since that day. Bill's mother kicked him out of the house when he told her that he was going to art academy, and not to study medicine, as she wanted. Actually, it was expected, so now he lives with you, in your apartment.
Today is an important day - Bill's graduation. You stand and stare at him when he comes on stage to collect his red diploma for his patience and hard work. You're very proud of him.
He was dressed in a classic black suit, and a dark red tie stood out against his snow-white shirt. Yours, by the way. A short jacket was draped over his shoulders, loose trousers were put on, and he tied his dreadlocks into a low ponytail, not wanting to annoy the director with his appearance even more. He was so incredibly handsome and terribly uninterested in the praise of the director and the many teachers who came out to say their last words to him. Most of the students in the junior, middle and senior grades were crying from the realization that they would not see him again.
His father is standing next to you, and on the other side is Tom, who has already collected his diploma. The mother of the twins did not attend the ceremony, being offended, because besides her, everyone supported your relationship with Bill. His family is very proud of him, looking at him with smiles on their faces.
Bill catches your eye and winks, waving his hand at you. He fascinated you with his appearance. You smile and wave back at him, playfully blowing him a kiss. Bill is embarrassed when he finally picks up his "cherished" diploma, he comes down to you, and you meet him with a large bouquet of white daffodils. He takes your hand, smiling happily, and takes a step back, pulling you in so that you don't interfere with the other graduates and their parents. You rise on tiptoe, you feel his happy, loving gaze on you. He kisses you on the cheek, blushing, and you can hear his sweet laugh for a couple of moments, as if the world ceases to exist around you, as if you are alone in the whole boundless universe. You hear loud screams and applause. The boys from the twelfth grade released a pair of white pigeons into the sky.
“Congratulations, my graduate!” You're smiling.
Bill's father and Tom come up to Bill and hug him tightly, patting him on the shoulder, congratulating him on graduating from high school with excellent grades. Bill smiles sheepishly. Many of his friends and acquaintances also congratulated and said goodbye to him. But his eyes were only on me.
“I did it only because of you, Schatz. If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't have graduated with good grades.” He kisses your cheekbone with his rough lips, and then you can feel them on your lips.
“I'm proud of you!” You kiss him on the forehead, hugging him tightly.
Time has passed, Bill is already in his second year of fashion design, and you are in your third year of architecture. You're sitting together on the bedroom floor in your cozy little apartment. Bill makes sketches for his new collection of clothes, and you build accurate building plans. Kaulitz leans towards you, keeping his hand on your hip. You see that he uses you as a reference, like a living mannequin.
You stare at him and blush when he looks up at you with his piercing brown eyes. “What are you drawing, Bill?”
“I'm painting you, Schatz. You look like a model.”
You bend over to him and kiss his temple, seeing his satisfied smile. He wraps his long fingers around your face and lowers himself down, kissing your neck, whispering in your ear: “You don't even know how often I draw you.. You are the most beautiful creature I have ever seen. And this beauty exists only for me. You're like a rare diamond that I'm hiding in my hands..”
He kisses your neck again, going down to the hollows of your collarbones, his hands slide up and down your thighs, gently scratching them with his black nails and squeezing, leaving barely visible traces. You smile and kiss his cheeks, stroking them with your thumbs.
“We should not be distracted from our work. The session is coming up, which means that the teachers won't be very happy if they see that we haven't drawn anything yet.” You touch your lips to the mole under his lower lip.
He clicks. “We can't, you're right, but I can't concentrate when you're next to me, honey. Your presence is already making me forget everything. You are my universe.” You can feel his hot lips on your neck, again. He whispers, scorching your thin skin with his hot breath: “My dear..” He kisses you on the line of your lower jaw. “My love.” His lips slide sideways, onto your adam's apple, biting weakly. “My diamond.” He's grabbing your artery with his teeth. “My everything.” He runs a wet path with his tongue. “I love you, Schatz.”
His lips are right next to your ear, his tongue is playing with the auricle, and his lobe with several metal rings is being playfully bitten. A wave of goosebumps envelops your body. You pull him by the back of his head and kiss his sweet, plump lips. You feel him sitting you on his lap, running your fingers over his chest through his black T-shirt, gently massaging his tense, tired shoulders. Bill either sighs or moans, throws his head back, wraps his arms around your waist, running his fingers along your back. His tongue slides between your lips, moistening you better than any lipstick, he lays you back on the cold floor, strewn with your sketchy works. Some of them stay under you, but it's not that fucking important. The only thing that matters to you right now is him. And the works can be redrawn.
Your bodies are pressed against each other, his lips don't leave yours, and you can feel him breathing heavily. He pulls away from you, but he's still holding you tight. He takes off his T-shirt, and you look at his big tattoo on his left side. Beautiful. Your legs were wrapped around his pelvis, your body trembled with anticipation in his arms. He smiles at you tenderly, picks you up in his arms and gently lays you on the bed, taking out a lubricant and condoms from the bedside table. He's kissing you again.
“What would you like to do today, honey? Standard or..” His lips stretch into a twisted grin.
“Pervert..” You lightly pinch his forearm and feel how he roughly turns you over on your stomach, lifting you up, forcing you to arch your back. Bill carefully places several pillows under you, adjusting the height that is comfortable for both of you.
“That's what I'm talking about, Schatz.” He presses his chest against your naked body, biting and kissing the back of your neck. He kisses your ear, bites your earlobe. You can feel the young man descending lower, showering your entire back with kisses and hickeys, leaving traces of his teeth in some places. His belt buckle is cold, metallic, pressed against your belt. Kaulitz sinks lower, you can feel his hot breath below.
Bill bites his buttock, kisses it, and massages the other with his strong hand. His lips slide down the inside of your thighs, to your bent knees and calves. He rises higher again, his lips touching you below. You're trembling with pleasure. He savors it, running his tongue between your labia and collecting moisture, smacking his lips, stroking your thighs and buttocks. His cold tongue piercing touches your clitoris, and with a loud groan, you jump up in bed as if you've been electrocuted. You can hear him chuckle.
Bill kisses slowly, wetly, sucks each crease in turn, and you feel his piercing ball gently sink into the hole, making you sob. Bill slides his hot and damn long tongue into your vagina, making you moan. His tongue slides over the wet walls, draws patterns, rubs the barbell in his tongue. You bury your face in the pillow, sobbing loudly and moving your hips towards it. Bill penetrates you with his fingers, without removing his tongue, and leaves a slap on your buttock as you lean forward, slipping away from him. His fingers spread inside in the manner of scissors, stroking the walls, moving like a wave, while he kisses your back, whispering reassuringly in your ear. You can't make out anything anymore.
“Princess..” His fingers work faster and rougher, penetrating deeper, scratching the walls. You sob loudly and move your hips towards him. You're close to the peak, and Bill knows it. He smiles slyly and slows down terribly much. His lips travel down your spine, leaving wet trails. Soon his fingers leave you altogether, with an indecent squish. Impatiently, you hear his belt buckle rattle and his jeans rustle as he throws them away.
You can feel him opening the lubricant and gently sliding his cold, greased fingers into you. A groan escapes from chest. Bill puts his cock in, sliding slowly and carefully deeper and deeper, making you moan. His hands gently stroke your hips, and he begins his movement. His thrusts are smooth, sensual. Bill carefully pulls your short hair into a ponytail and kisses your neck. You swallowed hard, your adam's apple twitched, and Kaulitz ran his long fingers curiously over it. He squeezed your throat experimentally, and you sob, throwing your head back in pleasure, closing your eyes. You want it to never end.
His thrusts gradually accelerate, the bed starts to creak softly, and Bill thrusts into you more fiercely. With each strong thrust, his hand tightens more noticeably on your neck, pulling more and more moans out of you. His rhythm is frenzied, the skin of his thighs collides with his buttocks, creating indecent slaps, natural lubricant and purchased oil mix and squish. Bill breathes raggedly, occasionally does not hold back and moans, driving his cock deeper, sharper, whispers compliments, kissing and biting hard on your shoulders, his voice occasionally breaks. He slows down abruptly, trying to catch his breath, teasing, barely swinging his hips. Holds you firmly in place, not giving you the opportunity to move back.
“Ask me, honey.. Ask for it, Schatz..” He's breathing heavily, his hands are shaking, squeezing your hips.
“Bill.. Bill, please.. please..”
He smiles contentedly and starts thrusting roughly, squeezing your ass and thighs painfully, moaning. The moment of climax overtakes you at the same time, he abruptly enters you as deeply as possible, and through a thin condom you feel his hot sperm. You're breathing heavily. You feel Bill pick you up in his arms and carry you to the bathroom..
You're both tired but happy, you're lying on Bill's chest, tickling him with your wet hair. His black T-shirt absorbs moisture. You're slowly falling asleep. Your drawings were still lying on the floor.
“Thank you for this wonderful evening, Schatz.” He kisses you on the forehead, smiling like a fool. You kiss the corner of his mouth and bite the guy's lower lip, gently pulling back his piercing and releasing it, fully kissing his plump lips.
“I love you.”
“And I love you more, baby.” He takes your hand and gently kisses your fingers. His lips slide to your wrists, nibbling lightly on the thin skin. You bury your fingers in his damp hair, and you feel yourself finally falling asleep.
The only thing you hear is this.. “Good night, Schatz. You deserve it. I hope you'll see me in your dreams.” He lifts the corners of his lips and you pass out.
Still, it's a good story.
Just about the two of you.
OH MY GOD MY LUNGS AND HEART HAVE FAILED.. THIS IS THE SPIRIT OF GOD THAT I AUTOMATICALLY FELL TO MY KNEES
I want to see you break like porcelain,
I want your breath to be taken out of your lungs when you see me appear in front of you.
Look at me; fear in your eyes as I'm cooing in your ear.
'It's alright, I'll be done soon.'