Latest Posts by justannadahfanfictor - Page 3

Reblog if you can grab the fat on your stomach.

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person: *points at leg* why is your leg shaking

me: well my pal my buddy I am full of anxiety

If your down with interracial couples. Reblog.💛

Love is always a beautiful thing. xo

Boys get sad too.

Self harm isn’t just cutting.

(via saveyourselfstayalive)

The less you eat the less money you are spending on food, and the more money you have to spend on clothes. The less you eat the better those clothes will look!

Me and my twisted way of thinking… (via skinnydream115)

*gets naked to go shower* *spends an hour examining every inch of fat on me in the mirror* ……………….. anyways where was I

Why

Why did I even fucking try at the shit I wanted if I knew I wouldn't get it

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Stop Eating

“You disgust me. Look at you. Your thighs are huge, your stomach is huge, and your arms look like bat wings. You could fly with all of the fat on your arms. You smack people with your fat when you wave to someone. You’ll never be pretty. Just put the fork down. It’s THAT simple.” Just a letter to myself.

Self harm doesn’t always happen when a blade touches skin.

It’s skipping meals because you don’t feel like you deserve to eat today. It’s having sex because you want to be used or abused or defiled. It’s drinking recklessly because you might have the ‘courage’ do something stupid. It’s smoking - not because you need the nicotine - because you know it’s bad for you. It’s banging your head against a wall when you’re angry. It’s crossing the road without looking because you lowkey hope a car might hit you. It’s thinking about all the ways you could break a bone and make it look like an accident. It’s not taking painkillers because you want to suffer. It’s taking painkillers in excess because you know it’s dangerous. It’s walking home the more dangerous way because you’re kind of half hoping you’ll get attacked or raped or stabbed. It’s going for long walks at night and getting chilled to the bone and hoping that you get lost so that you can’t find your way back. It’s seeking out triggering material. It’s all the stupid little ways you punish yourself for existing.

Sometimes self harm happens when you put effort into depriving yourself of things you like or need, and sometimes it happens when you don’t put any effort into doing the things you like or need.

It’s a pattern of self-destructive behaviour, and it doesn’t only happen in one way.

List of my personal reasons to lose weight

1. Thigh gap 2. Flat belly 3. Jawline 4. Contour 5. Looking good in changing rooms 6. Self-esteem 7. Be the skinny one 8. Prove everyone wrong 9. Demonstrate my strong will power 10. Control 11. Nobody likes a fatty 12. Fatties live in denial 13. Get healthy / get away from junk food 14. Chubby childhood 15. Bones look nicer 16. Hip bones 17. Petite features 18. Eat to live, don’t live to eat 19. Model body 20. I can motivate others to look good 21. Working out 22. Changing my lifestyle 23. Saving money on food 24. Food does not run my thoughts 25. Be pretty 26. Be happy with my body 27. Setting goals 28. Rib cage 29. Potato fingers are ugly 30. Stop jiggling 31. Everyone likes me better skinny 32. People will try to stop me, I am stronger than their opinions 33. Doing this for myself & nobody else 34. Sense of accomplishment 35. Everything will look good on me 36. Big eyes, lips, & small face 37. Long hair looks better on skinny girls 38. Educate myself about foods 39. I can do what I set my mind to 40. I am stronger than my cravings 41. I am stronger than my body 42. Defined collarbone 43. Bikini body 44. Every angle is flawless 45. To be perfect 46. So my small extremities fit my small body 47. To be others’ motivation 48. 00 = no problems 49. To sit down and not roll over 50. Feel comfortable in crop tops 51. Defined chin 52. Mini skirts

I keep adding to this list and looking at it when I feel weak and about to cave in. STAY STRONG!

I need to be thin.

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I’ll try to get to most or as many as I can.