❀ sa’yo | munimuni 🥛 — kurokawa izana
❝kailan kaya mahahalata ang pighati sa ilalim ng iyong mga tawa? kahit mawala ka pa, hinding hindi-mawawala, ang damdamin ko’y sa’yong-sa’yo.❞
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thinking about scaramouche team dynamics ft scarabedo
He’s such a tease, I hate him 😭
[1:46pm]
Imagine sitting at your desk with your paperworks in front of you, waiting to get done with. Your eyebrows were furrowed from concentration, it was almost as if you were glaring holes at the paper itself.
As you were internally cursing the work you had in your mind, the entrance to your room opened slowly and a figure entered inside. You perked up at the sound and removed your eyes from your papers.
wondering who it is? well, much to your surprise, it was the almighty adeptus!
he stood in front of your desk with a gloomy atmosphere surrounding him. you question yourself if it was his karmic dept, or just him sulking(again).
he averted his gaze away from you with a small pout gracing his lips. you smiled softly at this and decided to speak up.
“oh, xiao. what brings you here,” you paused for a moment to let go of your pen and placed it next to the stack of paperworks. “to the jade chamber? I do not recall of you being fond of visiting such mortal places.”
L/n Y/n.
The Tianquan of the Liyue Qixing and now owns the floating Jade Chamber in the skies of Liyue.
Now, you might be wondering why you are the tianquan, are you? the former one who had that title, ningguang, retired from her work to travel with someone in particular. she claimed her retirement as:
“I have been managing this for years now, I suppose I do need a break now.” she glanced at the woman next to her. “besides, I wish to spend my whole life with my beloved.”
and that was the reason why she entrusted the grant title to you since you were the most fit and perfect for it.
back to the present, xiao remained silent and refuses to answer your question which left you hanging. you were patient with him since you know that whenever he was acting like this, he was either upset or needs attention, nothing to worry aboutz
when he still hasn’t responded, he grumbled something inaudibly under his breath and closed his eyes with his arms crossed on his chest.
you sighed at the treatment you received from him and decided to play with him a little bit. just a little.
“well then, if you do not wish to state your business,” you stood up and was about to head to your door “I shall take my leave now— w-woah!” xiao suddenly grabbed your wrist to prevent you from leaving him in the dust.
“I..” xiao finally spoke after a few moments. you turned your body to face him. walked closer, and closer, until your face was a mere inches away from his.
you hummed and urged him to continue what he was going to say which made him turn bright red and have steam coming out of his head.
“can you.. please accompany me to mt, hulao tonight..?” he asked you oh-so kindly. it was a rare sight to see the yaksha ask for something, especially with the word ‘please’.
“hm, I suppose so. It wasn’t that hard to ask for something, was it? xiao?” he once again, almost fainted at the teasing tone you used on him and ended up stuttering on his words.
you chuckled at his adorableness but you immediately turned into teasing mode again. “but.. I’m sure that wasn’t all you wanted.”
“I- huh—!? what do you mean?”
“clearly, you are hiding something. come on now, love. you don’t have to hide it away from me.”
he lets go of your wrist and used both of his hands to cover his whole beaming face, “no! you dare question an adepti with his motives?? you have the n-nerve!”
“I guess I do have the nerve if it comes to you, oh dear adepti.” you grabbed his hands and removed it away from his face and you lightly smirked at the expression he was making.
“now, ask away.”
“…”
“do you wish to stay silent? then that leaves me no choice—”
“—cuddles..”
“what?”
“p-please. just hug me tonight while we gaze at the starry sky.”
you patted his green- teal locks, “my pleasure. since you asked nicely.”
later that night.. xiao was snuggling into your body for warmth. he honestly looked like a small, vulnerable cat.
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a genshin impact smau | xiao x gn!reader
SUMMARY as part of the student council, you’ve been tasked to recruit the local band playing in your university’s bar. xiao, who’s the band’s bassist, seems to be the only one refusing your offer to join the foundation day. you have two weeks to make him agree to perform on stage in front of the whole university or you’re off the council for good.
GENRE modern, fluff, slight(?) crack, mild angst if u squint
STATUS completed as of october 11, 2022
NOTES time stamps do not matter unless i say so !! i hope u all enjoy <3
EPISODE LIST
your dropees | xiao’s band
001 — beloved vp ♢002 — failed night out
003 — bench front ♢ 004 — deleted tweet
005 — hashtag boy ♢ 006 — fuckin’ with ‘ya
007 — know yakshas? ♢ 008 — this is betrayal
009 — go ahead without me ♢ 010 — why not?
011 — follow back, vp ♢ 012 — annoying pest
013 — ah, that’s why ♢ 014 — he likes who?
015 — never mind ♢ 016 — actually, i hate you
017 — you like them, right? ♢ 018 — my treat!
019 —so a game? ♢020 — he agreed?
021 — not my boyfriend ♢ 022 — for you
023 — don’t ask me to ♢ 024 — breakfast
025 — tokyo ♢ 026 — suddenly gone
027 — don’t reply please ♢ 028 — get rid of it
029 — time to cry ♢ 030 — the last song
031 — just ignore him ♢ 032 — i wonder why
033 — hate me ♢ 034 — just a hunch
035 — hung up ♢ 036 — the person i like
037 — touchdown ♢ 038 — bad feeling
039 — unknown id ♢ 040 — all yours
041 — better ♢ 042 — sheesh
043 — miss me ♢ 044 — come back
045 — at last ♢ bonus — tba
MISCELLANEOUS thank you so much to all of you who supported me throughout this series !! i love u all ueueue
❀ minsan | eraserheads 🥛 — sano shinichiro
❝lahat ng bagay ay mayroong hangganan. dahil ngayon, tayo ay nilimot ng kahapon. ‘di na mapipilitang buhayin ang ating pinagsamahan.❞
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xiao x gn adeptus ! reader
warnings: crying ? lmao i guess, spoilers for 2.7 interlude quest, reader has a mini breakdown, terribly written probably, no pronouns used, slight angst ?
meilin’ s notes: my first time writing a full (kind of) fic ! hopefully i do gender neutral some justice since i’ve never written gn before, only fem ;v; lmk if theres anything i need to fix !
“why did you let him go?” you asked zhongli, who was gazing into the plains on the balcony of wangshu inn. “surely you know the dangers that lie in the chasm, rex lapis.”
zhongli’s silence irritated you, your heart beating painfully. just the thought of your companion entering unknown and highly dangerous lands made you feel anxious, and sick. of course you knew xiao was capable of holding his own, you knew of his strength. still, he made you worry everyday.
“xiao is more than capable of taking care of himself, [name].” zhongli finally replied.
“thousands of years worth of knowledge does not cancel out the fact that he is still prone to danger, sir” you argued back. “no matter what you tell me, i wont ever stop worrying for that boy-“
“of course you wont,” he said simply. “i wouldnt expect you to. but you must understand this, [name].”
he then turned to face you, amber orbs burning into your [color] irises.
“it all comes down to a matter of trust. have faith in xiao, im sure everything will be fine then.”
and even as he turned to leave, still your heart ached.
·͙*̩̩͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩̥͙ ✩ *̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩͙‧͙
throughout the entire day, you felt an unease in your chest, a terrible ache in your heart. it seemed to be worse than yesterday’s treatment.
your mind was plagued with thoughts of xiao and his safety, the chasm, the lying dangers awaiting him, and the worst possible scenario: his possible death.
the thought still terrified you. although you werent a part of the 5 yakshas, you still harbored a deep fondness for them. bosacius was like the older brother you’d never had, making flower crowns with indarias and menogias, sharing wisdom with menogias, and the peaceful days with xiao.
it was all so simple, but then their karmic debt had gotten the best of them. you’d watched, face screwed with pure terror as your dear friends lost their minds. you watched menogias slaughter bonanus, as indarias succumbed to her debt, xiao suffering screams ringing in your ears.
how useless you were then.
you had sworn to protect xiao after bosacius disappeared, promised to love and care for him. promised to do something because you couldnt before.
useless. useless. useless useless useless useless usele-
you were jerked out of your destructive thoughts when you felt a jerking pain on your hands. looking down, you saw you had bitten your nail down to the skin and hadnt noticed until it split open. you groaned, sticking the finger in your mouth to lick off the blood.
then, your heart lurched painfully. you gasped in pain, clutching your shirt near your heart.
nonononono-
i promised him. i promised to protect him.
another lurch, another gasp of pain. he was in danger. grave danger.
unable to stand idly any longer, you teleported to the chasm. as you did, the pain in your heart grew more intense.
“xiao!” you called out desperately. you could feel him, he was somewhere, why couldnt you see him?
“xiao!” you called again, this time a tear slipped out. then two, three, then a stream. your heart was in so much pain, your lungs felt like they were about to burst.
“XIAO.”
then a flash, and six figures materialized. hope flared in your chest. but as the figures became clearer, you realized none of them was the face of your beloved adeptus.
scrambling to them, you went to the closest person available.
“where is he, tell me now, where is he!?” you cried, more tears streaming down your face.
yelan examined your face, brow furrowed. biting her lip, she gently took your hand. then, shook her head.
the world stopped for a moment.
no…
yelan held your hand still as shinobu, the traveler, paimon and yanfei looked away in pity.
but then, a familiar presence erupted, golden energy started to swirl, and then a figure slowly started to materialize.
‘fret not child…under my watch will alatus remain alive.’
startled, you lifted your head to see if anyone else had heard the voice, but it seemed you were the only one. then, turning your head to the source, you gasped.
there he was.
xiao.
the pain in your heart and lungs finally settled, and you breathed easy again. releasing your hand from yelan’s, you quickly made your way to xiao, who was on his knees taking big gulps of air.
sensing your presence, xiao looked up only to yelp in surprise as you threw your body down on him, arms wrapped around his neck in a tight embrace as you pulled his head to your chest.
“you idiot!” you wailed, tears falling down your face as you held xiao tighter. “you big, stupid idiot! what were you thinking!? you almost- you could have…”
“i know…” he whispered softly, hands ghosting your hips, almost afraid to touch you.
“idiot, idiot idiot idiot-“ you cried, pouding your firsts on his back as you wept in his neck.
“i know. im sorry.” he whispered again, this time embracing you back.
yelan’s eyes softened at the scene. she motioned to the others, leading them away from you both.
“we ought to give them some space. im sure they have a few…things to talk about.
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meilin’ s notes: im well aware that while the travele and co. was trapped underneath the chasm, that the theory that time was at a pause in teyvat was made known but since zhongli broke that rule, i made it broken with the mc too. lemme know what you guys think ! i dont think i did too bad, but the first half was definitely not the best lol
1. Be concious of your thoughts. When you realise you are thinking about something negative, distract yourself.
2. Keep busy. Keeping your hands and mind occupied helps keep your mind off negative thoughts.
3. Avoid triggers. Avoiding negative things can help to keep you sane and positive.
4. Get rest. Lack of sleep really affects your mood and can cause your mind to wander back to those negative thoughts.
5. Listen to music. Listening to your favourite music for 30 minutes a day can have a positive effect on your health and day.
6. Talk about it. Sharing these thoughts with someone you trust can help prevent your mind from thinking about them.
Karma: Aren't you sugar and spice and everything nice.
Asano: Well, aren't you rudeness and sarcasm and everything... uh...
Karma: No, go on. If you find something that rhymes with sarcasm and makes sense, and I'll take the fall tonight.