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Boop 😺

(I will boop everyone who reblogs this post, for the record 💖)

Ok but why tho?

Cropped Jumpers made from Upcycled Ski Masks by Lasher Felix

HCs for when MC finds out that V is afraid of spiders? (Just a personal HC of mine but I hope it’s mundane enough to roll with)

Thanks for requesting, Anon!! And don’t worry, your request is fine! 

-V was alone…

-You were out running errands. 

-He was sitting in the living room going through his photos deciding which ones to sell and which ones to keep around for himself..

-He picked up a photo.

-What he saw horrified him.

-There was a spider on top of the photo of the blue sky… 

-It was rapidly approaching his fingers.. 

-He shrieked. 

-Yes…

-Shreiked.. 

-His scream was super girly btw

-At this point, you were just outside the door..

-You heard him. 

-You thought something terrible had happened. 

-You rushed into the living room to see V standing on a chair visibly terrified.

-”V, What’s wrong?” You asked. 

-”He pointed to the floor.

-”THERE’S A SPIDER”

-You rolled your eyes and grabbed a tissue squishing the bug.

-”There, it’s dead, relax.”

-He breathed a sigh of relief before returning to what he was doing.

And that went..... terribly

He broke up with me on boxing day because he "realized he wasn't ready for commitment"..

I was asking him for comfort because my mom was hospitalized and I was terrified, I wanted someone to be with me... and he did this instead... he told me it would be best for me if he broke it off because he "couldn't keep pretending everything was fine" (he hadn't been able to get out and see me... because he's like the biggest coward on earth about snow and ice and his parents arr equally as bad and he would not even try to fight his parents on any of it)

Literally this boy's mom told him to break up with me, that it wasn't worth coming out to help me through that night.....

Like seriously? Did he even stop to consider how this might affect me? Clearly not, or maybe he didn't give a shit.

Really pisses me off, I was nearly hospitalized myself that night because I took two massive, traumatic emotional blows and I was nearly going to end my life. Had it not been for my father talking to him (he agreed to remain friends.... we'll see how long that lasts 🙄) and talking me down, I don't think I'd be here

yea.. after this I'm fucking done with men and their stupid commitment issues and their mama's boy mentality.. hope I meet a woman... or a man who is motherless and more dedicated to the relationship.

And I was so dumb for letting myself plan a future with him... he didn't deserve me, he never did, I should have seen the signs so much earlier...

Anyway, I lost all sense of self and purpose... so Idk what to really do...

I'm trying to do art and the things I love but like everything I do reminds me of him... no matter what it is and it reduces me to a crying heap..

So.... um in honor of this truly nightmarish situation, I'm taking requests... for art, not fanfiction..

H!

I'm back from the dead!

And I have things to talk about 🤭

Last month into this month has been fucking wild for me!

I was connected to a girl my age through my therapist, her name is Sam. We've really hit it off and I now consider her a friend.

Then... for some reason I felt confident enough to make a dating profile.... and

AGAINST ALL ODDS I MET SOMEONE.

Like I live in a town over an hour away from any cities.. but he only lives a half hour out of town... so not a super long drive.

Anyway, we've seen eachother in person twice but I fell so deeply in love with the guy.. and I can tell he feels the same about me... the way he looks at me.... How he talks... He is also a total romantic.. much like myself, so it's been going really good! I'm hoping we'll get to see eachother again next week.

But I never thought I'd ever get into a romantic relationship... if I'm being honest

Don't read on if you're easily triggered by mental health issues and/or sexual themes.

I never intended to be around this long... I was literally planning on ending it all shortly after my 18th birthday... But for some reason... I kept going.. and I'm super happy that I did, otherwise, I wouldn't have ever met my friend and boyfriend.

Seriously...

Things are finally going right for me after so many goddamned years of being alone, isolated unable to find any real connection and incredibly miserable because of it...

I have finally realized I am not unlikeable, I'm not worthless and I can find friends. And for the rest of 2022 and into 2023, I will work as hard as I can to not let my anxiety control me anymore

My next big leap comes in November. I will be looking for my first job!

And here comes the part where I gush about my boyfriend

I now have this dream now where I'm settling down with my boyfriend.... we move into a little apartment in one of the cities nearby (in fact that dream could very well come true... because we both want to go to the same city for college) and we settle into a peaceful domestic life together.... hopefully with cats!

Ok... but like honestly this guy is literally the one I've been dreaming of. He's very attractive and emotionally available, and he doesn't judge me for who I am! I neglected to mention here, but I have discovered that I am agender and my pronouns are they/them... I live in probably one of the most conservative provinces in Canada and to make it worse, I'm in a small town with like 4 churches of the same exact brand of extremely homophobic and transphobic Christianity... I fully expected him to lose interest in me. But no, It hasn't affected how he thinks of me. and he is very careful to respect my pronouns...

He's also very funny (which I really love in people... I can't be around someone who is super serious all the time) I mean... when I last saw him on Monday, we were at my place, playing around (in an adult sort of way) and he discovered my toys

One of them had a suction cup at the base, so he goes and sticks it on the wall a few times... then he sticks it on his forehead looks at me and says "I'm dildo man" we laugh about it together.... and he goes to pull it off his face only to discover it has suctioned pretty hard to his face, so I help him by wedging my finger under the suction cup and lifting it off...

and HE HAS A BIG ASS BRUISE RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF HIS FOREHEAD... We're still laughing our asses off... me almost pissing myself with laughter as we frantically search for way to get rid of bruises and hickeys online... we try the fork method, icing it... everything we can do, nothing works.. so we decide to just take a bath to clean up before my parents get home from a trip they were on (at this point my parents don't know we've had sex... and I wasn't exactly ready to tell them) While we're in the bath, my parents get home and my dad calls out to me... I fucking panic and we get out and dress at breakneck speed.

My parents brought home some takeout and my boyfriend stayed for dinner... he met my mom for the first time... but damn... coming downstairs after that was... super awkward... but thankfully my parents aren't the type to be bothered by that kind of thing, all they needed to know was that we used protection (which we did ofc)

It's funny though, he really gets along well with my dad.. Maybe it's their sense of humour. Or maybe the fact they are both quite talkative..

But damn.....

This guy is special.. and I hope we last for years, decades... life even...

And done.. Sorry about all that.. just had to write this all down somewhere.. It's really hard to contain my happiness right now.

Hi! Can I request HC’s for Vandy dealing with an overworked MC who hasn’t slept in like 3 days?

Haha I’ve been there before.. with school and stuff…  all nighters suck lol. Thanks for requesting, Anon. <3

-You hadn’t slept in DAYS 

-You had piles and piles of paperwork that you hadn’t finished. 

-Vanderwood was starting to get concerned. 

-”MC, You should go to sleep” He’d say every now and then, you ignored him.

-You had just finished your 6th cup of coffee

-You asked Vanderwood for another cup but he refused. 

-”MC, You need rest, please. You can’t keep doing this to yourself. Work can come later.” 

-Vanderwood grabbed your wrist and led you into your bedroom. 

-”Vanderwood, I have to finish this.” You complained tiredly 

-He didn’t listen to your protests as he forced you to lay down in bed, got in beside you, pulled the covers up and locked his arms around you effectively preventing you from getting up

-You sighed in annoyance

-”Vanderwood, please, if I don’t finish this I could be fired.” you pleaded. 

-”If you want, I can do some of it for you.” he suggested. 

-”No.”

-”Then sleep, if you get fired, I’ll deal with it.” 

-You were getting nervous about what he’d do to your boss. 

-But you decided that you needed a bit of rest and slowly drifted off to sleep.

-You awoke the next morning to a phone call from one of the higher ups.

-apparently your boss had been murdered.. 

-And you knew exactly who did it… 

Can I please request Vandy comforting his MC after her family treats her horribly?

Thanks for requesting, Anon!

-You had decided to bring Vanderwood to meet your parents…

-You had thought they’d understand, you’d thought that they would love him or at least respect the fact that you loved him. 

-But that didn’t happen

-All hell broke loose when you mentioned that he was your boyfriend. 

-Your parents started screaming and yelling at you 

-You felt horrible. 

-You felt guilty.. 

-Vanderwood wasn’t going to let that happen for too long 

-”MC, It’s okay, You don’t need to listen to them” 

-They were your parents, you felt obligated to listen to them… What else were you supposed to do? 

-You cried. 

-He put his arm around you and rubbed your back. 

-You kept crying and he kept hugging you. 

-He kept reassuring you that everything would be okay and that he’d talk to your parents to try to smooth things over later. 

-That seemed to calm you down quite a bit.

-You were still upset, but with Vanderwood, you felt as if you could get through anything. 

Zen, Jumin, V, and Vanderwood reacting to their MC being assaulted but trying to hide it so they don’t worry?

Oh man...I had to sit on this for a while to come up with enough content. I think I need to replay some routes lol. Anyway, thank you for requesting, anon!!

Also TW!! If you’re sensitive to themes of abuse, you might want to skip this one...

Zen

-You had been beat up by your ex. 

-You tried your best to hide the bruises and scars with makeup and clothing... 

-You just didn’t want him to worry about you, he had enough on his plate as it was with his acting and all that. 

-But he eventually found out.

-You were both sitting on the couch, watching TV, when he reached for your arm

-You winced in pain. 

-He noticed and pulled up your sleeve seeing the many bruises all over your skin. 

-”Where did those come from, babe” He asked, his voice dripping with concern. 

-”Oh... I fell.” you lied.

-”Oh come on, you can’t get bruises like that just from falling, Please tell me what’s wrong, I want to help you” 

-He gently caressed your face in an attempt to comfort you. 

-You sighed and told him everything.. 

-And let me tell you, he wasn’t too happy with your ex. 

-Zen went out of his way to try and be with you whenever you went out so that hopefully, your ex wouldn’t harm you ever again. 

Jumin

-You had been mugged. 

-You had your money stolen and you were beat up. 

-You had a few bruises and scars. 

-Before going to Jumin’s for the day, you decided to change clothes and put on makeup to hide the bruises and scars on your body.

-You really didn’t want Jumin to worry about you. 

-You were kind of paranoid that he’d find out while you were there. 

-But he found out a few days later. 

-You had thought most of your bruises had healed to the point that the were unnoticeable.

-So you started wearing your regular clothes. 

-But you had one, single bruise just on your side. 

-Jumin questioned you about it when he saw it..

-You denied that anything happened, but he saw right through you. 

-From then on, you had to be with at least two bodyguards at all times. 

V

-You had been randomly assaulted by someone earlier

-Your bruises were mostly quite easy to hide under your clothing.

-You hoped V wouldn’t notice the ones that peeked out from under your clothing. 

-But to your dismay, he noticed almost immediately

-”MC, what happened?” He asked with concern. 

-”Nothing” You replied casually. 

-He knew something was off and he wasn’t gonna let you pass it off as nothing. 

-”Then why do you have bruises?” 

-You sighed and confessed reluctantly. 

-You really didn’t want to stress him out, but you knew he wouldn’t stop asking until he got a satisfying answer. 

-V notified Seven to try to track the guy down. 

-Turns out it was a guy who had just gotten out of prison. 

-He was arrested shortly after you were assaulted.

-V didn’t worry too much about you since this didn’t seem to happen very often and he didn’t want to restrict your freedom. 

Vanderwood

-A crazy ex decided to beat the shit out of you. 

-You tried to cover up your bruises so that Vanderwood wouldn’t notice. 

-He had so much stress from his job and everything.. 

-You didn’t need him worrying about you. 

-Later, you headed to your shared house.  

-He noticed almost immediately. 

-He has a keen eye, he is a secret agent after all. 

-”MC, why do you have so much makeup on? And what’s with the long sleeves?” He asked. 

-You tried to deny it... 

-You tried.. 

-But he was too good at reading you. 

-”Stop lying, MC, something happened, so tell me, who assaulted you” 

-”Fine, It was my ex, you know that one that’s a complete jerk”

-He nodded, knowing exactly who you were talking about. 

-With a little bit of Seven’s help....

-He got rid of the problem.

Nicknames/pet names (Vanderwood HC)

The names he calls you: Baby girl, babe, love, princess, Love of my life.

Baby girl: This one just came naturally... (I think it makes him sound more... fancy XD)

Babe: He started calling you this after you first referred to him as babe

Love: He loves you... With all his damn heart you are his love.

Princess: You don't like this one very much.. He uses this one to annoy you.

Love of my life: You both refer to each other as this... especially when you two are being cute.

^This is one of his favorite things to call you and to be called.

The names you call him: Babe, handsome, Vandy, Vanderbae, Agent, love of my life, Leopard.

Reasons:

Babe: I don't think this one needs an explanation...

Handsome: When you first met him, you told him that he was handsome.... and you still think he's handsome..

Vandy: Just a shortened version of his name... He doesn't mind it too much.

Vanderbae: This one is just to annoy him... He honestly hates when you refer to him as this...

Agent:... I’ll leave that one up to your imagination... ;)

Love of my life: you both refer to each other as this.. especially when you two are being cute.

Leopard: For some reason, he's obsessed with leopard print, so that just became something you call him every once in a while.