"we went out just your dad and i, and your brother because he just came from work" ok??? Wake me up then ???
well, at least i got one exam right !!!
Now it's showtime
BLOOD BLOOD BLOOD
Hey, I'm here again¿ I'ven been sososo dead here I was in exams I had at leas 28373937 anxiety attacks:/ Y'all know what that means, right? BINGING:0000 I gained that three pounds I thought I lost last month I feel sooooo fucking bad, and it's not a joke, I thought about purging agAIN AND I DON'T PURGE SINCE JANUARY, I'M GOING FUCKING CRAZY ABOUT MY FUCKING WEIGHT. I tried, I swear I tried. I didn't notice when food became numbers, and I remember how time ago I read some tumblr post about whY DON'T TO RESTRICT FOODS AND ALL THAT SHIT THAT ALL ANA POST TELLS YOU and I said "nah, I'm not gonna be thaaat bad, right?" I feel bad, but I can't stop I'm empty. That's all, but next week or maybe tomorrow, depends on my mood. I'm gonna try to ristrict again, just to be calm. I'm sorry
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While kids still do those weird trends, and I'm still around, you'll never miss them
I love you a lot
I've realized that i am indeed, falling for her. With everything: pain, fear and terror, I'm falling in love again.
I keep repeating the same memory «here's your sweater and... Look what i got». Her holding yellow flowers. She looked so pretty, the way she smiles at me. It's so amazing i can't even describe it.
I just can't get myself together, how is this happening to me again? How did i not notice? I did see the signs. Me staring and smiling like an idiot, i always want to see her and kiss her and... Oh god, i am falling.
She's so special, it feels like she's the voice of calm and reason every time i lose my senses. I love how she's always around, i adore and crave her touch.
I need to write a letter.
INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS GO AWAY GO AWAY INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS
My mind is going SHUSH SHUSH SHUSH out of happiness idk it's so nice WUUUUUUUUU
I feel the JSIDJDKDJLDUSWK UUUUUU that someone took what i think
My mom just said that one of the things I ate had 250 calories
I'm crying I swear TuT
Also, my mom said to me that I need to stop eating, thank you nutricionist.
fast forward, now on: antipsychotics and antidepressants. hi, i use this account as a personal diary, please don't take me seriously, nor try this at home. A D U L T !! super lesbian and in recovery. sincerely yours, Anne.
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