MC Who Is Scared Of Needles (Vanderwood HC)

Hey,

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I was posting art there for a while then took a break and I was just thinking I'd get back to it when... bam... It got taken over and now we're here...

So... Like many other artists, I'm using Tumblr again, this time, not for fanfiction, but art.

So I will describe my art journey and where I want to end up for those unfamiliar.

I have been creating art since I was little, I never stopped drawing since I could pick up a pen... but I only got serious about art after I watched the anime series, Black Butler at 12 years old. I started out with colored pencils and pens... sharpies and Crayola pencils plus a ton of cheaper branded colored pencils

Nowadays, I mainly work in watercolours. I find Painting very relaxing, though I'm sort of on and off working on digital art... which I will post periodically.

In the future, I really would love to be a concept artist for a game company... or work commissions! Either would be very fun, I think! I want to go to university for art to really hone my skills and look more legit on a resume ofc.

Here is my most recent piece which will be my profile picture on all art related social media from now on

I try to create a finished piece once every 2 weeks, but I want to try increasing that to once every week!

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:))) Vandy’s reaction to MC spending an entire day spoiling him rotten?

Thank you for requesting, Anon! (I was sleep deprived and had a headache while writing this… so I’m so sorry if this is bad lol)

-You were on a date. 

-Dates were quite uncommon for you two.

-Every previous date, Vanderwood would buy things for you, you were his lovely princess. 

-But that was going to change… at least, just for today.. 

-You had a plan to spoil this boi rotten!!

-The day started with you two taking a walk down a strip mall on one of the streets.

-That was when something caught his eye.

-A leopard print button up t shirt.

-You were determined to get it for him… so when he wasn’t paying attention, you slipped the cashier the money to buy the shirt. 

-He was shocked when he found out. 

-”Baby girl, you didn’t have to do that.” 

-”But I did” You smiled and kissed him on the cheek. 

-”It’ll look great on you” you said. 

-”Since you bought me that, I’ll treat you to dinner.” 

-You nodded… but had arterial motives.  

-You both entered the restaurant and chose a seat. 

-He ordered what he wanted, you ordered what you wanted and had an amazing meal together.

-Once the waiter arrived with the bill, Vanderwood had gotten out his card but you were faster to grab the machine. 

-”I’ll pay” you said sweetly. 

-”No, no you’ve done enough today” He replied attempting to take the machine out of your hands… 

-But it was too late, the receipt was already printed and you’d payed for dinner. 

-He made a mental note to buy you a bunch of clothing and stuff on your next date.

Vandy reacting to MC being turned into a little kid (like 4-5) for a day?

Thanks for requesting, Anon!! I don’t really know how I’m gonna go about this because  don’t spend a lot of time with kids that young and I have no idea how to take care of kids or how they’d act…. So forgive me if this isn’t good.

-You were messing around with seven’s inventions…

-When you came across a big red button. 

-You couldn’t resist the urge to press it

-Once you did… 

-You felt smaller…

-You were smaller

-You felt the urge to cry… 

-So you cried… for no reason. 

-Vanderwood was in the room next to the one you were in, 

-He heard what sounded like a child crying.. 

-But how could there be a child… in Seven’s house? 

-He entered the room you were in. 

-There in front of him, was a young girl who looked almost exactly like you..

-She was even wearing your clothes… but smaller. 

-”Vwandwerwud” You babbled

-”MC?” 

-You nodded

-”How did this happen?”

-You pointing at the button. 

-”You pressed a button and now you’re a child…” 

-He left the room to find seven. 

-”SEVEN!!! MC touched one of your useless inventions and now she’s a child.” Vanderwood yelled at the younger male. 

-”Turn her back to normal, NOW!” 

-Seven scratched the back of his head and laughed nervously.

-”You see… I can’t do that… “

-”Why?” 

-”The effects last for a day more or less.” 

-”So you’re telling me I have to take care of my girlfriend as if she were a baby for A DAY?” 

-”Yes” 

-Vanderwood grunted then walked back to the room you were in. 

-Only to find you…

-Playing with the robot dog…

-THE FIRE BREATHING ROBOT DOG!!!

-”HEY, MC, DON’T GO NEAR THAT THING” 

-You looked up at him with innocent eyes. 

-”Good doggy” You patted the thing’s head.

-Almost immediately, you were scooped up into Vanderwood’s arms. 

-You were brought into the living room where he could keep an eye on you. 

-But it wasn’t over yet… oh no no… You went back into the storage room where Seven kept this inventions and brought out another thing.

-This time, the cat. 

-Vanderwood was horrified when he saw it. 

-”MC, Don’t touch seven’s inventions!!” He said before grabbing the cat and throwing it back into the storage room. 

-You started crying. 

-”I WANT THE KITTY” You whined. 

-He sighed. 

-Just a day of this.. then it’s over Vanderwood. He thought

-All day, he had to deal with you disobeying him and crying.. 

-He hated every second of it..

-He was glad when it was over.. 

-He swore to never ever have children…Ever. 

Could I please request Vanderwood comforting MC after a nightmare? I love everything you’ve written for him so far!!! Thank you for giving him the love he deserves!!!

Thanks anon, I’m really glad you like my work!! You’re actually my first request, so thank you very much for requesting, I hope you like this one too! :D 

-You woke up in a cold sweat, your heart was racing, you had a nightmare.

-It was one of those intense, realistic nightmares, you’d dreamt that the Intelligence Agency had gotten to Vanderwood, they had murdered him right in front of you and were about to kill you when your dream ended.

-Vanderwood had woken up a few minutes before you from you kicking him and screaming. 

-He was confused at first but soon realized what was going on. 

-Vandermom mode activated

-”Hey, It’s okay, it was just a nightmare”

-He wrapped his arms around you, pulling you into his chest. 

-You violently sobbed. 

-”Idiot, you’re getting my shirt wet” He complained making you chuckle slightly. 

-”Sorry, I can’t help it” you replied. 

-He smiled and kissed your forehead 

-”That’s okay baby girl, I was kidding” 

-You nuzzled your head into the crook of his neck

-”want to talk about it or something?” 

-you told him about your nightmare.

-”I’m not going anywhere, not for a long while, Everything will be fine babe.” 

-you smiled at his response

-You felt yourself being lulled back to sleep from the steady sound of his breathing and heartbeat. 

-Before you knew it, you were asleep again. This time, you had a pleasant dream.

-Vanderwood watched you sleep for a little while before falling asleep himself.

Never done this before... Send a character (or multiple), a number, and a section (fluff, angst or general) This is also on my side blog for Wammy boys. Have fun requesting ❤❤❤❤

Prompt List #1

A/N: phew finally finished my first prompt list. a vast majority of these are my own but there are a few that I found online/was inspired by.

Prompt List #2

Fluff

“Is that my shirt?” “You mean our shirt?”

“It’s you, it always has been.”

“You’re everything I could’ve wanted and more.”

“Kiss me.”

“Home stopped being a place when you entered my life.” 

“You should probably go home.” “But I’m already home.”

“You’re an idiot.” “But you love me.”

“I’d do anything for you.” 

“You took all the pillows so I’m using you as one.”

“Stop moving and let me braid your hair.”

“I’m so proud of you.” 

“Could you say that again?” “Were you not listening?” “No I was, I just like hearing your voice.”

“I didn’t think it was possible to love someone this much.”

“You are my family.”

“I’m right here.”

“Can you just please hold me?” 

“I’m pretty sure (you’re/she’s/he’s/they’re) my soulmate”

“You come here often?” “Well considering I work here, yes.”

“You know, I think my (mother/father/parents) would be proud if I brought (you/her/him/them) home.” 

“I just want to see you happy.”

“I haven’t seen (her/him/them) smile like that in ages.” 

“You made me a better person. Thank you.” 

“I’d rather live in the woods with you than in a mansion with some (girl/boy/person) I barely know.”

“This reminded me of you.” 

“Your hair is really soft.”

“You’re really warm.”

“Are you blushing?”

“Can I stay here tonight?”

“Because I love you.”

“I’ve been in-love with you since we were kids.”

“I’m never going to leave you. I promise.”

“Make a wish!”

“I love seeing you smile.”

“Why are you wearing my sweater?” “Because it smells like you.”

“I just want to be there for you.”

“I couldn’t get you out of my mind.”

“You’re just a softie.”

“You owe me.” “Fine, whatever you like.”

“You’re safe now, I’m here.”

“Why are you scared of loving?”

“You are crushing me right now.”

“Darling I love you and all, but please step out of the kitchen.”

“I love you.”

“You’re an idiot.” “But I am your idiot.”

“Take my hand. Just trust me.”

“You’re hurt. Please just let heal it.”

“At least let me clean it.”

“I told you to take care of yourself.”

“You’re the only thing that matters.”

“Stay.”

Angst

“I’m leaving.” “Of course you are, that’s all you know how to do.”

“You started drinking again, didn’t you?” 

“You promised you’d stop drinking.” “And you promised you wouldn’t hurt me!″

“But it’s my fault right?”

“I don’t want to feel this. I want to be numb again.”

“You’re lying to me again. Why can’t you just tell me the truth for once?” 

“I love you.” “No you don’t” 

“I can’t lose you.” “You already did.”

“Did it mean anything to you? Did I mean anything to you?”

“How was I such an idiot, to believe that you, out of all people, could ever love me?”  

“I loved you.” “Then why did you let (her/him/them) get in between us?”

“Maybe they were right, you never did change.” 

“This is all in my head. It’s all happening in my head.”

“Don’t you dare walk away from this!” 

“What gives you the right to just waltz back into my life after all the pain you’ve caused.”

“You’ve changed.”

“You win, happy?”

“Any other lies left to tell me?”

“Why did you wait until I moved on?”

“Don’t look at me like that.” “Like what?” “Like you still love me.”

“Its (her/him/them), isn’t it?”

“It’s always been (her/him/them).”

“When did you stop loving me?”

“Let me go.”

“You’re not you.”

“I miss the old you.”

“What happened to their happily ever after?” “Not all love stories get a happily ever after, sometimes it’s just once upon a time.” 

“Move out of my way before I make you.”

“You deserve better.”

“I risked my life for you.”

“I never would’ve thought (she/he/they)’d end up with someone else.”

“They were perfect for each other.”

“I was happier with you.”

“I would’ve done anything for you.”

“I loved you. I loved you so so much but you hurt me.” 

“They warned me about this.” “About what?” “You.” 

“Lie to me. I don’t care what you say, just lie to me. Make me feel okay again.” 

“You broke me.”

“You just threw four years of friendship out the window.”

“Hasn’t this addiction done enough damage already?”

“Sorry doesn’t fix everything.”

“You promised.”

“I don’t need help! I need an end to this pain.”

“What am I in your life? Because as of lately I feel as though I’ve been nothing to you.”

“Leave.”

“I can’t keep playing pretend.”

“You deserve so much better.”

“Give me one reason why I shouldn’t leave.”

“I wish we never met.”

“I’m sorry I’m not enough for you.”

General

“I love you.” “Tell me that when you’re sober.” 

“It’s pouring rain why are you here?”

“I love you.” “You shouldn’t.”

“Where are you?”

“What happened?”

“Have you been taking care of yourself?”

“Is that blood?” “Yes but that doesn’t matter right now, what does matter is-” “You are literally bleeding.”

“Is that my book?”

“Are they dead?”

“You want to play pretend? Well two can play at that game.”

“Did you know that you talk in your sleep?”

“Come back to bed. Please.” 

“You’re who they warned me about.” 

“Come back.”

“You should’ve listened to me.”

“I haven’t seen you in days.” 

“Are you jealous?”

“Cheers, I’ll drink to that.” “You drink to everything.” “Cheers!”

“Why is there a deer in the room?” 

“Is that vodka? At 7 in the morning?”

“It’s not my choice.”

“Can we take this home?”

“Hey, look at me. Focus on me alright?” 

“I haven’t seen (her/him/them) smile in months.”

“(She/he/they) don’t belong with (her/him/them)!” “Than who do(es) (she/he/they) belong with?” “…..with me.”

“Come home.”

“I hope you’re happy.”

“They don’t need to know.”

“I made this for you.”

“Why is arson always your first answer?”

“Is this really the time for jokes?” 

“You always do this.” 

“Wake me up when it’s over.” 

“You look happy.” 

“I’m sorry, do I know you?” 

“Why can’t I get you out of my head?”

“Do you want that?”

“Don’t let go.” 

“Just let me stay.”

“Can I at least tell my side of the story?” 

“Do you trust me?” 

“Are you flirting with me?”

“Is the weight of your sins too heavy?”

“Just let me see (her/him/them) one last time. Please.”

“Are you afraid to die?”

“Are they really ‘just a friend’?”

“I wasn’t lying when i told you that I loved you.”

“I won’t hurt you.”

“Have you been sleeping?”

“I didn’t know where else to go.”

Can I please request Vandy helping his insomniac MC try to sleep?

Thanks for requesting, Anon!

-You couldn’t sleep. 

-You tossed and turned but to no avail. 

-All you could do was stare at the ceiling waiting for your precious sleep to overcome you… 

-But it never did. 

-You sighed loudly. 

-Your boyfriend, Vanderwood was sleeping peacefully.

-You were jealous.

-How could he fall asleep so easily? 

-Vanderwood felt you moving around, trying to get comfortable. 

-He turned around. 

-”What’s wrong?” He asked

-”I can’t sleep.” 

-”Why?” 

-”I don’t know” 

-You smashed your face into your pillow. 

-This was frustrating.

-Without warning he wrapped his arms around you.

-He’d hoped that would relax you enough

-But nope.. You couldn’t fall asleep.

-He sighed grabbing a few things.. Lavender scented lotion and a melatonin pill. 

-He handed you the pill, you took it… 

-Then, he started to massage your back with the lavender scented lotion. 

-You finally started to relax.. 

-He noticed that and kept going. 

-By about 5AM you were finally fast asleep.

-And of course he let you sleep for as long as you needed. 

Vandy with MC who suddenly sits on his lap and tries feeding him chocolates?

Thanks for requesting, Anon!! 

-You were bored. 

-Earlier, you’d bought a box of chocolates for Vanderwood and yourself to eat… 

-But you’d been the only one eating them… You suspected that he didn’t even notice them 

-You had an idea. 

-You were going to sit on Vandy’s lap and force feed him the chocolates you’d payed for with your hard earned money!

-He was sitting on the couch.. 

-You joined him… by sitting on his lap. 

-Vanderwood wasn’t expecting that… But he welcomed it.

-That was… until you shoved a chocolate in his mouth.

-”MC, What the fuck?” 

-You laughed nervously

-”I bought chocolate… I thought you’d want some” you replied.

-He shrugged and ate the chocolate. 

-You continued to feed him chocolates… alternating between you and him until you’d finished the box.

Second guy didn't work out, he fucked his ex girlfriend 🙃🖕

Met a new guy, I've been we're seeing eachother Saturday, we're getting dinner together!

He's sweet, loves animals, skiing too, very cute looking, goes to university.. really loves cheesy romantic bs like I do. (Wants to cuddle and watch a movie together sometime)

It seems like he's genuine when he says he wants to be with me so... I'm happy..

Oh and my bitchass ex boyfriend stopped by to drop my stuff off finally.. I FEEL SO FREE NOW lmao.. I no longer have to chase his elusive ass down and beg him to give my shit back..

H!

I'm back from the dead!

And I have things to talk about 🤭

Last month into this month has been fucking wild for me!

I was connected to a girl my age through my therapist, her name is Sam. We've really hit it off and I now consider her a friend.

Then... for some reason I felt confident enough to make a dating profile.... and

AGAINST ALL ODDS I MET SOMEONE.

Like I live in a town over an hour away from any cities.. but he only lives a half hour out of town... so not a super long drive.

Anyway, we've seen eachother in person twice but I fell so deeply in love with the guy.. and I can tell he feels the same about me... the way he looks at me.... How he talks... He is also a total romantic.. much like myself, so it's been going really good! I'm hoping we'll get to see eachother again next week.

But I never thought I'd ever get into a romantic relationship... if I'm being honest

Don't read on if you're easily triggered by mental health issues and/or sexual themes.

I never intended to be around this long... I was literally planning on ending it all shortly after my 18th birthday... But for some reason... I kept going.. and I'm super happy that I did, otherwise, I wouldn't have ever met my friend and boyfriend.

Seriously...

Things are finally going right for me after so many goddamned years of being alone, isolated unable to find any real connection and incredibly miserable because of it...

I have finally realized I am not unlikeable, I'm not worthless and I can find friends. And for the rest of 2022 and into 2023, I will work as hard as I can to not let my anxiety control me anymore

My next big leap comes in November. I will be looking for my first job!

And here comes the part where I gush about my boyfriend

I now have this dream now where I'm settling down with my boyfriend.... we move into a little apartment in one of the cities nearby (in fact that dream could very well come true... because we both want to go to the same city for college) and we settle into a peaceful domestic life together.... hopefully with cats!

Ok... but like honestly this guy is literally the one I've been dreaming of. He's very attractive and emotionally available, and he doesn't judge me for who I am! I neglected to mention here, but I have discovered that I am agender and my pronouns are they/them... I live in probably one of the most conservative provinces in Canada and to make it worse, I'm in a small town with like 4 churches of the same exact brand of extremely homophobic and transphobic Christianity... I fully expected him to lose interest in me. But no, It hasn't affected how he thinks of me. and he is very careful to respect my pronouns...

He's also very funny (which I really love in people... I can't be around someone who is super serious all the time) I mean... when I last saw him on Monday, we were at my place, playing around (in an adult sort of way) and he discovered my toys

One of them had a suction cup at the base, so he goes and sticks it on the wall a few times... then he sticks it on his forehead looks at me and says "I'm dildo man" we laugh about it together.... and he goes to pull it off his face only to discover it has suctioned pretty hard to his face, so I help him by wedging my finger under the suction cup and lifting it off...

and HE HAS A BIG ASS BRUISE RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF HIS FOREHEAD... We're still laughing our asses off... me almost pissing myself with laughter as we frantically search for way to get rid of bruises and hickeys online... we try the fork method, icing it... everything we can do, nothing works.. so we decide to just take a bath to clean up before my parents get home from a trip they were on (at this point my parents don't know we've had sex... and I wasn't exactly ready to tell them) While we're in the bath, my parents get home and my dad calls out to me... I fucking panic and we get out and dress at breakneck speed.

My parents brought home some takeout and my boyfriend stayed for dinner... he met my mom for the first time... but damn... coming downstairs after that was... super awkward... but thankfully my parents aren't the type to be bothered by that kind of thing, all they needed to know was that we used protection (which we did ofc)

It's funny though, he really gets along well with my dad.. Maybe it's their sense of humour. Or maybe the fact they are both quite talkative..

But damn.....

This guy is special.. and I hope we last for years, decades... life even...

And done.. Sorry about all that.. just had to write this all down somewhere.. It's really hard to contain my happiness right now.

My beliefs have always wavered. I've been at this for three years and I've gone through periods where I feel completely disconnected to belief in deities and more connected other times.. The rituals and offering cycled get quite mentally exhausting so... honestly I usually don't do much beyond venting and chatting and offerings of tasks and sweets when I remember. 😅 whether it's Loki or just my inner thoughts and biases listening and responding, it doesn't really super matter as it makes me feel less like I'm going at life alone.

Loki has always felt like a friend who I can always fall back on... during the month of October and in February I usually fall back into my practices and reconnect with gods I worship. Loki is usually the one I go to first and I'm always so excited to reconnect with them!

In my experience Loki never asks for anything too big of me that wouldn't benefit me or my family long-term. The most They want is like a quick sketch or a small share of candy or a food I've prepared or had a hand in preparing.

Loki has always kind of been a shoulder to cry on... I mean... I genuinely think they may have had a hand in pushing me to the path of therapy. I also found myself pushed towards a journey of self discovery which felt amazing... still does!

I came out as agender last year and I'm very happy with that, My family is finally beginning to really get used to calling me by my new name instead of my dead name.

The goofy remarks this deity has are unparalleled... sometimes I'm communicating with them and the most bonkers shit happens during or immediately after, Or I just get the sudden, mysterious urge to pull out my pendulum and all I get is the word "balls" or something 😅.. and ofc no matter where I put the candle that's theirs, the wick is always in strange shapes (none of the others are ever like that despite being from the same sellers and having tried multiple different scents) and the flame dances even without much movement of air...

Recently I've had a cat pass away a few months ago and my mother as well...actually just yesterday.. so... for the first time in a long while, I spoke to Loki, Hel and Freya simply requesting that they ensure my mother's journey to wherever she ends up.. afterlife or not is peaceful. And It was very peaceful. I believe that one or all were there to help guide her way into the unknowns of death..

Same deal with my cat... Both times I felt an almost instant feeling of relief and comfort knowing I no longer had to stress about either dying alone, That I could relax and focus on healing.... and I didn't and still don't feel pressured to give anything back, though I absolutely will during my Samhain traditions which I will be celebrating with my family.

Dear Lokeans and Norse Pagans,

I just want to hear your experiences with Loki.

I've been 3 years now into Norse Paganism and Loki...But it still feels like too short time and that I still have to learn so much. He has guided me to a great transformation of myself through this time....yet I think the snake has more skin to shed. I just need to hear more opinions and experiences.

Also he is such a hard deity to get over. I don't know if it's him who doesn't let go or me...But I like it...I really like working with him...

Oh oops forgot to post this here lol

She'll be up as an example on my commission page soon

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