Mermay Day 4: Axolotl

kinda came up with au that i started planning as something serious but after 2-3 days it got to another "nah i emotionally adopt them"

i just cannot make something serious and dramatic i just have to subconsciously make it another found family shenanigans i swear to god

anyway, gonna get it out when i finish that eldad sketch i started and answer another question (god i love it, everything in this world for a pile of questions to answer)

I love a character raised to be a weapon as much as the next guy. But what really gets me is a character raised to be a shield. Who can’t fathom being needed—or even being wanted— beyond keeping others safe. Who believe they are alive only to insure someone doesn’t die. no matter the cost. Characters who self-sacrifice not because they think they deserve it, but because no one else does deserve it, and it’s their job to protect.

Characters who’ve been told that’s why your important. Your worth something because this other person/ thing is important, and you are here solely to keep them safe.

Bonus points if it’s not a legitimate job they’ve been given. Maybe at one point it was, but now that they are free from it, they haven’t given up that mentality. No one is forcing or asking them to do this, but they need to. They need to in order to be deserving.

Wright: so what's about the punishment?

Edgeworth: what punishment?

Wright: well the one you promised me for getting into Gunt's office

Edgeworth: oh that punishment. Well i promised you will punished to the maximum extent of the law...

Wright: (im already scared of whatever he could think of)

Edgeworth: so no more morning coffee Wright

Wright: WHAT?!

Edgeworth: i didnt finish yet. Attending courses or learning it by yourself - whatever you prefer, part of your punishment is that you have to learn how to brew perfect tea.

Wright: EDGEWORTH ITS TOO MUCH! I DONT EVEN HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO WASTE IT ON SOME REFINED TEAS!

Edgeworth: you'll find time.

I find it funny that some "all-knowing being from other dimension" usually is imagined either 3d or having more dimensions

And then Bill is just "hi ima 2d im flatter than your ex anyway look at this cool necklace of guts i found nearby"

Mabel, doing homework: Grunkle Ford, how good are you at doing geometry problems?

Ford, distracted: well, I did do one triangle problem and he didn't complain so I guess I am pretty good at it

Mabel: what?

Ford: what?

" - not pretty - i dont like it too [bla bla bla arguments about vidjadharas]" (dont really get how to translate it accurately oops)

theyre undeniably and unfixably in love your honor, end of my statement on this case

She lies on her side, eyes open and staring somewhere in front of her.

"You okay?" There's warm hand on her shoulder accompanied by soft voice. Neither are asking anything from her, neither are making wishes or – Witches forbid – demands.

If she could still want something, she would want having someone like that back then.

Really, would keeping to Volition instead of succumbing to Apathy be a curse or a blessing? It's good she doesn't care enough to doubt and waver.

"I am." She gives a simple answer and draps blanket over her pale body. Hands twitch to tuck it all around her so she would have a cocoon to hide from everything, from every meaningless thing there is in this world. Yet she does not.

Her bedmate, however, gets under the same blanket and pulls its corners under their bodies. Encasing them both.

"I will follow you to whichever cocoon you hide yourself into." He says, so sweet and reassuring, hands in her hair.

They both know it's another lie of his. They both don't bring themselves to care.

If one was not Apathy and the other was not Deceit, they both would wish for his words to be true though.

After a fight with some ink dudes

Henry: well i just need to wait a few seconds and it all heals up

Audrey, probably younger and healthier than Henry: i cant find any food guess ill die with one hit

i got through exactly one part of first chapter and immediatwly went to draw this (my gacha addiction hit me into downloading and i guess my love to silly dynamics will make me stay, i don't even know if i need sci-fi yaoi more than SID trio as Aito and his two dads)

i wanted to make it rendered art but i got tired and bored and wanted to leave it for later but then realised if i don't finish it now i will never finish it but also if i don't finish it asap i will also not finish it and i made it 90% colored sketch

want to call them SID family tho (when it's these two and their sweet cute child)

anyway if these two don't adopt Aito i hope they don't minf if i do